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Withdrawals. 3 years later.
Be careful of Banana Boat rides.
Being a BAD patient.
Effexor Withdrawal
Withdrawal update. 2 years later.
Peninsula Health. Rosebud
Peninsula Health. Frankston ED.
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Name:
Wendy
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I am a qualified Endorsed Registered Nurse Division 2 - Grade 4 and a Drug and Alcohol worker.
And hold a Certificate in Community Support Work.
I am a single mum of one 16 year old boy. Who is in Year 11-VCE + VCAL in High School.
He is now taller than me!

I had a surgery 'opps' 9 years ago on the 5th of Feb 2002 that left me with a oesphagus that is so unco-ordinated it's useless. As it can't push food or fluids along. In most people this is called Achalasia. BUT I DON'T have the true form of this condition as my Achalasia was caused by surgery.
Food and fluids don't automatically enter my stomach any more. I 'manually' move them in when the pressure builds up.
My stomach is now not digesting either. Called Gastroparesis.
I have lost my ability to vomit as my stomach doesn't open anymore. That DOESN'T MEAN I NEVER GET SICK! In fact it's the opposite. I suffer major nausea all the time. My body tries to vomit, but can not. Causing pain and bleeding. A simple case of Gastro has sent me to hospital for 5 weeks! So as soon as someone say's they have had Gastro I avoid them like the plague and go into a full on panic. Who could blame me?

I have lost over 55kg's or 110 lb's because of this. At least I won't ever be fat again!
I have to make jokes about this as I am sick to death of crying all the time, asking "Why me?" "Why me?" Why me?"

I also have an Oesphageal Dilitation by balloon done every 2 months, with a 3 day hospital stay, to help me with eating, drinking and pain.
That's MORE pain meds too. Because it causes my oesphagus to go into major spasm for around 3 weeks afterwards. But I ONLY have the pain killers in hospital.

And to make another joke. It's not all bad having this done every 2 months for the rest of my life. At least this way I get 3 day's every few months to just lay in bed. Watch TV and be served whenever I ring the bell without my son annoying me!

I have had 2 PEG tubes (Percutaneous Endoscopic Gastronomy) inserted to maintain my nutrition.

There is nothing more they can do for me. Only these helping methods.

Eventually they will try a FULL transplant from a donor of an oesphagus, stomach, small & large intestines.
Very scary & major, major surgery. With a long & extensive recovery. Also the chance of failure & rejection.

And all I had was a hernia repair and anti-reflux operation. NOT WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY.

Consequently, because of the oesphagus not being able to move properly, it goes into almost constant spasm.
It's like having a major heart attack 24/7.
For this I was on many, many, many pain killers that were ruining my life. I even lost custody, tempararily, of my son 5 years ago to a very nasty, lying, crocked DHS worker. Because of Myrene's lies. My pain. And those horrible pain killers.
I was on massive amounts to try and get on top of my pain. Like 300mg of Morphine and 50mg of Valium a day! And it still didn't cover the pain. Sending me to the hospital every few days for better pain control. Only IV Morphine and Medazalam, a powerful muscle relaxant, would work.
That was until I had a Neurostimulator implanted by the most wonderful Neurosurgeon ever to be put on this planet. Dr Barry Rawicki. My saviour.

My full story is on
http://www.tamethepain.com.au Wendy's Story
And
http://www.medtronicneuro.c...

I now hate pain killers and endure withdrawls after every hospital admission.

I also run a support group of Facebook for Achalasia & Gastroparesis Suffers & their families.
So come on and join. Or just find out some more about this extremely rare disease.
http://www.facebook.com/#!/...
Country:
Australia
Occupation:
Endorsed Registered Nurse Division 2-Grade 4. Alcohol and Drug Worker. Community Support Worker.
Companies:
Medtronic Ambassador
Schools:
Langwarrin Secondary College/Spencer TAFE/OTEN NSW TAFE
Interests:
Clay Target shooting.Kick Boxing.Mororbike riding.Horse riding.Vounteer Fire Fighter.Meals on Wheels Volunteer.
Movies:
Doc Martin.RPAEmergency 000America's/Australia's Next Top Model.Deal or no deal.Picnic at Hanging Rock.Gothika.
Music:
Everything except heavy metal grunge stuff.
Books:
Amtyville Horror.Picnic at Hanging Rock.1984
Channel Comments
munkfunk123 (1 month ago)
I have just red your story, the pain killers your on are evil, if cannabis were legal all this trouble could have been avoided, may I ask have you ever tried medicinal cannabis ask your doctor about it, it works wonders and cures everything with no side effects, please give it a try before thinking it wont work it really does save lives, you just need to know how your mind works and how cannabis works and this could save your life, anyway wishing you a speedy recovery, take care!
MrDoss29 (2 months ago)
Hi ma'am my name is casey shane doss i am 30 year old male and i been taking morphin medication for a long time and i was just wondering how it will make you feel when you start getting detox cleaned out of you're system my mom said sometimes it takes up too 6 months and my question is how you hang on to it to get better please right me back soon i apperciate it very much ma'am i am proud of you for going threw that process and next year i am getting ready to go htrew this so let me know on any tips on how to do this thanks my email is truckerdoss@yahoo.com are right me here in my inbox thakns ..
Methadoniazroolz (3 months ago)
You should of done methadone heaps easy!! Love it
gunnabefamous (3 months ago)
could you help me?
patty22871 (6 months ago)
such a girly template ;-)
dolly66418 (6 months ago)
really good videos!
mildred265 (7 months ago)
cute background!!
denisethepainter (9 months ago)
Dear Wendy, I just read your full details here on your page. My word--this is such a horrible situation you're afflicted with! my heart goes out to you.The doctors told you there's nothing more they can do for you but I bet there's some doctor who can who you need to meet. A specialist. Can you receive a transplant of sorts? New stomach and esophagus?There's GOT to be something someone can do! We're both Mothers of boys almost the same age. I wish for you to be free of this pain and suffering. Sincerely, Denise in Toronto
GavinTheThomasFan (11 months ago)
i love how your so stronge! i too am an addict! im using my sons account hes only 3 he watchs thomas on here so thats the reaosn for the name! anywyas iv ebeen clean 4 and half years now on Methadone im now weening off 2mls a month for the past 8 months im down to 46 mls i duno how much you know about this treatment program but it helped me alot! i use to use opiates like oxy contin morphine hydrp morphs diladid's! my son saved my life the moment i got pregnant i had to stop i couldnt but my body or child through it! anyways i didnt get to watch all your videos, so how you doing now are you clean or still struggling?
carboncopyprocoach (1 year ago)
"Success got me a mansion with a plane and a phantom to match. The closest failure got me was dreaming about them." Powerful vids, love what you're doing here so I just subscribed, please subscribe back.

keep on empowering others :)
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