Shelli Sits Weirdly

Help, I'm alive. No, really. Help me.
Hi. I'm Shelli and I am a middle-aged chronically ill late diagnosed autistic lady with ADHD. What is the point of this website? I'm not really sure, to be completely honest. I am going through a ton of emotional and physical turmoil right now, so I might as well put it on blast for anyone to read, right?