 that's too bright i remember to get my water this time i should bring down that that i just have to sit like this oh i think i have to make this chat live chat somebody told me hi ester i've been watching you walk you look so good shoot i would get up and close that but i'm wearing pajamas from no ace down and nobody needs to see that good i'm so happy to hear that there's nothing better than feeling strong is there i will get that feeling back eventually i just know it thanks it's my see-through it's a small world top disney makes the weirdest tops hello becky welcome welcome i'm so glad you caught me that's gonna drive me that's all right hold on a minute ester you keep an eye on everybody for a minute say hi to kitty while i fix that line i swear if you guys saw my setup you'd be like hi jimmy it is a small who have i missed so anyways this is like it's a small world is my favorite attraction so every time time they make anything i purchase it well this you could read your newspaper through this dang thing i'm not kidding i can't word in person but i knew i'd be okay here all right i'm sitting on a pillow on a hard floor i really should have vacuumed before i got down here how is everyone jimmy how you doing kitty she's just laying there steve is at the market so i thought i'd pop in fill you guys in on a whole lot of nothing but more importantly check on you swells i should have turned on the lights up there i like i drank too much coffee that's what i read ester and you know what i don't think it's gonna be long till we are again here in california um i personally have been on lockdown so it really doesn't make any difference thank you becky we're gonna see how long it can last here because it's warm and i'm warm but it's rainy outside and so i woke up i'm so happy to see you guys wait hold the phone becky since you're new here and you'll see i have my disneyland sticker here you must always have water water is essential then you drink a lot of it while you're talking online to your friends and then you have to go to the bathroom and it's a whole thing but have your water hey whoever gave me a thumbs up thank you so much oh kitty decided to come down over here anybody who knows kitty is my dog give me a kitty dog so i woke up was like what's that noise and it was rain glorious glorious rain you guys this weather completely has an effect on my whole mental state right now i am a native californian girl i would never move even though it doesn't in my part of california snow or anything but i love this weather so i came out and i said i can't say it or i'll do it play some 40s christmas music and then i was rocking i know ester and i think that i would really dig that hi gail it's so good to see you too that's how you get your steps beckys to drink a lot of water um i'm gonna try not to say um because i can't stand when people go um all the time is anybody here i want to know and anybody who wants to give me a thumbs up i'll take it hi page you know i was hoping somebody out there would be wondering where i was and maybe pop in i you know what i should do is plan a time and put a premiere so that everybody can show up but you know why i don't it's because right now i have all this caffeine jacked up energy hi susan and i have to do something with it hi maryland well you just stay as long as you can friend and then split and do whatever you have to do because this is it's all about nothing and all about everything hi judy oh it just makes life glorious for me i don't you know i don't love standing out in the rain if i can be home but i will i don't melt uh my right my main reason coming in is i haven't seen any of you guys for so long or at least it feels like so long we haven't done a live in so long we might just go for two hours right and i want to let you know where i am on my program and i want to know where you are on your program hi jacklyn will there be any new w w fall recipes from myself or from w w uh there there always is from w w for myself um i have to get back in the groove of and this weather will get me back into the kitchen because when it's warm nita does not enjoy being in the kitchen but i'll try esther thank you that's so kind i've missed all of you guys hi you're wearing purple you're still on purple bonita is so good to see you okay so let me tell you what i've been doing i am wearing purple i have been doing purple for when did i start saying i was doing purple anybody who remembers that i was doing did purple love purple the thing with purple is you have to have your pantry absolutely prepared with your brown rice and your holy pasta and your low point sauces and whatever it is that you enjoy on purple because it's it's hard to just wing it on purple now green you can wing it with whatever you have because you just take the points and you move along you don't have that many on purple so last week i did green only because uh with some meals that we were having with folks and like that it was going to be a lot easier to stay on track and i did but i flipped back to purple this morning i took my little list gave it to steve because he does the shopping he's a control freak right down to the flipping shopping and uh he's getting my purple stuff and we're gonna be good to go so yes i still love the purple i did the green now how's my weight you might ask it's up but it's