 We're just gonna go on the squad. As you guys have seen our last video, but I told you guys we were updating my vanity room and I'm actually sitting on a new purchase that just came in today. We've been updating it literally the past week. We still have a lot that's coming in and a lot that I wanna show you guys, but I don't wanna show you guys until everything's completed. I kinda want it to be a full reveal. But we'll show you like the back of the couch. So this is what the couch looks like. Okay, it probably can't tell, but it's very pink in person. For some reason on camera and on video, it looks. Just look at my shirt. That's what the, it should be the same color, but for some reason it looks more tan. But either way, I have literally been putting this couch together for the past hour and she held it. She did not help. Well, we had to either do one or the other. Hold or put on, cause you had to hold it up. So basically I did not. Either way it's done and it's out of sight, out of mind. I literally cannot wait to get it done. But I'm glad it actually fits good in this room and we have a lot to come. So stay tuned and if you, like she said, did not watch our recent video, we put up a green Ivy wall, which looks freaking awesome. Yeah, I have a lot coming. So as you guys read by today's title, I'm basically going to be doing a girl talk in front of Bill. So you get to sit here, listen to me talk to the Marvel Squad, you know. Do I get to comment on anything if I object or if I have any comments? Yes, but you have to wait till I'm finished talking. Can't interrupt me. But basically this is a way for me to connect to the Marvel Squad on a different level and like they're just family and I just want them to feel like they have like an older sister to talk to or a younger sister or whatever. Give some life advice. Oh, snap came in, snap came in, said hi. Say hi to the Marvel Squad. What up, Marvel Squad? So I actually did a girl talk video, I think a month or so ago. So make sure you guys go watch that. I may have answered some questions that you guys want to know. So I'm going to answer some different questions today, but I want to do some ones in front of you because I have some funny ones that it's like. I'm not scared, shoot. So this was a most asked question. You guys wanted to know this. So period topic. We're gonna get on the period topic and how periods work, how to apply a tampon or if I'm a pad user, everything periods. So you ready to listen to this period talk? I've been around you for five years and I'm a brother of two sisters. But I have a tampon right here and I'm gonna basically show them how to use it. I already know how to use it. She's already made me figure out how to use it on a TikTok. So I already know my way around a tampon. Okay. Anyways, so I first started my period in eighth grade and I'll never forget it. I go into the bathroom and notice there's blood on my... I've actually never known this. I never told you this? You've never told me this. Oh wow, so this is a story that you don't know. So I started my period, I think it was going into freshman years, like eighth grade summer and I started my period. I don't know if that's too late. I know... At school? No, I didn't start at school. I was gonna say, for the first time I had to have sucked whoever, like it happens in public. Yeah, no, thankfully mine happened at home. I don't really know the age group of when you should start your period but I started mine eighth grade basically. So I was at my house, at my mom's house actually and I go into the bathroom and I notice there's blood on my underwear and I'm like, mom, I started freaking out cause I didn't know what it was. Obviously, like I knew I was gonna get my period. But you knew about period. Yeah, but I knew that but I also didn't know for sure. So I asked my mom, I'm like, did I get my period? And so she told me to like, cause it's gross but she told me to stick my finger up. Okay, okay, okay, we don't need to know that. So I can, if I see if I can... Did you cry? A scroll top video. Did you cry? Um, I remember my sister, Meg comes in and my mom goes, Megan, please do not tell anyone. Like, don't tell anyone. And you know what she does? She runs outside and tell all the neighborhood kids that I got my period. Meg is like that. Yeah, she is. She's my step brother. She doesn't just like hold a secret. And you do that too. So I was embarrassed. You didn't even tell people stuff. Cause I walk outside and everyone's like, ooh, we got your period. You would have done the same thing to your sister. No, I wouldn't have. Yes, you would have. That's such cat because Mariah literally, I'm not even kidding. Mariah literally will say something even though you're like, please, don't say, like, don't tell anyone. She'll be like, oh, I already told Meg. Oh, she's my sister. And then like, Meg tells someone. Well, now I tell everyone, I tell her everything, but it's Meg. Don't tell Mariah secrets that you guys don't want the whole world. No, put the whole world though. She'll blabber them out to whoever. I