 Dear trolls, keyboard warriors, haters, dear bullies, this video is something you need to want and something you need to listen to, something you need to remember before you hit that enter button, before you click send, before you cause irreversible harm, before you cause damage to the human being, your perhaps and that abusive message to do. That one button may be the one thing that stands between life and death for someone. That enter button has the power to kill and I should know because it nearly killed me too. It takes one person, one tweet, one comment, one message, one post to cause unimaginable pain, even though it doesn't just pay it. Pain and hurt that can never be undone, no matter how hard people try. Everybody has limits on how much they contain and no one is immune to that. People get hurt, that does not mean they are oversensitive. Nobody, at all, ever have to deal with trolls, hate, abuse, bullies. It's literal emotional abuse, wrong and it's fucked up. Nobody deserves to be harassed. To you, it might seem like it's just a tweet, it's just a post, it's just a comment, it's an opinion. So what harm can it really do to someone? Honestly, it can do things you can't even imagine. Words will always have power and I don't know how many people say words only have power if you do it to them. There is only so much people can take and when that limit is exceeded, you can't take. So yes, words have power. Nobody wants hate, nobody wants trolls. Nobody has ever said it's okay to harass someone. I think a lot of people actually forget that it is a criminal event to harass, troll, bully someone using the internet. In the UK, that is referred to as malicious communications, people will never accept you. If all you do is bullying and harass people, you have an entire account that you use literally to hurt or abuse. The only thing that shows what kind of person you really are is that you are a bully. You are obsessed and you need help. You need to stop harassing people who have asked you very simply to leave them alone. Every hate tweet you post, every ill-informed tweet you make. And if you can't see that, you really didn't help. You can't justify hate and harassment by saying it's just an opinion, because it's not. You know exactly what you're doing. If someone blocks you or someone has asked you to stop, but you decide to carry on, that's beyond an opinion. That's targeted harassment. If you continuously beat someone down, how can you expect them to be okay? If you're harassing someone to the point where they want to end their life, or to a point where they've had to change their usernames to get away. When they have to get police involved, because you fear for your life, you are the one in the wrong. If you don't like someone, then follow them, block them, mute them, move on. You don't have to sit behind your little keyboard typing about every little tweet they make, everything they post on social media. Just move on. You do not know, you have no idea what your comment is going to cause someone else to do. And when you should hate, when you harass people, you have to take account of their evil role in that. Not say, oh, I love people doing it, oh, it's not my problem. If you contribute to someone feeling like that, you have to take account of it. If you don't like someone, just move on, because you have no idea what they have going on. Regardless. Hey, what's up, you guys? This video is a bit different. Obviously, I'm only intro-ing now after you've heard that first part. A lot of you guys know that for every year now, I've been getting basically trolled by the same two, three people. And not honestly, they must lead very boring lives if they've got that much time to talk about me. I hardly had time to freaking sleep anymore, but it's been, there's been a lot of things. The biggest thing, I think, of me was Twitter and Reddit. They are the two websites that literally made my life a living hell. And it still happens on Twitter. And I'm aware of it. I know that just because I block someone, I've got someone who very easily log out of their account and look at my account, because I've got a public Twitter account. The hate I got this year and last year has led to few attempts on my life. And everyone's always like, oh, she's just BP'd a day. She's going down to overtime. It's just something that doesn't go out of her way. That's not how BP works. And that's a very stigmatising thing to put out there. Okay, a little side tap. If I seem a bit like a nurse, I started taking the metrogen today and I've been nearly falling asleep the entire day. I've been working as well. So that's been fine. So I'm running from health by medication and I'm currently waiting for trauma therapy, which I don't know that's going to be, because, you know, the UK went into lockdown. So a lot of things have been delayed. Every diagnosis I have had has been formally diagnosed by a consultant psychiatrist. And sometimes I have gone to get a second opinion through private psychiatrists. I am someone who is dead set ego and self-diagonising. Some people differ in opinion. I just think it's dangerous. I think focus too much on labelling rather than treating the