I promised myself I wouldn't upload it tomorrow, so I won't and here I am tonight.
I didn't plan to actually make this, but with the nightmares and the explosion that would have happened if I hadn't edited this, I just HAD to. Vidding is, were and always will be my cure when it comes to everything that can or cannot even be healed.
I started writing the book I had in mind for 4 years, and I know I'm probably not good with words, so this is why I made this video, because once again what I want to express goes beyond words, and there will be a lot of people out there who will never be able to understand that part of me.
I tried to explain what video editing meant, and everytime people were almost making fun of it when I said that "everything had a meaning in a video". So I stopped. That kind of people, who think they understand what I'm doing here, are totally, completely mistaken.
Some people I know told me that I had to hide my emotions and feelings in life so people would stop hurting me. This is me showing my emotions and feelings. Because I don't need to control them here. It's that surrealistic point of view that I'm craving. And there's nothing left to say.
So this is me. Video editing defines me.
This is the "badass hidden side of myself" that you (both..!) appeared to like, melting with my side full of emotions that you bring to me no matter how long you were gone. Because you never truly left.
I'm going to write this book, and I don't care if the writing is awful. Because if I ever manage to put the emotions of my videos in this freaking book, this might work, and this will take a while but I won't give up on you.
Pour toi j'ai vu la vie en bleu.
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