the same as it was last time i spoke to you guys i'm just hovering because one i'm not moving hi barbra you you got it girl you just keep walking um i have i feel like i have a lot to tell you guys i just don't know how interesting it is i track every single day i am almost to the point i am at the point in my life where i cannot eat anything without tracking it it just comes naturally i haven't been drinking the water that i should be drinking which leads me to believe that i need to get back on here and say hey are you drinking your water because that way i have to drink my water so the water queen needs to get her crown back and moving i have not been moving and let me tell you guys i can feel it if you're slowing down on your moving like let's say you're doing okay but like you're skipping a day here and there now if weather providing you know those type of things don't matter i strongly strongly encourage you to keep walking because my body aches when i do walk yesterday i had to walk over to oliver school oh i have a cute oliver story not really cute but he's in san francisco right now he had to go to a funeral with his dad's family and oh my gosh he's having the time of his life in san francisco anyways i had to walk over i could have driven but i chose to walk some of his schoolwork over to the school and boy you guys it's not far and i felt it and i was like really ashamed of myself going up and down my stairs you know this is what i'm here for i'm here for complete honesty complete honesty because like i've been saying i can't be i'm not i cannot possibly be the only one in this place during this time of our life which i don't really care to talk about what's going on out there because we all see it we all feel it every day i thought today we just have a little fireside chat catch up and i'll let you know what's happening here uh something interesting i'm trying to figure out something that i am eating a purple that i didn't eat on green is giving me a headache i'm noticing at a certain time of day i'm getting a headache and i can't figure out what it is but when i do i will let you know and i just my my head just hasn't been in the game because i'm an all or nothing gal it's like ah i'm just gonna tackle weight watchers and you know that's my thing and that's what i'm gonna do and when we got hit with this it's slowly dwindled but i haven't quit and i think that's uh what i'm trying to get across excuse me for rubbing my nose if the rain ceases i am gonna hit the bricks today since oliver's not here and he doesn't like to walk it's a lot easier i'm sorry i don't know why my nose always itches when i get on here and uh i'm gonna drink my water steve and i have already planned what we're gonna eat for the day jacklyn says with this weather and quarantine i've been having too many cheat days i don't even feel like weighing myself jacklyn i wish i could address that um because i don't have cheat days honest engine i pledge allegiance to the youtube my cheat days are not cheat days are their cheat nights with some vino or a cocktail of some sort that's where i have my problem um but i've learned to cut it back put it into my um points and it's working out in fact i'm down what am i oh i didn't bring my thought with me i'm down this week it was either 2.8 or 3.2 but a good a good amount i'm i'm thrilled with it but i don't know how to address cheat days because i just have never been that gal that does the cheat days but i don't blame you for not wanting to weigh yourself this is what i did also um as some of you guys know let's see becky says i need to start moving to i've lost 128 pounds without exercise becky rock on sister oh my gosh everybody cheers to becky it's all about becky right now jessica says hi jessica it's good to see you honey i'm barely getting steps these days i don't leave the house much i work from home now i'm barely leave the house jessica same here i don't work from home but i need to work on it uh it took you 20 years be so proud man it took you 100 years you lost all that weight that's so fabulous um what was i going to tell you guys oh so at last last we spoke i was going to my meetings and i should have gone to a meeting this morning but their their subjects right now are subjects that i've done 525 times and i just don't care to do it would it help me to go to the meeting maybe but right now as long as i'm tracking and i'm having what i need in the house i'm feeling okay uh steve's got my back oliver's got my back the other day oliver i said oh man oliver you know it sounds so good because we don't eat fast food i said man a cheat at big mac sounds so good and he's like nana and i go what he goes you don't need to be eating big macs and i said well honey i will track it he knows the whole program if you're new here that's my grandson and but we just so we didn't have the cheeseburger so let me see what i'm missing with you guys see estrus says i'm walking tomorrow with my weight watchers coach we do a 5k every sunday right on and you know what that's another thing too is i wish i had somebody to walk with i just don't i don't have a single soul to walk with um steve always says walk the dog but you you know if you guys who know walking a dog it means you got to stop every two seconds so i don't know what do you guys want to talk about i see everybody's leaving