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I'm a composer from Japan. Around 40.
I'm a woman, but I'm also trying to compose a masculine song.

I'm sensitive to spiritual things, but that's also a source of worry for me.
This is my 3nd year of composing. I mainly making upbeat music.

I like J-POP ever since I was a child, I was hooked on Western music of the 2000s.  Among these I was also strongly inspired by HipHop music. 
When I was a school refusal student, but music encouraged me and helped me get through it.(I went to university by self-study. I'm also self-study in composition.)
From that time on, I had been thinking that it would be nice to compose music by myself. 

Not only HipHop but also I like Rock and idol's song and Classic music.
I also like watching dance inspired by Japanese dance groups. Moreover, I was also hooked on K-POP. It has had a big impact for me since Western music. Now I'm also interested in C-POP and T-POP and P-POP, etc.
Basically I like upbeat music.

* I'm not very good at English.