 So I guess we are alive. Let me just slowly feel what it means to be alive because we are live now. And maybe I should just say that I'm really glad that you are here and you're watching us. Welcome to our temple. This is our temple and adoption society, dream adoption society. We've been working hard to create this world and other worlds and it's Rob with standing here and recording this and the gym. It's Danusha. It's Isa. It's Anastasia. It's Krzysztof and it's Sebastian and it's Yannik. I hope I didn't leave anybody out of this list. We've been reading recently a huge that's been read by Philip K. Dick. You probably know him and if you don't you maybe you should probably read some of his books because they're really interesting and his book that we've been reading recently is called it's a very difficult title for me to to say but it's exergesis. I think that's the way I should spell it. It's exergesis and it's an amazing book. He wrote it when late in his life he had this experience, an amazing experience that changed his life and and I won't say much about this experience because this experience was was a huge one you know and I guess some of you and some of us we kind of have those experiences you know that those experiences that change your life completely you know completely so you live your life and you think that your life is this you know this and then suddenly something happens out of the blue and and then everything has changed and you know I still I'm still waiting for this experience you know most of us probably most of us we're still waiting for this experience but Philip K. Dick had this experience and and this is so it's a huge it's huge so what can I say what can I say other than that I'm just I'm just really glad you're here and just enjoy the show enjoy everything that that's gonna happen here because no one knows really what's gonna happen because it's it's a pure journey it's a pure journey so just just do whatever you want and enjoy it thank you very much hello and hello Jim come here come here again let's enter the um there we go in listen we're going inside just want to look at it one more time yeah if we're we go hello hello okay there they go okay I'm coming I'm coming Jim yeah I'm coming let's go there we go hey let's make a let's make a breathing session let's meditate together to have a good beginning that's a very good idea yeah I think it's a good idea yeah it's a very good idea yeah it's a very good idea it's a very good idea try to feel your body try to feel your body physical body digital body and stretch stretch stretch as you would just get up from your bed and take a deep breath take a deep breath and exhale inhale and exhale beautiful by exhaling longer can you inhale your breath naturally slow and and calm down we should all calm down yeah so let's all calm down let's do this for a few breaths you can come in and try to feel free be with your breath you have a pleasant moment if you want to drive I'm excited but don't make a future breath be in a present moment when you're doing this notice your thoughts approach this exercise we're going to attention to simplify and to slow down allow your body to relax notice your thoughts and don't allow them to disturb you and now we will do and now we will do the qikong qikong is a traditional chinese asian exercise let's gather together closer yes don't be afraid and bend your knees and open your feet a little bit and at the front of your body put your hands here as you would grab a bowl yes exactly and by we're doing a deep breath again we bend to the sides to the right and to the left yes to the right to the left and we are breathing we're breathing so deep and now our hands are at the front of our body and we we wait and I want to hear you breathing don't forget beautiful and a few more and stretch to the sky and shake a little bit shake your body and breathing out anything that no longer serves you stretch to the sky let's gather together let's let's hug each other let's try to touch each other let's give a small massage to Yanan yeah give me a small massage I like small massage yeah just do it just just just be careful because my body is very sensitive I'm so sensitive yeah my eye you can massage yeah you can also try massage my belly yeah it's actually it's actually a bit likey and scratch him scratch but just don't stretch too hard just just be careful yeah yeah okay I love your body to surrender not yourself I love your body to surrender your roots your my roots yes I'm rooted to this ground I'm rooted to this ground I cannot move anywhere else even if I where is Jim? Jim Jim Jim Jim Jim is Jim Jim so let's come to Jim Jim welcome here come here come to the circle come to the top and tell us your story Jim this is Jim you know this is Jim everybody is Jim you know everybody's and that's everybody's Jim let's try to lift him I will try to lift him okay okay let's let's do our best yeah on three on three one one two three Jim you're different you're so different Jim you're different I'm not saying anything no I'm not saying anything I'm not saying anything it's okay to not say anything Exactly I agree with you 100% 100% man. Let's let's okay. Do you need a massage? No. Oh. Nothing. Oh. Oh. Oh. The trees and the plants flourish. The birds flutter in their marshes is uplifted in adoration to be. Oh. Listen guys. Oh there's, here we are, here you are. I want to say, first of all, that the primordial source of all our knowledge is three, four, one. The ancestors of the Dogon people in western Sudan in Africa who got their cosmogony and their cosmology directly from the three-eyed invaders who visited a long time ago. The three-eyed invaders are deaf and mute and telepathic. They could not breathe in our atmosphere and they had the elongated skull of Akhenat. And they emanated from a planet in the star system serious. And although they had no hands, they had, they had a picture, picture like claws, like a crab. And they were, they were great builders who were to influence our history towards a fruitful end. Our world is still secretly ruled. Our world is still secretly ruled by the hidden race descended from Akhenat. And the