i don't know if it's because you guys are watching the news which we're not going to talk about that either i don't want any conflicting problems i just thought i would come in and uh where do i live vegi i live in cb valley california i just thought i'd come in and i should have known what the news that nobody was going to be on here today so maybe maybe i'll come back on tonight or something but everybody's gonna still be watching the news i didn't hi linda how are you oh i'm so happy to see you i've just been here at home i've just been here walking partners help but but at the same time i have no problem walking by myself it's having somebody ring me up or knocking my door in zaret get your happy ass outside let's go you're in indianapolis linda's at home like me we're all at home right and some folks like there there was one gal in my meeting who during this time has lost 42 pounds and it's like wow and and she suffers from all the things i suffer from when it comes to anxiety and depression and all those things that work against a lot of us and she's just been nailing it so it totally can be done good weather how linda it's raining here today and here's where my problem comes in i want it to rain tomorrow but i don't want it to rain tomorrow because i need this man of mine to get out on the golf course and whack a few golf balls because let me tell you he has been one grumpy person i'm not sure why oh i know why but uh he just needs to wax some balls i do too but i don't know how to golf and i can't bowl anymore i you know the most embarrassing story i used to bowl i like bowling okay call me a nerd whatever loved loved love bowling and um then i had carpal tunnel surgery and didn't think about it and then steve and i one day i'm like let's go bowling we never do anything well after my carpal tunnel surgery i couldn't hold on to the ball and i kept going up and approaching the lane to toss the ball and it just would drop out of my hand every time so i don't even know how do we get on that subject i can't imagine being quarantined with someone you know what becky my friend sophie over at sophie d marie when i watch her and she's quarantined by herself i'm so jealous and she speaks often about being single and not getting a date not having enough significant other whatnot and i just want to tell her for right now just enjoy it it's hard being quarantined even though he goes he goes to work every day but um and my leapsons home with me every day he's handling the schoolwork really well the virtual schoolwork i'm really happy yeah and and you know what um as far as the news you know i haven't been turning it on and then somebody texted me today to tell me to turn it on i've just been listening to my little google nest and whatever but that's kind of all i have to report i know esther isn't that the truth hello michelle let's see whoops so i don't know you guys are so quiet today you know we can only watch so much news right and it's not like we're not going to find out and if we don't find out something unless our house is burning down we're going to find out eventually it's it's 2020 i mean where is amanda she's right here michelle finally i came on um we would walk them all for one hour i want to get back to that you know i actually could do that because our mall is an outdoor mall i walk my park i don't lack of beautiful places to walk i lack the motivation to get out there and do it and you guys know me i'm a walker man and i just haven't got out there i have got hi honey yay i'm sorry i was gonna throw in the towel here because i keep watching my numbers go down like everybody's leaving nobody misses me that much i guess i'm so happy to see you um i need to get my mojo back and every morning i i wake up and thank you michelle thank you and i you know i put on my walking band and i open my eyes and i look at the window because i literally sleep on this side like at the one and i'm like okay i need it today it's gonna be the day and then the hours goodbye and whatever and then we go to bed early i don't know i don't know what to do linda says have you already talked about w w are you doing virtual meetings or going to the studio okay not real a little bit but but uh i'm happy to talk about anything anybody wants me to talk about back and forth all of us also anybody that's new here this here this broadcast this youtube thing isn't just about me it's me hoping that all of you guys will come in and we can have a conversation together i am not one to just sit and talk at you i like to have uh it be a two-way street you know what i'm saying oh becky that's so nice okay linda i went to i was doing my virtuals and did not dig them i i don't like them because for a number of reasons you know the the one lady that won't stop talking in the regular in the regular meetings well the the leaders have a harder time cutting them off on the zoom and uh also okay so i was going just you know i grabbed my phone and lay in bed and do it and it just it wasn't helping so then they opened up my studio again and i went but my leader how do i explain it my meetings were on a friday and she is only doing saturdays so it's the normals it my group of homies my homies ain't there you know it's so it's they're all nice people but it's different anybody who goes to meetings knows the dynamics of all meetings are