Suicide Letter written and performed by Vikar.
Get the song here: https://itunes.apple.com/en...
Listen on Spotify: https://play.spotify.com/tr...
My Second Channel : http://www.youtube.com/c/vi...
Connect with me here:
Snapchat : vikarworld
All we cannot face, the open road will always find a way
We’re learning to accept what we can’t change, the story of our lives
We read between the lines
[Verse 1- Tasha’s part]
Take a deep breath,
Write this letter as I face death,
Not gonna’ lie I’m scared, I never thought it would be this bad,
What’s a 16 year old to do with a seed in her
How am I suppose to feed this child while the baby’s daddy’s livin in denial
One night was all it took for a lifetime shame and regret
And im sorry to say it’s unfortunate that I’m taking two life’s away
The shame that I brought to my family, I’ll take it to my grave, and Shane,
I love you brother, promise me you’ll be brave,
All the visions that I had, all the dreams that I had,
All the future that you’ve planned for me I’m sorry mom and dad,
I’m sorry for being such a disappointment, a disgrace,
To save you from all these, I’m resting my case,
I’m just another phase,
I’m just another face.
I’m just another problem I’ll be resting in my case
So this is it, we’re parting away now through this letter,
When you read this I’ll be gone,
Love, your daughter
[Verse 2- Jared’s part]
Dear mama when you read this, I’ll be gone
Just do know this depression is what I’m tryna run away from.
All my life I never felt any love from anyone
Half my life I’ve been struggling from getting bullied and picked on
This has to be the wisest decision that I’ve ever made
Despite the fact that I have to take my own life away
There’s no room for different people like us in this place
So why fight when im not given the chance to speak or say
A faggot, a failure, a stupid freakin loser
While society mocks me every night I sit and count my tears
Im sorry mama I wasn’t the son that you’d thought I’d be
I’m sorry mama I’m into dresses and make up you see
A world so hateful where people cant survive without a mask on his face
My days are getting hazy and I can’t keep up the pace
I can’t do this no more I don’t belong in this place
I love you mama, please wipe them tears off your face!
Man this is just my world and me and your comments
And im doing me so im coming before hands
And im saying things that you can’t hear on FMs
A house full of lies and youre stepping on my land, my land
The way that I see
Im strong enough to climb mountains swim across seas
Man you’re sick of youre emotions medications for the priest
And I know your faith is dying and I pray for you disease
Ahh, I’m rising through these ashes
Ahh, all the hates and the bashes
Nah, life can be so tortures,
I, I’ll still light up all the torches,
They’ll kick you to the ground
Take away all of your sound
But you gotta keep you head up high
Snatch away the crown!
All we cannot face, the open road,,
Assistant Director: Jiven Sekar
Cinematographer: Hjun Nam
Producer: Vikarworld MeeCrew Productions
Production Manager: Jonathan Toh
Executive Producer: The Salad Show
Editor: Jiven Sekar Caleb Lim Vikneswaran Veerasundar
Music Director: Vikarworld
Ist Assistant Camera: Caleb Lim
2nd Assistant Camera: Kean
Lighting: Mathubalan Hjun Nam Jiven Sekar
Location Manager: Vikneswaran Mathubalan
Drone: Ian Steven
Behind The Scene: Studio 8
Lead Female: Luna Tasha (http://www.youtube.com/karm...
Lead Male: Jared Lee (http://www.youtube.com/TheG...
Faceless: Tanesh Ian Steven Mei Yan Klex
Thanks to everyone who has been apart of the video:
The Salad Show: http://www.youtube.com/thes...
MeeCrew Productions: http://www.youtube.com/chan...
CJWorksProductions : http://www.youtube.com/user...
Hjun Nam: http://www.instagram.com/hj...
Caleb Lim: http://www.instagram.com/ca...
Jiven Sekar: http://www.instagram.com/je...
Jonathan Toh: http://www.instagram.com/jo...
Luna Tasha: http://www.instagram.com/ia...
Jared Lee: http://www.instagram.com/ja...
Ian Steven: http://www.instagram.com/ia...