knowledge that he has is the information of the macro mind of the macro mind. There is one mind. But under this one mind, two principles contend. The one mind lets in the light and then it lets in the dark. Let's in the light and that's in the dark. So, like I said, he doesn't let in the light and then take away the light. The one mind, and I said, I shouldn't say he, the one mind lets in the light and then lets in the dark. Have you ever let in the dark? The dark is something. It comes in. It's not the absence of light. So, think of the one mind. The one in the one mind. And I just want to say that I want to sketch out how, I mean, this, all of this is information. All everything in the world is, the phenomenal world doesn't really exist. It, we make it, we hypothesize it. Hypothesize it means we make it feel solid. We make it seem solid. We give it some sort of material foundation. We hypothesize it. This is information. And when an object in the phenomenal world moves or changes, that's the change in information and it's information inside the mind. It's not just information, it's a story. And this story is happening when we move. You see, I move my hand. That's something, that's the story. Now, the problem is we can't read the story. First, in the story, we're information in the story and the story is happening. But we can't read the story. Now, the story of the mind is not just a story. It's a story about, it's a story about the death of a woman. And so this story is not, it is the story we are in. And it's the story about a death of a woman. A woman who died a long time ago. And they say that one of the most tragic things, the one of the most tragic subjects is the death of a young woman. And this one was one of the primordial twins. She was half of the divine sysogy. And the purpose of this story is so that the mind doesn't forget her. The mind, which we're flowing information in. The mind doesn't want to forget this. So all of the work of the brain consists of a permanent record of her existence. And if the story could be read, it would be understood this way. All the information processed by the brain and experienced by us as the arranging and rearranging and moving of physical objects, this is, it's all an attempt at preserving her, more preserving her memory. And all the stones and the rocks and the sticks and the amoebas are traces. So the mind is not talking to us, but the mind is talking by means of us. And the narrative is passing through us and the sorrow of the story infuses us irrationally. We don't know why. We don't know why. There is a streak of the irrational in the world, soul, in the soul of the world. We should be able to hear this information or rather we should be able to follow this story as a neutral voice inside of us, but something has gone wrong. All of creation, all creation is a language and it's nothing but language. And for some reason we can't read it. We can't read it outside and we can't hear it inside us. So what I want to say is we have become idiots. The word idiot comes from the word private, like idiomatic, idiosyncratic, idiom, idiots, we have become idiots because we each have become private and we no longer share the common thought in the brain except on a subliminal level. Thou givest him breath therein to preserve him alive when thou hast brought him together to the point of bursting the egg. He cometh forth from the egg to chirp with all his might. He goeth about upon his two feet when he had come from therefrom. How manifold are thy works? They are hidden from before us. Oh, soul God whose powers no other possesseth. Thou didst create the earth according to thy heart while thou wast alone. Men, all cattle large and small, all that go about upon their feet, all that are on high, that fly with their wings, thou art in my heart. There is no other that knoweth thee, save thy son, Iknatan. Thou hast made him wise in thy designs and in thy might. The world is in thy hand. Locust, which was comparable only to Eden itself. Yeah, yeah, well it's exactly how it was before the Locust, you know, came and... You also live here? You live here? In this neighborhood? Yeah, I'm a neighbor. Which house is yours? Mine is in the back, you know, these houses are for the rich guys and mine is in the like... In the poor section. In the poor... Well, that's how you call it. I call it just my house, you know, my house. He got his house from his father. He doesn't work neither. We bought our house with our own money. My husband works very hard. I was working here very hard. He deserved your respect. My father respected your father. I was good in not going to school. For me. So what do you know? Your hats? What? A dog. A dog? A dog? My dog. I never had a dog. Hey you, did you have a dog? You see? He got a puppy from Mr. D. You can't put that story about your puppy. That was very mean. Oh, I wonder what's happened to that puppy. He sometimes goes into other walls a little bit, but he's normal. Oh, you don't see, huh? You want to see? I mean, I'm gonna try to... So let's go here, right? I didn't keep her. Maple acres. Maple something. Something changed here. You see, then something changed. A great tornado hit here. Here is a tornado. You don't see it? No. Buck's mother began to feel what? To feel what? Unsafe. She felt unsafe, man. Crazy stuff. Crazy stuff. I'm telling you. And from that day on, from that day on, she started to feel unsafe, you know? Such a poor girl, you know? Do you remember the tornado? I didn't realize it was a tornado. Life is so hard and square. I have a very sensitive body. I have very sensitive, because my brains, I have a very sensitive heart. Say goodbye to your father. Say goodbye to your mother. Being there, it's like a playground. The 24th of June, I slept like a tree with a face of devil. On the other side of me, I have many visions around my neck. The loop tightens. Winter is coming, and the empire never ended. It doesn't matter that I've only seen you there. I love you anyway. I can't live without you. I'm hiding within you. I follow you through so many worlds. I have nowhere else to go. I clean, and I clean. Where does all this dust come from? Listen to the