completely different and and if if your homies aren't there and you can't go around and whatever do your thing so last night i was like should i go tomorrow because it's she does an 8 30 and a 10 o'clock on saturday oh it's only 10 30 i totally could have gone to both okay um and i didn't do my virtual i'm just kind of doing myself right now but i'm still doing it that's not just because i'm gone my meeting and also uh i don't want to pay the amount of money that it costs to go to the meetings right now 6 30 there ester and who else honey you're over across the pond too right are you still here i hope i hope you're still here i haven't seen you in so long i have a real fear of this nasty thing that has altered our lives for 2020 and i don't know that's lots of folks go and they go out and they do things no i do go to the market if i need something i wear my mask i go i get in i get out but i just stay home and i need to start walking because i i do have a fear of it i really do um i have an autoimmune disorder so if i get it it's curtains for me uh lendices you can try a virtual meeting i know and and um i just don't dig them i just i don't know there's something about it's i'm i'm such a personal person even though here we are on youtube you guys are out there i'm in here this isn't personal but i try to make it as personal as possible becky just retired and is living on a budget linda you know what have you gone to any virtual meetings like out and about or anything like that um a lot of the ladies pop in here and they say they go to hawaii and they they do the research and they go to different meetings and they they really enjoy it it's just not for me i i want to hear from you guys if any of you are doing it i don't know um and oh i i know what i started to say right now the subjects are the top is it 10 or six or five top let's just say 10 of the weight watchers favorite subjects all of which i have done and done and done and done so because when you're on w w for so many years you know oh i do know i do have two things that's what ester was just telling me honey oh susan i wish i wish that could be true i wish i could be as helpful but i'm just here yammering but god love you thank you for that at my last meeting i learned that they are switching up the app my coach told me was it last weekend weekend before you know every year they have the changes they're switching up the app um things she's excited about thank you michelle thank you guys and um there's gonna be a new program that's all i know that's all she told me i'm sure there are gonna be youtubers out there scrambling to uh get the details and share them i'm not that gal i'm not gonna be that gal i'm not gonna go through all that work i'm gonna wait till they'll tell me and then i'll go from there uh i don't i don't want you guys when you do start getting word and getting rumors and getting you know the low down you start you know how everybody just blows up and then get panicked and what if this and what if that and oh my i need to know every single detail can you tell me every single detail please no i'm not that chick i'm perfectly fine with what i'm doing now i got three programs to choose from and you know but for those of you guys who'd like to know ahead of time keep an eye on your youtube because they're out there you hated the virtuals honey hi cindy hugs friend the everybody cindy patient is the key word for life right now right i mean becky it's only because i've had too much coffee and i i barely drink coffee anymore and today it tasted okay so i had a few cups and also you know what becky let me touch on that for a second that's another reason jimmy i'm gonna come to you in a second my friend i haven't been on here because i haven't had the energy i only like to come on when i'm feeling good i come on now and then when i'm regular when i got or whatever but right now at this time nobody needs that linda i think it probably would be two and if you've done it i want to hear all about it because some of the they're so very different aren't they jimmy says they're closing my studio on november 10th so the only way i will get to a meeting is virtual i totally dislike the whole virtual experience uh jimmy i'm i'm with you i don't totally hate it if i can get in the right one with the right people but i'm with you too with me it's all about being in person and having that camaraderie and what some of us really need is that excuse me the other people i know that you need people around you not talking about the folks at work because they don't count you know what i mean because i know uh your your story but please promise me that you're not going to give up because of that i mean if you need an accounting ability partner or anything like that uh you know that you can text me i'm always here if there's anything you need from me i can give you the code here what do we need a code for did i miss something ester what do you have the code for let's see all right i've gone back maybe i don't know what do we talk about code uh kitty says i do virtual because i need anything i can get i can't make myself to go to meetings i don't go in stores either yeah there's some of us that just i'll take it as it comes honey i'm giving you one of these babe the code for meetings i don't i've never had to use a code do you guys have to use a code