My personal walk has been extraordinary, filled with pain and confusion resulting from life experiences with an emotionally disconnected family. My videos are an effort to speak out and help my children with the understanding I have learned. There are three factors of my life with the Websters that I am striving to resolve. The factors I try to cope with were not of my own making, but left me holding pieces of a shattered life and questions unanswered. Since they are all a part of what I have endured and who I am today, none can be overlooked in seeing the whole picture.

1. I discovered troubling documents written by my children alleging abuse by their father. I sought help and understanding. I was vilified, devalued, and smeared, almost to the point of suicide. The very system that declares speaking out about abuse was part of the system that further abused a mother trying to help her children.

2. The unresolved murder of my sister-in-law Joan Webster in 1981 was heavily publicized and written about in numerous books. The current theory published, influenced by the Websters, is false. Actual documents show serious prosecutorial misconduct and obstruction by law enforcement to learn the truth. That resistance still exists today. I have endured further abuse in the system learning that those responsible for finding answers lied to those of us who loved her. The case has tentacles that have led me to investigate the corruption, organized crime, police brutality, FBI and protected informants, and drug trafficking in Boston and the Zodiac murders among other aspects that have surfaced in the case.

3. The final factor is the professional background in the CIA of in-laws that I tried to relate to as family. The Websters were part of the agency during the years that cold war tactics were implemented that later were found to be illegal and immoral by the US Senate. George Webster was later "employed" by ITT in an key position during the time that ITT was a front for the CIA and activities that ultimately resulted in putting Pinochet in power in Chile. These activities were also brought before the US Senate.

I am speaking out and blowing a big whistle. Please share this site and spread the word.