CHerrY🌸🌸丂卄丨几乇𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕖

My life is getting Destroyed many times plz Help me and plz i want communication no one loves in my life all is so Dirty haters to me idk whyy 🥲😭😢😢😞
I have new gf and she keep making me cry and sad and angry too :,((((( idk why it happens but i will ignore her and see how sad she really becomes or i will make new account and see if she cheates on me, idc what i do everyone hates me i have no fun,   i have no happiness 
Indeed my future won't 
be bright without love and happiness 
I will leave minecraft in 19th December if they don't make me happy and respect me till 1 March I will comeback

 my gf name is Mariam btw

Everything is Disaster in my Life, I don't have real Parents and they left me i think and idk if my parents that are with me rn  love me :,((((
My mother slapped me in the face and my brothers     and sometimes my dad too
Even though i have no truly friends, that takes good care of me and doesn't questioning abt me and my Life
My Life is important for me :,(((((