• namgi - clouds | AU x collab [tw, suicide]

    594 views 2 months ago
    ✘ Thanks for watching!

    I did a cool collab!! Yay!! woow!! COOL!!
    Jokes aside, I really love how this turned out!!
    Shoutout to nero for doing this with me. ♥

    If you care about the story this plays in, please scroll down a tiny bit!

    ✘ nero: https://www.youtube.com/cha......

    ✘ Story:
    Namgi grew up together with their friends and their teenage years pass with wild stories. Namjoon starts staying up so he could get Yoongi out of bars and pay for the huge bills of alcohol ordered, Yoongi starts texting Namjoon every hour to know he was still there. That he hadn't vanished like he said he would every time he had been up for days and his brain decided to let down his guard a little.

    Before they notice they feel like each other's only family, a soulmate and more. In turn, both tell each other secrets to take into their grave.

    Namjoon has always known of Yoongi's Issues, Yoongi has of Namjoon's. They were fine with that and every time they felt like they weren't, they'd lock their pinky finger's "like school girls in a fucking anime, joon-ah" and tell each other than they should "just hang on, no matter what happens".

    Struggling with parents who can't accept the path of life he wants to take, friends who seemingly aren't friends at all and a society that makes him feel as if his existence was just a mere way of feeding the rich even more money, Yoongi one day decides that taking his life seems to be better than making everyone even more miserable being a grown up kid with three problems too many.

    A few years after Yoongi's death Namjoon is reminiscent of his promise with Yoongi - "Just hang on, no matter what happens." - and figures that since his best friend broke their promise, he might as well do too.

    Namjoon thought he'd felt lonely with Yoongi still there, but without him the younger feels as if in place of his heart there was void space and where his brain once put out the smartest metaphors to annoy his friend, there is now thick fog clouding his mind.

    Making peace with breaking the promise to both of them, he writes a letter as an official goodbye.

    Never did he know that Yoongi actually regretted it.
    Regretted saying goodbye to the person he never wanted to lose, more than anything else.
    Because even though his mind has long stopped working in the same space as his mate, his heart still seems to know that he wouldn't feel complete until the day Namjoon was with him yet again.

    ✘ song: before you exit - clouds
    ✘ group: BTS
    ✘ idol: rap monster, suga

    ✘ resources from: ✓ BTS (방탄소년단) LOVE YOURSELF Highlight Reel '起承轉結' ✓ BTS’ Life in Seoul ✓ 161005 Rap Monster's Log ✓ B170419 Rap Monster's Log ✓ BTS (방탄소년단) WINGS Short Film #4 FIRST LOVE ✓ [MV] BTS(방탄소년단) _ I NEED U ✓ [MV] BTS(방탄소년단) _ EPILOGUE : Young Forever ✓ BTS (방탄소년단) 화양연화 on stage : prologue ✓ various sfxi can't credit bc nero used them n i couldnt guess Show less
    Read more
  • Uploads Play all

    This item has been hidden
to add this to Watch Later

Add to

Loading playlists...