If your wondering about my accent, I grew up in Asia... no where in particular in Asia... pretty much all over... so my accent is a bit of a pic n mix...

I wasnt really raised on a single religion though up till the age of 13 i would have called myself a christian. I had christian friends and went to a christian school and so I was a christian. But I questioned my teachings. I've always questioned my teachings and always will. And found to many irregularities, not just with christianity but with all aspects of life. So at about the age of 14 I decided that I would forget everything i have ever learned and ignore anything else I was ever taught. I believed whatever truth there was out there anyone could see it with there own eyes and would not have to rely on someone telling them.

I began meditating and watching the world to find my answers.

This went on for about 6 years and then, on a single day, my brain snapped. I suddenly realised what everything is. Or rather, I had a better more accurate idea of what every thing is. Who knows what else there is to learn? It is impossible to try and write it here as along the way I learned how useless words are in expressing these kinds of ideas since the place they come from is absent of thought. though I think I will try with some of these videos.

Now, about 4 years later, the shock has lessened and I can interact with this world a bit better. I began looking for other that might share a similar idea. I found similarities in Paganism, Buddhism (in particular the Tao) Hindism and more recently the Kabbalah. Now I see it is possible to try and express these abstract thoughts.

So perhaps I'll try.

and why are my vids in Black and White anyway? Who knows?!