only tell my close friends and Meg. Anyways, back to my period. So after that, I was like, my periods were actually really good. I didn't really get super bad cramps until I started taking birth control. And I don't know, this is another topic. Like am I on birth control? Do I use birth control? No. So I actually used to be on birth control. And you remember this. Because you remember how badly it affected me? I had the worst mood swings. I feel like I'm still moody, but it's not as, it's not as... Well, half the time you would forget to take your birth control pill first of all. So you wouldn't even take it on time. Actually, no, I was more consistent with that than my anxiety medicine that I'm on. But at the end of it, you were not consistent at all. So on top of not being consistent on birth control, it made her like more moody than Mariah is when she's hungry. So I tried out, so I was on this one birth control and then I went to a different one because I was like breaking out and it was like that time of the year or like that age where you start breaking out. And so I went to my doctor and I said, hey, like do you know an anxiety medicine that helps with acne? And I started going on this one birth control called YAS. I think that's what it's called, YAS, Y-A-Z. And I started getting symptoms. And you remember my dizzy spells that I would get? Never were at the lake house. And I literally, when I was sleeping, it felt like I was falling through the bed. And I told you the whole night, I woke you up at four and I said, babe, if I don't feel bad in the morning, can you take me to the hospital? No, it's Mariah. Mariah would literally get like these episodes where she was, she just freaked herself out. I feel like it was also a little bit of anxiety and stuff to go on with. No, this was like, this was more extreme than anxiety. No, no, it definitely was, but I feel like that also made it worse. I felt like, I honestly felt like I was dying and I'm not trying to scare anybody who is on birth control because birth control can really help some woman. And, but for me, my experience, it just didn't, it really affected me in a negative way. So I got off of that. And after I got off of that, that is when my periods started going downhill. I got the worst cramp. It just keeps getting worse. Yeah, and at the time I was babysitting and I literally had to like cancel my babysitting because I could not get out of bed. I was curled up in a ball like this. So I experienced the most excruciating pain. That's when you were on birth control? After I got off. Okay, okay. The first month after I got off. Is it birth control is supposed to not make you have a period anymore? Well, no, you have more consistent, you know when your period's gonna come, like it has those periods. But I thought they were lighter or something, right? Yeah, they are. It's better. That's why people go on birth control to help with their periods. But for me, I went on it for other reasons. For, you know, I didn't want to get pregnant. I just know like after my birth control, that's when my periods were so bad. But now my periods honestly are really good. I do get bad nausea. I do get cramps the first two days. You barely get cramps anymore. I don't even know the last time Mariah has had bad cramps. Like within the last like a couple months. But it's mostly just nausea. That's it. That's basically it. But another question about tampons. Am I a tampon or a pad user? Okay, nothing wrong with pads. I just personally don't like pads cause I hate feeling like I'm sitting in my blood. I don't know if any other girls like that. But for me, I just don't like that. So I had my mom teach me how to use a tampon. That was the hardest thing ever. My mom used to actually have to do it for me. She did it for me for a couple of times because I was so scared to stick this on me. Is that a thing? Do a lot of moms do that? For my mom helped me like that. We were close enough to where she taught me, she stuck it up there, did all that. Okay, okay, okay. But I was so scared to do it a lot. I remember- Wow, taking one for the team. I remember practicing in the bathroom trying to stick one of these up here. It's scary. It's very scary for your first time. But I promise you, these are so life-saving. I also, I know some people are like, don't sleep in it with them at night, but I sleep with them at night and I just change it throughout the night. I get up and pee like four times. Um, no, it's just something we'll forget. It depends on if you're consistent with taking them out at night. Yeah, Mariah literally wakes up at like every other hour of the night sometimes. Yeah, seriously, I do. So I'm basically getting up to go pee anyways, so. I'm not calling out my sister, but I did. The reason why I was asking if you were crying, but when my older sister first got her period, I remembered because we were down here in Florida, actually on vacation during Christmas. We had my grandparents' house and I just remembered she started bawling her eyes out. She was crying so hard. And like, my mom, like, they