Flowerfinger or tokyo

I was playing roblox and this guy kept coming up to me killing me and then he said I was lying, everyone believed him, they told me I should commit I'm already struggling and to be called a bitch and told to shut the fuck up isn't helping me
I just want it to stop but I'm to much of a pussy to kill my useless fat ass.
I just want to end everything causing me pain but I'm weak as fuck..
And roblox moderation is so FUCKING HELPFUL I HATE EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE MY PARENTS HATE ME I HATE MYSELF I JUST WANT THE PAIN TO STOP QUICKLY