Edendo

It is the summer of the fourth year since I moved from Tokyo to Berlin,
I have started making music out of the blue. I mean various sound sources suddenly came into my head.
I started picking up the sound source in GarageBand,
then I realized that even someone who can't play any instrument and have no knowledge of music can make 
music with a computer. I was grateful to be living in such time.
Eventually I started playing the piano after never playing before.

Sometimes when I'm not making music, I'm very envious of myself of the time that I'm making music.
It did yesterday, but today I already feel nostalgic.
When I'm working outside, I envy myself the most, and when I come back to my room, I play the piano as 
if I've been waiting for this moment for decades.
At that time, I should be happy, but I feel a little lonely. The feeling of loneliness is very strange to me.
So I keep making music, In the Music maybe I can come up with the answer someday.