had to run to a store and get like, stuff. And yeah, she was- I didn't cry. She was super embarrassed for some reason. And I was laughing like, why is that like a bad thing? No, it's, I honestly, I feel like some girls just cry because they feel like- Maybe she was crying because we were all swimming and then she couldn't swim. I feel like because we were all swimming and maybe and she wasn't because it was like a heated pool and it was super dope, super nice. But anyways, yeah, that was my story. So I know that you guys would be like, well, can you teach me how to use a tampon? Like for people that don't have that mother figure or older parent figure in their life that can't help, I'm gonna be that older figure first and then help. I feel like it's self-explanatory. So basically, you stick, okay, so this is the hole. I know this is gross. Can we do it on me? I'll put your finger, do your finger like this. Put your finger like this for me. So like, okay, so you stick this applicator, do not push this yet. You stick the applicator in like this, okay? And then once you get to this- Wait, you can see it behind the scenes. Once you get, once you see this- This is behind the scenes right here. Once you see this, then you push it up there. Wait, you're blocking it. You're blocking the view. Okay, well you gotta push it up there. Then you take the app, usually it comes right up. You take the applicator and it sits in there like that. It's in there like this. Yeah, it's in there like this. Oh, you don't want that, that much looser. You want a little bit of straight, cause you want to get lost. A little straighter. And then you obviously pull it out like normal. What happens if it gets stuck? It shouldn't get stuck. It might get stuck, but you just yank that. Well, you're holding it inside though. Babe, it's stuck. You have to yank it out. There's too much, it's blocked off. There you go. And then there you go. And also, don't be alarmed. The tampon does expand. It kind of opens up because once you're like fluid- Can you not weed that in my face? Stop, I heard that tampons expand like three times or so. No, get that out of here. I can't lose it, cause what if the cats get that? They would definitely not like that. So yeah, that's basically, I hope that kind of helped on that topic of things because I know that was the most asked question was the period. I feel like that's self-explanatory. And if it's not, like you just got to grab one and you got to practice. Yeah, and I just wanted to say there's nothing wrong if you do. First time I did it, it was easy. Yeah. Not like, um, yeah, you know what I mean. Like first time Mariah had me do it into a water bottle. But that's different than putting it up you. No, it's not. Yes it is! It's upside down. Yes it is! You push that, Phil, oh my God. Babe, it is no different. It is different. You're pushing it down this way or you're pushing it up this way. But you're not pushing it up you, so it's different. But- You're able to see it. It's a lot harder when you have to go like this. I feel like it, I really, I don't know. Anyways. I don't know. I just want to say there's nothing wrong if you do use pads. A lot of people use pads. Don't feel like that's gross or nasty. Like it's all up to what you're comfortable with. It's just for me, I prefer tampons. And that's just how I like it. All right, another question is how to get over an X. And before I even say anything, I want to know how you get over an X first. I want to hear how you- Why? You have an X too. Okay, yeah, but I want to hear out come out of your mouth first. All right, if I say how, how, my view, then you guys say- Well, obviously, this is a girl talk about how they're yours. Girls, all right, this is for everyone. The honesty is for anyone. How to get over an X. Now, I'm not, I didn't plan this, I'm just going to wing it. How I would get over an X is figure out why they are your X. Did you break up with them or did they break up with you? Wow. Once you figure out the reason if they broke up with you, then you wonder, okay, why did they break up with me? They either found someone new, they're not interested anymore, they just don't want to be in a relationship. Now, if they found someone new, that's when you can be upset because basically they're a liar and they told you that they would be in the relationship for a certain reason and then they dumped you to go out to the next person, which is honestly like, you know, the most pissed that you should be. If they just don't want to be in a relationship right now, that's a lie because any guy that says they don't want to be in a relationship wants to be in a relationship with someone else. So that goes back to the first one. So I'd be super upset if he either doesn't want to be in a relationship or found someone new. And then third, non-interested or became unattractive from you. You have a lot to say. That means he never loved you in the first place. Wow. Because if he's unattractive from you for you doing something or changing or like you got skinnier or bigger or whatever, that