kade :p

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i know you mean well but i dont know if you mean it when you say that you trust me
im sick and self obsessed i got my ears all bent up into shapes
i feel so self hideous when youre surrounded by other creeps who also need your time and your sympathy
are you warped by a lifetime of men expecting your touch to heal cause youre pretty? it leaves me wondering what it means  
when you touch me but 

when people treat me like shit then i think strangers only want my attention i havent seen you in months youre just as distant as i am to them and youre still pretty much my best friend but
ill kill this friendship by putting my whole weight on it 
i cant imagine a world where you don't think that im garbage but
i cant get over the thought that im a child and youre Santa Claus that youre a man and im a dog
i dont want anything between us
im not sure if you lied to me but for the sake of my own sanity i need you not to lie to me when youre angry