on that side over there maybe it's something over there i don't know i just click on something in my content in my connect i like yeah i just go under hello joanne welcome i just click on the link they put every week or it's there every day actually and then i'm in oh thanks kitty anybody who wants to come over on instagram instagram is my place to go when i just need to talk i am again a stay at home grandmother and i don't have any local friends because they move i don't know if she'll see this i doubt it we face time but it's not the same so i just get really and i'm a talkative gal and i'm married uh think of the most mute man in the world and that's him okay after have a great day it's so good to see you out there walking and and enjoy your 5k tomorrow or tomorrow monday for you yeah today's sunday so it's sunday there and yeah okay oh so my instagram is where i go to talk about anything and everything sometimes whitewater sometimes not just to engage with other folks and talk about what might be on my mind or something that's going on oh no i won't give up i'll probably keep looking before i'm eating that works for me good job my man good job yeah they just i need a haircut i didn't realize how fast my hair grew until we were in lockdown and then when i couldn't find anybody to cut my hair because it was illegal but i got a girl i got a pal my little ellison is coming over monday morning with her sweet little daughter so she's probably getting ready now to put up with all my talking because when she comes over to cut my hair all i do is talk talk talk if she gets one word in edgewise she's lucky so i tip her really well i just love her to death she's just like on top of being the best hairdresser her and her friend ellie she's just so lovely you know she always has a smile on her face and so i'm excited to see her and do something with this so i don't have to put it in a ponytail or on top of my hey i found my glasses for you guys who i was complaining about last time if any of you guys want to hit the like button for me it helps my channel i keep saying i'm coming back you guys and then i disappear how long has it been like a month two weeks two weeks a month we're still in march right so i think i'm gonna ask steve if he'll walk with me even though he was sitting he has problems with his feet so what he does is he like slams him on the ground because i guess it relieves the pain or whatever and don't tell him to go to the doctor because he could cut his head off be holding it with one hand and ask me if i'd wrap it back up again before he seeks medical treatment delaying for virtuals are on connect search by city or state right so linda um esther who said she had the code she lives over across the pond she's in the uk so they must do it differently over there is what i'm guessing because i've never had to have a code also too is i don't know if you guys know this or not but i'm only online and i can go onto the virtual meetings i don't know if it's a fluke on my part i don't know if they made that part of the deal but i've never had a trouble getting in i've never had a trouble getting in alex i'd like grammar for 200 please i miss my park oh my gosh i miss my park i miss it so much juan says some meetings are different not as easy to get in some really i've just maybe mine is just set up so um we have a lot of ladies like in their 70s and 80s who have a little bit of trouble with technology maybe they i don't know but i've never had an issue so i'm sorry to hear that but i guess i should feel lucky what are you guys let's talk about thanksgiving for a minute is anybody a where i've gone through three four thanksgivings on ww so if anybody needs any advice or just wants to talk about it i'm your gal uh thanksgiving is coming it's not a problem for me because thanksgiving if you think about it it's all the right foods except for the dessert right and maybe the potatoes if you eat them it's all about portion control you guys turkey veggies if they're not just consumed in butter the rolls you can choose to you can do whatever you want because who's the boss of you you are the boss of you nobody else is the boss of you white watchers isn't the boss of you they just give you the tools so you do whatever you want for me it's not a problem i just have what i should have and then i take my weeklies for the dessert uh we are going to downtown disney for our meal because it's just going to be steve and myself i ordered my ears online last night and i can't wait to show you guys because they're so cute actually i ordered two because i couldn't decide one's mickey and one's mini and then there's like a turkey in the middle and uh so we're looking forward to that i'm hoping cross your fingers that the old boy wants to do some shopping because i would like to get a couple of christmas shirts that aren't see-through that i can actually wear in public i cannot wear the shirt in public you guys thanks barbara you know we go every year uh did we go last last year we didn't go because oliver's other grandparents invited us over and they've invited us ever since we've had oliver and we've always said no and we thought we should be kind and go this year and we went and so we're going to go back down it's just our thing i don't know if you guys remember when we went and we were actually in disneyland but