J4rl J4v Gets Fine

well, I'm fat. I don't want to be fat anymore. I don't know if it will change my grim outlook on life, but for once in my life, I would like to be skinny or healthy. I have always been over weight, even as a child. I have never experienced shopping in the normal section of the clothing department, and honestly, the stuff I like, doesn't look good on me because of my size. I want to be able to wear a suit with a vest and feel comfortable in it. I don't care what people think of me; but it is my opinion of myself that is the harshest. I want to change that. this will be my weekly health vlog as I strive for my goal. as of 1/22/21, I weigh 370lb. let the journey begin!!!