just means he never loved you from the start and he only has one spit image. Guys, he just took all the words out of you just gave a whole freaking spit. That's one part. One part. Yeah, that's if he breaks up with you. Now, if you break up with him. Oh my God. Oh, wait, wait, wait. So how you deal with that though is you know, you obviously are going to be sad. How does the joke go over the ex? You just put a whole page in it. Yeah, talk to your friends. You're going to be really sad. Talk to your friends. Talk to your mom if you're close and just kind of like find something positive. Like a Netflix show or if you like arts and crafts or playing piano or something and just take your emotions out on that, you know? Okay. Now, if you break up with him. Okay, babe, we got it. No, that was if he breaks up with you. Let me just go. If you break up with him, then you shouldn't be sad because that's your freaking fault. Wait, what? Yes. Yes, they have a right to be spayed. Oh God. Oh God. Okay, but that leads into other things. No, that leads into other things. Hold on, hold on. The reason why you break up with him. Hold on, hold on. Did he cheat? You're wrong. Did he cheat? Did he change the way he was? Listen. Did he lie? Shush. I feel like if I was to end things with you right now, I would still be just as hurt because I've been with you for so long that it's like breaking up with your best friend. Unless you never thought of us as best friends or never loved me. If it was someone you hated and you couldn't stand, but either way, no matter what side it is, it's always gonna be hurtful. It's always gonna be a sad moment because it's still, you know. So, how to get over an ex. I think we heard enough of your side of the story, but honestly, I give you a lot of credit that you knew all those facts. It honestly shows what kind of man you are. That's just common sense. Okay, big old man. You're gonna have to do a boy talk now because you got a whole lot of words to say. Boy talk for the girls. So I would say how to get over an ex. Know your worth and know that a guy out there will love you for you. And whether it's you that broke up with him or, you know, he broke up with you, just know that there is somebody out there that will give you just amount of love and attention and affection and... And everything happens for a reason. So you guys might get back together in five years. I met this one couple the other day that I was hanging out with because I was out with my friend. They actually were best friends from like sixth grade. She never really was interested in him. You know, they probably dated around a little bit. And then they got back together. Like they got together like years later and it's like, you never know how life's gonna end up. You might, you know. And just also think of it as God has a plan. Like God puts people in your life for a reason. Whether they come or go or whether they stay or leave because, you know, they're lessons in life. They're lessons that, okay, this may came my life but we didn't work out. What can I find in the next relationship and just keep growing? It's all about growing. And, you know, just look at it as a life lesson. Boom. I think both of our explanations were pretty much golden. Another question you guys had. What is my boobs size? Are you asking me if I know? Yeah, both my boobs size. I think you're like a B. A B? A B. 32, 34, 36. What's the low end? 32. I think. Of Bs? Bs, I think 30, 32. You're definitely a 34. No, I'm a 32. Well, it's a 30. It feels like a 34. I'm only answering that because I do have small boobs. No, you don't. I would say I have a good size boobs. They fit your body. They fit my body. Like they fit perfectly. They're not too big. They're not too small. They're just, they're good. They're good. But I am right. They were Bs. I'm surprised you didn't let me answer that. Why would not? So they were right here next to me. I don't know. Okay, this is a question, but I want to know what you like first before I answer it. Okay. Do I prefer being shaved down there or not shaved? Are we really going through this? Yeah, these are girl talk questions. These are, every girl goes through a shaving time of the, like it's either they like, you know, your legs shaved, armpits, like you like shaved or not shaved. I think it's easy for you to forget to shave. So sometimes like it's not. You like both? Oh, you're asking if I like- You like, you like shaved or not shaved? Well, obviously shaved because like it's just like- Soft? Soft, yeah. It's like baby skin. You know what I mean? It's just like feels good. So. Okay, well I like shaved. 