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Lyrics:

Real talk, its my life, this is all I been through
In the past year, cant believe how fast time flew
Got arrested at the age of only fourteen
Lost my father couple months later, and still fourteen
So now Im toughin it out, Im like a fuckin marine
Its so obscene livin life when theres nothing serene
Livin off welfare and my moms weekend job
Not prepared for the cares this new life has brought
Not to mention my brothers, Im all theyve got
Ask them if they miss their father? probably not
Cuz he was always at work, no time for his sons
No time to play kids, daddys gotta run
But I guess that it wasnt completely his fault
Because we were poor, family life came to a halt
So when my brothers look back, no happy memories
No laughing with dad, not even sad memories
It makes me mad and upset, cuz its something ill regret
Even though nothing could be done, I still wont forget
Those times I tucked my brothers into bed
They went to sleep without a goodnight kiss on the head
I couldve given it to them, but its not the same
Now its been 7 years but the pain still remains
So I write it all down just to keep myself sane
Its like the calm before the storm that never came
Cuz Im afraid if that storm actually forms
I might not be me, I could completely transform
Cuz when these thoughts in my head, collide and swarm
Theres no telling what types of acts ill perform
So I keep writing and telling this tale
Over and over, until my body turns pale
Till my face turns purple, till my final breath
Ima keep telling my story till the day of my death (less info)