Due to the increasing amount of messages and my plan-filled summer, I am going to cut down on replying to messages. I'll probably still get on here and there to reply some, but I can't do all. However, my MSN messenger address listed below should be added, if you'd like to confer with me. I'm on almost daily. Thank you so much, and I apologize for any inconveniences. :D

P S - I do take song suggestions, any good-paced, fun-to-do songs will definitely be in my book. Add me on MSN, and suggest it to me there. (:



MSN - xcrippledhope@live.com

Myspace - www.myspace.com/blazzz


F A Q -

Where did you learn to sign?
I'm hard of hearing, part of a deaf family. Was born into the language. :)

Where did you get that zebra blanket?
This amazing, amazing thing, called the internet!

WHAT IS THAT BEAR-LIKE CREATURE?
Haha, either one of my dogs, more likely the big one, which is a boy.

Do you take song requests?
I do, only if you add me on MSN and request there.

Why don't you ever reply me? :((((((
I have things to do. Haha, i don't spend my entire time on YouTube. Plus, i just got stricken with mono, so i'll be in bed, trying to heal.

How old are you, where are you from?
Sixteen, South Dakota. I'm going to be going to school in Arizona though.



A b o u t M e :

I'm really not like you. Some of you may be, but very slim chance. Sometimes I feel like I need no friends. No, I don't hate the world, and no, I'm not emo. I know that at least 80% of you could assume that this is a random, "Oh god, I hate everything, i hate life" about me. But this one isn't. This is a REAL about me. One that isn't bullshit, or full of lies. Nor one that is based on something that I want people to THINK i am. This is the real me. I used to be dependent, but I've learned to be very independent. I like being by myself. I like working on things by myself, and getting things by myself. I get lonely, yeah. It's really hard when you're that type of person. But, people can't change how they are, they can try, and act like they change, but in reality, it's just them trying to impress you. I spend at least 50% of my day on the computer. I smoke, and drink. But i've been cutting down. I don't want to be on my death bed of lung cancer, or die drunkdriving. I like helping people. When a person falls down and drops their books, i'll be the person who is helping him or her pick them back up, not the person who is laughing with the crowd. I get hurt VERY EASILY. I take EVERYTHING you say to me to heart, even if you are just kidding. I used to prefer going out to party than no other, but I've found something much better, spending the entire night with the one you love. I'm not as shy as I used to be. I can express my feelings so MUCH BETTER in writing, or typing. It's easier to type what I feel rather than saying it. Photography, and graphics are my passions, with a side of Photoshop. I get REALLY mad when people leave fake comments. Please, be real with me, and i'll be real with you. I believe in true love; and that you DONT have to wait forever to find it. I seriously HATE when people steal my ideas. Be unique, be something else rather than trying to be like me, please. I'm hard of hearing, and part of a deaf family. My parents are amazing. They made me into what I am today. If you ever break my trust, it's likely you will NEVER gain it back, i'm sorry. I've been heartbroken a few times by people. Take my heart, treat it like a cheap cloth, i don't care; i'll treat yours like its being slaughtered. I learned not to trust people like I did before. I'm emotional. Not by the sense of crying; because I rarely cry at ALL. But by the sense that i take EVERYTHING to heart. Even if you're joking. Whatever you say affects me. Everything. I dislike talking over the phone. I never do it, I just text. I hate conceited people. Seriously, get over yourself I bet I can find 20 other people that are better looking than you. I put people first instead of myself first. I know that's not always good, because I'm the one that is supposed to make myself happy, but seeing other people happy IS what makes me happy. All I want is for you to stay with me through it all. And obviously, i sign videos as a hobby. If nothing else, My name's Blake. :)