symptoms they're presenting. If you're a viewer or a follower of a health-related platform, so Instagram, Twitter, YouTube, TikTok, I don't know what else there is. I don't use it for me. I like Twitter and YouTube. As a mental health content creator, and I share my physical health too, I'm going to talk about my health and not all that else. Not. In doing that, none of us are looking for attention or sympathy with sharing adrenias. For me, it's more about sharing. I find making videos or a therapeutic, and I end up talking to you guys. And it's genuinely something I end up doing it. We're not looking for attention and we're not faking it. Too many times, one troll in particular, and this person knows exactly who they are, and if you follow me on Twitter, you'll also know who this is. Pretty much obsessed at this point with everything I say and do. And they try to spin what I say as negativity, and I have to laugh about it now, but a year ago it literally never killed me. So this one, this one troll, one troll, one person, is basically obsessed with a mental health condition known as Munchin Housing Syndrome. Now there are two different types of this. There was Munchin Housing, and then there was Munchin Housing by Prophecy, which if you ever heard of the DED and Gypsy Blanchard thing, you were not Munchin Housing by Prophecy is. Munchin Housing is when a person wants the attention from medical professionals. It causes people to crave the attention. It's still mental illness. I don't think it's anything that people should throw around as an insult because it is very real, and it's devastating. The thing is, people like to throw it as an insult, and people think anyone who talks about their health online is looking for attention, their health condition. There's an entire subreddit, and there's an entire subreddit literally called illnessfakers, and it just rips into what everyone says on that. I'm not here for that. I think it is so fucked up. I want to say that if your experience in trolling or bullying or being harassed by someone, report it, file a police report, do whatever you have to do to make yourself feel safe because you have that right. You shouldn't have to leave a social media platform because of control. You shouldn't have to change your username because people keep tagging you and trolling you and manipulating everything you're saying. So, to people who actually want to know why I do take medication, I have made individual videos on all these medications, and there is a playlist to that called psych meds. It's literally all about my medication. But I take what's high P90 milligrams, lamotrigine 25, clenazepam 0.5 twice a day, and then one milligram at night. I take vanilla vaccine's extended release at 225 milligrams split into two, so I take 150 in the morning and 75 at night. I also take zopichlorine 7.5, gramephazine of 50 milligrams, and you have some lorazepam, which is PRN. Medication is not a one size fits all. Medication works differently for different people. Some people can cope on one tablet, some people need glowers, and the combo of meds that I take works for me. That doesn't mean it's going to work for everyone. My medication is reviewed every six weeks by my consultant, who honestly, first consultant I've ever had. The only thing I take though is no competition. I take these meds because I physically cannot help when I'm off meds. I do also take physical health meds because I do have some physical needs, and that's separate to this. As a mental health teacher and as someone who talks about health on literally every social media platform, it's not for attention, it is to raise awareness and talk about these things that people are too afraid to go and talk about, or if they want to learn more about medication that they are considered starting, or bring up their consultant. That's why I talk about it. I share my experience. I don't talk about therapy because I don't actually have that many good stories about therapy, just because I talk openly about these things. That doesn't mean that someone has got the right to then go and hate on me with all your social media saying that I'm a bad influence, or telling me that I shouldn't take the combo of meds that I'm on, or saying that no, so how should I prescribe that? Because I'm prescribing meds. I'm not one of these people who's just going to try and buy off the street, or on the internet, or whatever. I literally get a week's worth of medication at a time, apart from that much gene, I get two weeks of that. I get to get my prescriptions every week, because it's constantly under review. I just want to say that I have also just launched the July monthly mental health box. So to anyone who doesn't know, I do this monthly mental health box, I do June and on July, both listings are still on Etsy, along with t-shirts, stickers, and other things. Again, that will be written down below. And if you would like to support this channel further, by no means do you have to do this. There is a Patreon list, there is an Amazon wish list, there's, I believe, PayPal, I think? I don't know, my description is automatic. Let's hope I got something nice to get a thumbnail from.