100% I don't know. And it's just cleaner. Yeah. You know what I mean? Like my leg looks dirtier because it's, you know, look at my foot looks cleaner than my leg. Yeah, you're right. Because my foot is, you know, doesn't grow hair, my leg does. So it's like, it just looks cleaner if you shave. I prefer to be shaved. And I actually get laser hair removal. So I've been going through my progress with that. Feel like everybody should just shave? Huh? Feel like everybody should just shave unless they're just lazier than not dating anyone. Yeah. Like. But I'm getting laser hair. So I'm going to go through all my sessions soon and I'm about to be bare as a baby's bottom. And her skin's not going to be able to regenerate hair. If you're wondering how to shave, I'm just going to show right here. So you just like prop your leg up and just, you know, do a little swifty-swip with your shaver. Oh wait, you kind of did it. I kind of did it in a TikTok video. I remember- Remember my TikTok video? Yeah. You just got to get in there a little. You just got to get in there a little and you got to really show it. But all right, here's a good one. Have I ever gotten bullied and it's so how did you stop being bullied? So I feel- Are you bullied? Oh yeah. I feel- You've never told me that. Yes. I've been bullied. Oh wait, wait, keep talking because you might have told me. I've been bullied a lot. Like I've had people make Facebook pages about me saying kill the twins. I've had like all, I've had people bully me to the point where I had to like leave class. For what? Being a twin? I don't know. No, just like- Being a hot twin? I think it was just more of like, I don't know if it was like a jealousy thing or if it was them going through a spat time but I just got bullied. Like I did. And I had a lot of friends in high school too and I think that's what also made it worse is because if I was in a fight with somebody there would be talking and drama and like, I just, there was just bullying and I don't forget during my high school when I got drunk for the first time and I was at a high school party and I did, I'm just gonna show you some embarrassing stories. So I was at a party and I got really drunk. And this is the first time I was like, I'm going to just party and get drunk because I never got drunk before so I really wanted to get drunk. So I get drunk and I get, I literally drink half of a UV blue bottle and half of a UV cake which those are vodka guys so those are strong. Like those- Like straight liquor she drank. And I drank that within under 30 minutes and because I was, I was impatient and what you don't wanna do is you wanna slowly build up to the drunkenness. No, no, you don't, yeah, you don't wanna chug any bottle of anything. No. Regular beer or something, you don't wanna chug. If you are not in that drinking age yet, don't drink. But if you are getting to that age, just make sure that you- It hits you. If you chug something, it'll hit you like a train. Yes. So don't chug. Or I just wanted to get hammered right away. So when she chugged it, it just hit her like a train and she had like almost alcohol poisoning, right? Yeah, I did. But the thing is, I was so around people that was just so peer pressurey that I felt like I needed to. But basically what happened was I knew I needed to throw up and I was all the way downstairs. So I had like four people carrying me upstairs and I threw up all over this kid's wall. My dad ended up picking me up because my sister was so scared and I was breathing weird. I blacked out, I don't remember any of this. And I woke up in the ambulance, we're right in front of my face. My dad was scared, I had alcohol poisoning and that I almost died, basically. I mean, that's not funny, but that's like crazy that you would do that, you know, that age. So when I went back into school the next day, I was so embarrassed because everyone, everyone in school, so you know what they would do. And I know they were just joking, but it was kind of bullying because I already was embarrassed. They were all making puking noises when I walked down the hallway. They all went, all the way, everyone was doing it. That's so bad, but they're like, come on. Yeah, but just know that if you are getting bullied, don't change yourself. Just know that those people are unhappy with their own lives and they want to take that out on you and don't take it personally. I know it's hard to take it personally, but just know those people are going through it themselves and they feel like they need to come to you and target you, but I'm telling you the best way to eliminate a bully is to ignore them and act like you're not phased. If you act like you're not phased, if you just laugh it off and you just ignore them, I'm telling you they're gonna move on to the next person because they like to bully. I feel like everyone has gotten bullied at one point. Even if it's something little or something huge, like, you know, you just kind of, you don't learn that, like, they're literally just doing that out of spite because they're either jealous or they have nothing better to do because they're just low lives. Exactly. And if you are bullied, then, you know, I'm not gonna say it, but don't, you know. Just be nice to others. You never know what they're going through at home and it's so crazy how people on social media look like they're doing okay, but there's a lot of things that go behind the scenes that you don't know about. We got bullied as a couple, starting all of our social media and everything, like