isabel 🍃

its isa / bel 
i deleted my channel because i went through one of the hardest and most embarrassing situations of my life. after trusting the wrong person and getting involved in a bad environment, i started having painful symptoms and ended up going to urgent care multiple times. at first i was diagnosed with a uti, bv, yeast infection, and folliculitis, but after more testing i found out i also tested positive for hsv2. while all this was happening, people started sending me screenshots and messages of GABRIELA saying she knew she had this and hid it. i reacted emotionally and publicly because i am hurt, betrayed, scared, disgusting, and honestly mentally destroyed. i also deleted my old channel out of shame, embarrassment, and honestly my self image is forever ruined and because i feel like my life is spiraling. i’m still healing physically and mentally, but i’m trying to move forward instead of hiding forever over something that was not my fault and should’ve never happened to me.