at california adventure and lovely sandra who is one of our subs here i don't know if she's still around i haven't seen her in a while the ebbs in the flows of facebook i mean youtube where the heck we are um and she recognized steve and came up and introduced herself to us and oh my gosh it was so so so exciting so yeah we like to go down there i don't like to cook um i take it out for a spin now and then linda it's just i'm not motivated that's all there is to it i i don't know um but that's an excellent question and i love that you're calling me out on all of this stuff because that's what needs to be done that's totally what needs to be done jacklyn said for some reason i felt more accountable when i had an in-person meeting than the zoom meetings yeah jacklyn i think that's a valid feeling because we're in there and we're in person and they can see us when i went to my meeting the last time all of us looked the same except for the one lady who had lost 41 pounds we all were sitting there and i didn't know these people because they go to the saturday meeting and i normally go to the friday meeting and we all had our guts hanging over our pants and we're like uh i don't like it uh i'm not fitting in my clothes again transparency here and i panic when i look at myself in the mirror i panic when i happen i'm exactly barbara now today it's raining so it's not gonna work but on the other days you guys have full rain to tell me to get moving it'll work i listen to you guys um what was i gonna say my clothes this is that's a huge indicator but i'm keeping an eye on it i don't know it's like uh oh is papa home kitty is that what you're going over there i have i my my head goes from this side to this side it's like okay i'm gonna be stuck in the house for how much longer nobody's gonna see me but when i'm trying to go up and down those stairs to go for a walk and my back hurts and my hips hurt i'm like i need it it's at this point in your life it's more about your health than how you look oh honey okay finally somebody's answering me about Thanksgiving i'm gonna do Thanksgiving this year it's not a thing here that's right but i'll take entertainment there you go an indoor track you can walk on nice i'm trying to think i see like my mall again is outside my track outside neighborhood outside i can't think of anywhere i could go Barbara what are you guys doing for Thanksgiving and Halloween wasn't a problem we didn't have any candy in the house because we don't get trick or treaters here oliver went with his dad and his buddy and his mom thank you linda i should get back on it you're right you and barbara gonna have me up and out of me no time aren't you i i do need to get moving it's like take you know i'm get out of bed and i'm like the hunchback another day there will only be five of us for Thanksgiving keeping it small i think you're wise my friend i think you're wise we're only having two i wonder how far our tables will be separated here's the funny thing though when i first made my reservations because there's like not all the restaurants in downtown business are open so i went through all the menus to see if anybody had a Thanksgiving menu and none of them did all right so then steven i went through them and we settled on one place and then every day i go in and i look just to see if anything else has opened up low and behold this restaurant has a regular turkey dinner we've changed our reservations four times to four different restaurants just because they're starting to bring out the Thanksgiving menu now right the turkey menu well the first turkey menu we went with was that a restaurant we're not used to and it sounded like it wasn't like real american i don't know how to explain it like that chutney instead of cranberries off so this morning i changed it to the fourth place i'm hoping for a fifth place but i'm not counting on it it'll just be nice just to be down there hear the music smell the smells and you know because i miss it so much you guys uh i miss it so much being it was a huge privilege to be able to wake up any morning and go oh i'm gonna go to the park today and get my car and go yeah barbara i do too so that's my story and i'm sticking to it i think that if i start moving and i really pay attention i still have my huge gallon water bottle that i showed you guys and i pour it in here i'm just not making it all the way for some reason i don't know i need i just need to work on it um and i can't get any higher than i am now i just i just can't i don't want to have to work back down under those numbers i've never told my numbers on my channel i know barbara so much so many things i was having a conversation with was it all had a bit i always started i always go who was i talking to when the only person i have to talk to is oliver so i don't know why i do that i was trying to explain to him because he was having a down day somebody something happened on a zoom classroom thing right and i had to tell him and and listen to myself in saying that we're gonna have things happen while we're going through this time in our lives but we got a roof we got a fire we have all the food we could possibly want because let me tell you guys i think the reason steve likes to do the shopping is because he you should see all the beans in our garage if anything ever happens to us we're gonna have