Yusaimie Amir

My journey in beginning to understand more about my ( what I used to think just a stupid and complicated ) brain and mind.

Only ( like truly, truly and honestly ) to discover, now, at forty 40, that it is OCD.

The constant and continuous struggles that I have to go through, every seconds of everyday of my life, not realizing about it then, and even now, after knowing it. 

My fights and battles against it in every single expects of my life,
Having to explain and convey to other people why I act the way I am,
Having to try to convince ( even my OWN Psychiatrist ) and to make them understand;

1) How OCD influences the way I think and the way I behave… 
2) Also defines how I react to people and situations… 

Consequently impacting my relationships with my family, with my work, and my social life…

Ultimately OCD, it seems, has had a hand in shaping my life that has led me to this very moment.