CastAray

In 2018 I lost, who I thought, was my best friend. We went from being friends to complete strangers overnight. He tore down the walls that I had built so high around my heart, and that I fought so hard to keep from crumbling down around me with his sweet lies and promises that he never intended to keep. In the end it turned out that he was only using me as a distraction and to fill a void in his complicated and lonely life. He played with my feelings like they were a game and he broke my heart as if it was his to break. Almost eight years later, I’ve finally accepted things for what they are, it is what it is, but no matter how hard I try I cannot forget him because his memory won’t let me. He became such an important part of my life in such a short space of time. Our friendship wasn’t long enough but it was long enough for the memories to last forever. His betrayal and absence in my life inflicted deep pain and created a rollercoaster of emotions….
@CastAray18