beans for a life and every time i go in the garage there's more paper towels there's more napkins the man he's he's always been like that because we live in earthquake country but now with this he just keeps adding more and more and more god love him i'll say i need to go to the store for some and he goes big garage i'm like oh okay and that that works why did i start oh so i had to tell oliver sucky as this is this we haven't made we haven't completely made we have a roof we have a fire we have all the food we could possibly want or need we have grandpa who takes care of us and makes sure we have all those things i said oliver you need to think about you know people that aren't you know as they're at a disadvantage when it comes to money some folks they live six people two in one bedroom house and they have to be there together all the time so we need to focus on how well we have it and we have to remember to thank grandpa for that too and he kind of really listened to me and heard me brought up a couple of his classmates that you know he knows struggle with different things as far as maybe money or something and uh oh what's wrong we had seventeen here last year for Thanksgiving but this year just the two of us well you know what maybe she'll enjoy it Barbara maybe it'll be a new new thing i love my beans too i do i love beans uh Becky he would be 11 in december can you guys believe that he believe he's going to be 11 in december oh my god and he's living the life in san francisco right now i've never heard him so excited when he called me last night oh my gosh so excited linda if if having 17 people over like is warm share the cockles of your heart and it's the greatest thing i hope you're not sad i hope i hope you'll remember that in in my head it's just one year and we can do it so many people have sacrificed so much for this country all over the world for different things we can sacrifice a Thanksgiving meal without everybody there and and you might really enjoy it because i'll tell you what steven i do it's kind of like but i understand you know if people aren't able to see their grandchildren or their children or whatever i do understand but go into it trying i don't know what to say i don't want you to be sad your clothes talk to you susan and my clothes they're screaming at me let me tell you right barbara it's one year and in this how fast is this year gone by it'll get i can't even believe you know it's like i don't know this for everything that's gone on the year for me has gone very very fast so it can be done and it's it's it's just what we have to do to be safe right it's i'm sorry for those of you guys who are missing family members and grandchildren and whatnot chelsea hasn't been able to see her other two children through this whole thing and they're growing you know they're just getting bigger and bigger so of course i haven't seen them but we're all doing the best we can i like i like mine too first and thanksgiving big thanksgivings giving anxiety i usually find cornered or hiding honest to god i do trying to think of the last big thanksgiving we had and i did hide in the corner it's just so i guess nobody's having problems with Thanksgiving everybody's doing okay nothing you want to talk about before i hang up hang up i'm trying to see i'm gonna just sit here and talk till steve comes home if you guys don't mind becky when you say holidays are hard do you mean food wise mentally wise or just hard in general i am going to keep on keeping on honey amen family yeah yeah you know fan you can pick your friends but you can't beat your family linda says her guys are prepper since i've known him because of whoops the gold coast hurricanes and now for the pandemic mine too linda it's nice isn't it nice to know that we're taken care of just said well she'd get in a better mood oh my gosh she's so cranky no doubt barber exactly and i often think about that especially with the children in school what would we have done if we didn't have technology well i mean i know we would have gotten through it but that's another thing to be grateful for right i just have to keep trying to remember of things you know because sometimes my house is so small my kitchen's so small i feel like the walls are closing in on me but you got walls around you i need a so shut it right oh becky oh no i'm so sorry to hear that oh my gosh that's way too young i'm so sorry for anybody who's lost anybody this year i've lost uh an uncle the healthiest 83 uncle in the world right he's the pinnacle of health my uncle frank we all had him pegged to live to you know well into his hundreds got something and he was gone crazy those are fun linda that's fun if in a minute i'm scrambling off it's because you know who's coming up the stairs with bags and i'm gonna have to help him so i don't know i just wanted to come say hello but i picked a big news day to do it so i wonder when i should come back next when more folks will be around give me your ideas i know some of you can give me ideas and to keep from grieving my son got a girlfriend now he's grieving and knows he made mistakes oh becky try to remember that they're grown adults now my son is going to be 40 in january which blows my mind because he's going to be 40 how do i have a 40 year old son and my chelsea girl is gonna be uh what's the date today 38 in two days and