ChipFox Art (Philip Hamilton)

I don't know if I can feel love anymore.
I know that there's many people who care a lot about me, 
but I don't know where the warm fuzzy feeling in my chest went. 
I only feel pain. 
I only feel my ghosts replace the air in my lungs with poison,
as they curl up inside me, so I can't breathe. 

I don't know if I can feel relaxed anymore.
I know there are times where I'm not completely tense,
but I don't know how to relax my shoulders, 
because they're always tensed up to protect me. 
I only feel anxiety gripping me tighter everyday.
I only feel fuzzy, not in my heart, but in my head. 

I don't know what happened to the good feelings,
because all I feel is pain.
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