If I Die B4 I Wake

A podcast about living awake — with integrity, discipline, and purpose.

If I Die B4 I Wake is a podcast about living awake — with integrity, self-discipline, and intention — in a world that often rewards excess, distraction, and complacency.

Through honest conversation, we explore what it means to take responsibility for our lives: for our bodies, our habits, our values, and our impact on others. This includes the work of parenting and shaping future generations, and equally the work of living well without children — recognizing that every life leaves a mark through example and action.

We speak openly about health, addiction, discipline, resilience, and the moral weight of everyday choices. We reject perfection and performative virtue in favor of reflection, restraint, and conscious living.

We believe that happiness is not the absence of hardship, but the ability to meet life awake.

If tomorrow is not guaranteed, how we live today matters.