Walk With Me Tanya Lee

A few years ago I started paying attention to the survival patterns I’d built just to get through life — control, striving, bracing for the next thing before it even arrived — and after years of trying to fix them myself, I started bringing all of it to Jesus. 

And that’s still the work today. I’m not up here with it all figured out, and I don’t think I ever will be, and I’ve made peace with that being the actual point rather than the thing standing in the way of it.

Because of that, I don’t build this life by figuring out what makes sense or what everyone else is doing. I build it by listening for what Jesus is actually telling me to do, and then doing that, even when it doesn’t look like anything I planned or anything that would show up on a five-year plan.

He has repeatedly asked me to share my journey with Him, completely unfiltered. I’m not sure who it’s for. Maybe it’s for you. I don’t get to know that part. I’m just here, showing up, like He asked me.