Ash: A Walk Through the Valley of Weeping 

Chaplain pondering life events from in the middle of them. Depression, crisis, uncertainty, living with mystery and tension, hope. Expressing hope and trust before relief or answers to prayer are given. Expressing grief. Giving voice to lament. Pushing back darkness. Christ is in the darkest places. Jesus. Nowhere to turn. How to handle shock and tragedy. Having a voice when my voice has been stifled. Handling being misunderstood. Strange trials. Spiritual warfare. Sorrowful and always rejoicing.