Why Am I so F’ed Up

I’m a Marine and 20+ year law enforcement veteran. Two OIS survivor. SWAT. Detective. FTO. Range Instructor. And winner of my Department’s Bravery Award. I spent years asking myself why I was so f***ed up after everything I’d seen and been through. Nobody had answers. This channel is what I wish had existed. If you’re a first responder sitting in the dark right now, this is for you.