shade the ghost

Hi I'm shade the ghost or just shade that's fine too. I make gaming content more specifically sims 4 and Stardew valley, for now. 
About me i am a 19 year old trans man who unfortunately lives in a very red state but i don't let that stop me kind of. What's actually stopping me from being more me is money and some medical problems as I'm disabled with POTS, EDS, and MCAS. This does prevent me from having a "normal" job and has me fighting for SSI so I've turned to what i can do which is this and baking though i am unfortunately going to have to let go of my baking small business as i cant substantially do that for several reasons. I have a 2 year old golden retriever named apache and 4 year old very moody bunny named usagi (cringy name i know). I hope that you enjoy my content and it brings you some peace or joy in these vey trying times.