Suicydal Philo

As my name suggests there has always been a shadow my mind embraces. I know there are plenty others who suffer the same thought pattern themselves. I hope for you all is that a point is reached when you realize this life goes by so fast that the end doesn't need to be rushed. So I may have spent the first half trying to figure out why I am who I am, there is not enough time left here to waste on that. The second half shall be spent just embracing it. 🖕🏼💀🖕🏼 😏