newly installed shower? There. Pizza. Black birds. Beach ball. Diamond. Black flip. Windmill. Picnic. Softness. Hypnosis is what he knows best. I only remember that. Here. I was pregnant. I had twins. One of them dissolved in my body. When I look at the floor, I can only think about the carpenter. The guy who made sure there was a floor that I could walk on in this house. What if he is dead or sick? You only live once, they say. I saw this on TV. That's why I decided to go there. Try to help stop the war. While I was sitting in taxi, I noticed the driver was looking at me and realized he thought that he was cute. So then I asked if he wanted to have sex with me. And he did. Then he got to. And unfortunately, I miss my plane. So I never made to Syria. I don't even recognize her on the street because she just looks like like an avatar. Oh, I get it. I get it. I get it. So maybe this is her actually in new body. Isn't he now she died, though? What if she just respawned, man? Respawned. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Respawned. Respawned. Because I don't think so. Yeah. Because you know, here you don't die. You just respawned. I mean, you change your whole memory. You change your avatar and you just move on. You know, the different world. Maybe she's a cat in the kitty's world. I think that might be possible. I mean, do. This is reality. How do you think is our fantasy? Yeah. We have to wave goodbye to our fantasies because they are always going. I mean, the search, the search, the search, the search, the search, hey, you. You never mind. What are you doing here? Do you want to talk? I just look. You just look? Oh, that's fine. You want to hear some story? Yeah. You want to hear the most touching story? Yeah. Yeah. Because this woman, this woman has an amazing story. Just really, really touching. I was, you know, I was 30 something and it was morning and I woke up one morning and my bed was in a red bed. And I slept. But instead of standing up, I fell flat onto my face. And my whole left side was numb. I couldn't feel anything. Down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down. And I was. I was brought to the phone before 911 and then by the time I got there, the feeling came back on my left side. And I called my name and I told her what happened. And she said, I'd probably had a son over the time. And then I went to a young man's house for the first time. And about an hour later, my sister came and she said that her mother had a son. And her to let. Danusha, Danusha. The doctor said that she probably couldn't live. I'm your sister. I'm your sister. I'm calling. I have to tell you something really terrible. I don't know how to say this. I already know that. But what do you know? I already know with my life. I am your sister. And then two days later, she died. Oh, such a bad person. And I just called me again. And I went out. And I was walking around something's for a part. And then I started on a trip. And I was crying. And this homeless man with no teeth had an accident. And he said, what's going on? And I said, what's going on? And I am afraid I won't be able to handle this funeral. He asked, when is the funeral? When is the funeral? I said, I'm sorry. And he said, you're right. But the funeral is not today. It's here. And I went home. I booked the flight to Poland. And then on Saturdays, I got on the plane. And when I got on the plane, I was afraid that in the middle of the flight, I'm going to fall apart. And that I'm going to want to run out. But then I sat in my seat. And next to me was this Polish middle-aged man. And he started drinking vodka. And I said, great, an alcoholic. And then every time sadness came over me. And I was panicky. He touched my shoulder and said, look out the window. Look how amazing this is. Speak to me. And then I told him what was happening. And then he told me that his wife died three months before. And then... And then I got home. And I was still afraid that I'm not going to be able to handle seeing my wife. I'm not all right. And we decided as a family to have a colosty. So we went to pick up the body. And the more. And so only the family could see her. And our whole family was standing around the house. The house was on the ground. And my sister and I sat down on the ground. And I was afraid to look at my mother. And our family was crying and hysterical. And then suddenly I felt this incredible bliss. That engulfed me. Like someone was kissing my insides and hugging. My heart. My liver. My thoughts. My everything. And then I looked at my sister. And my sister was screaming. Trying to hug it. I'm trying to hug it. Are you from the same school? And she said yes. What is that? I think it's your love. And then I looked at my mother's body. And she looked horrible. Because they don't make people up in Poland. Like they do in the US. She was burned. Because when she had a stroke. She was smoking a cigarette. And there was a little fire. What I felt was that I looked at her. And she was no longer there. It was very clear to me that she was no longer there. And it was like an alien. It can be pretty scary. You're not. My mother just left this body. Because she didn't live anymore. Fantastic. And I realized I wasn't even sad about it. I just never imagined that I will be feeling this blissful joy. During my mother's school. Just visiting. You don't live? Oh, so you're not from here? No. You're from far? Another galaxy. Another galaxy. So you've traveled. You've traveled a long way. A long way. Was it worth it? Yes. Yes. Hello. Hello. Hello. I love you. Thank you. Thank you. Do you want to join me? We're dancing a little bit. Hey, let's do some story dance. Sure. Sure. Yeah. Let's do some street dance. Hey. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. I like your outfit. Dancing. Thank you. Thank you. Oh, yeah. Love. That's pretty. Yeah. You want to come to the zoom? I'm going to the zoom now. Don't go yet. Yeah. No, no. Just finish the stream. Like I know. You're still streaming. You guys are live now. We are live. We're live. We're live. We're live. We're live. We're live. We're live. I think it's great. Yeah. End of something. End of the topic.