so many. All of our friends would make Facebook, not all, but like a lot, a lot of old people, you know, used to make fun of us and used to, you know, kind of bully in a way. Yeah, they made like fake Instagram. It was a light bullying, it was like, they're making fun of us. They make fake Instagrams and they go, they would be like, oh, didn't know that the people in my high school would be filming YouTube videos. Yeah, and these are like 20 year old people, like 19, 20 years old, like, come on, you're out of high school. You need to stop. That's why I'm saying do what you love and don't stop doing what you love. Even if people judge you because if we stopped because of the bullying that we would not be here, we would not be filming videos and literally our dream lives. So don't stop what you're doing because people are judging you. That's like the one key in life is to stay true to yourself and stay positive through it all. I think this is gonna be like the last question because I feel like we've talked a lot and I feel like I answered a lot of my questions in our last girl talk video, but I wanted to ask different ones in front of you. This one's juicy. I'm a little nervous to talk about this one. Just say it. Okay, I just wanna say Bill wasn't my first, okay? He was my second, so sorry babe. I was the second too, which is kinda cute because we left each other. Oh yeah. Okay, was your first time really different than your first time with Bill? So it was my first time with my ex, different than you. And I did my ex for three years, so I was in a really long relationship. It's like my high school experience. It was definitely a lot different. I need different persons gonna be different. You know, it's just not the same person. The difference is I actually did it in the house, at my dad's house, on the couch, rather than, I feel like I'm so nasty, I'm so sorry, Dad, if you're watching. Rather than a car. We did it in the car for the first time, so it was a lot different and I don't even remember. We're not gonna talk about that. Mariah's not safety standards were way lower than they are these days. No, I was safe. I think because I was on birth control, so it's different. I was on birth control then, I guess. Yeah, it was a lot different. Honestly, I feel like I enjoyed it with you more because I'm more, because it's more. Because yeah, she knows she has to say that because she's with me. No, I don't. Good. I mean, I'm not bashing my ex or anything, but I'm just saying it's been great with you. Well, especially like, because you know, it's like, obviously, that was five years ago, so you really like, you don't really 100% know the feeling. Yeah. But like, you know. I remember the whole thing. Yeah, me too, but you know since how we, how far we've came. Yeah. That like, it kind of meant more. So was it your first time different, was your first time different with your ex and me? Like, was it? Oh yeah, of course. But which one was better? Like, you know, obviously you, because like, you know, we love each other now and like, looking back at everything, it's like, you know, we've been together five years so like, our first time like, looking back now means more. Yeah. You know, then like, when we first, you know, did that, we're just started dating, so you don't really know where our future's gonna go. But now it's like, oh yeah, that was like 100% fast. Yeah. But guys, we're gonna end this video right here. I hope we answered most of your guys' questions, but in my other girl talk video, I answered, I was on talking for like 30 minutes in that video, and I answered so many more questions. I think I did pretty good, right? Yeah, you did. I know the stuff. Come on, I've grown up around girls, three girls in the house, including my mom, and now I'm dating Mariah, and you know, she has a sister, my sister lives out here. So it's like, I'm always dealing with chicks. And I can't like get, I can't, all the information that comes out of their mouths, like when they talk, she's on the phone with her friends, just no filter. Just like to always talk about girl stuff. Me and Julia, if you guys don't know this, me and Julia is like, our best friends, we're like this. I swear. We talk every day, so he hears all of it. About everything and anything. Anything. And Meg, I'm on the phone, those are like the two people I'm on the phone with every single day. And she, they have no filter with Mariah. Mariah has no filter with them. It's all right, that's how life is. So I'm just like, always hearing this stuff. So it's like, it just makes sense now. But guys, the camera is actually about to dies before the camera dies. I hope you enjoyed today's video. Comment down below any other questions. I'll try to go through the comments and answer different questions that I didn't answer. But we really appreciate you watching this video. We hope you enjoyed. Make sure to give it a thumbs up. And stay tuned for my vanity room tour, because that's coming up. That's coming up soon. But we will see you in the next video. But until then, peace. Love you guys.