Pathetic Glimmer

Hello, if you are a fan of mine, please read this.
So, if you've been here for a while, you might have seen that I haven't been posting for a couple of months. There a few reasons why I stopped posting..I'll just say the main ones.
1. The quality of my videos are horrible. I always tried to improve over time, and I improved...but I still hated it. So, I felt discouraged, and began losing motivation...
2. The YouTube algorithm sucks. When I started this channel, my first video got 15 views, which is great in my opinion! But I didn't post for a week because my family, and I, were still moving into our house. A week after I posted my first video, I posted another video, but it flopped, it got 1 view. Ever since then, I began having trouble growing. So I lost motivation over time.
3. I began comparing my videos too other peoples videos. I hated everything about my channel. I felt disappointed in my self and lost motivation.
Ever since I took a break, I realized that