we've got to remember that uh they're adults don't cuss or anything honey i'm on live i'm just kidding he doesn't cuss you guys i'm the cusser and then he looks at me like why do you do that becky says and to keep oh i read that okay how about a live morning walk honey you know i um i don't i'm sorry babe do you need help with the bags no you can push that table back if you want i don't i worry about um walking and talking at the same time because i don't want to fall so looking at the phone like if you ever see sandi trying to walk and talk if you ever see me comment i'm always yelling at her not to do it because i'm so afraid she's gonna fall now if i do it sometimes i can stop at a bench um and talk but it's i've done it a couple times some i do it mostly on my instagram oh michelle thank you uh trust me i'm not but thank you he's a big guy too i can't believe it we can't forget chelsea's birthday babe i'm so afraid we're gonna forget it see i have wapping 469 steps today barbara says hi steve hi barbara can you just poke in for a minute and say hi you gotta come all the way in though man none of this halfway stuff there he is all your hands cold look how cute he is because it's cold you look so cute you do if you smile you look even cuter but the bench defeats the purpose well i mean if i'm walking and then i take a break and talk i'm so glad you are here today linda so glad um i'm not you know what disney land being closed uh is is taking there for people who aren't like i call them disney heads really and i'm just in the park i have to make something clear i'm not like a disney everything i don't watch disney movies some of them i do my thing is disney land itself i grew up there it's my happy place i know it's everybody's happy place but some of us just feed on it and go whenever we want we have our annual passes sometimes we just walk around and listen to music and have a meal don't go on anything except maybe the train or the monorail or just the scents and the smells thank you michelle i think so and um it's it's really tough and i won't complain about it because there's worse things but for somebody who's used to going down fairly regular basis and meeting up with her friends um it's it's a big change because that's where i would go to play with my friends you know some ladies go to tea or play tennis or crochet or whatever i would meet my friends at disney land and it's been hard because i've had that lack of communication the lack of my happy place and it has been hard i have to i can only be honest jimmy i'll tell him he went back outside to get more more stuff thank you honey thank you for validating that because it is it was the only place i had and when it does reopen it's not going to be the same i can i won't even some people say why don't you go watch old videos because then it just uh it kind of hurts that much more hi rosie how are you wrapping it up here even though there's i'm just asking everybody what they're doing for thanksgiving and if everybody's okay and that big thing is blinding isn't it thanks barba for popping in i'm always glad when you do oh you didn't go to all disney world i have uh tons of friends okay that was a lie because i don't have tons of friends okay i have i know of a lot of acquaintances who are packing it up and heading to all disney world who can afford it um to get their fix and let me tell you if i had that kind of money i would be doing the same there is no replacing disney land for me disney land and disney world are two very different places disney lands tiny compared to Walt disney world would i go um you know what i would because i watch all the disney youtubers and they're all going and they're all giving their uh oh they had the muffins thanks darling do you watch any of the disney youtubers anyways they they in their videos they talk about how safe they feel they show the social distancing they show they talk about the cast members telling the guests you know even if their mask is below their nose they make and put it up from what i have seen and heard i would go if somebody said nita here's a ticket here's the money to for the hotel here's the everything all you have to do is show up hi rosemary thank you i like it too i think so too and i think right now i don't know i don't want to get all into what i think because what i think doesn't matter but what i think is i think wherever we go right now is is you're taking a chance if you're gonna go gas up your own car if you're gonna go to the market if you're gonna go Walt disney i think it's a crapshoot but yeah i think it's a crapshoot but i would go even listening to the music makes me cry when i when we go to downtown disney for thanksgiving you know i'm just gonna want to sit and shop by Michelle it's good to see you too thank you for all your kind words always it's always so nice to see you that's gonna be it i will plan my week accordingly because i do want to have some goodies while i'm down there normally when we go to disneyland i don't have the treats because i'm there so much i would weigh 500 pounds if i did but with this thing of it being closed and just going to visit you push that table out of the way babe um then i will do a little indulging so go into marcellines which is a bakery and maybe go to sprinkles or something but i'm gonna do it and i will plan accordingly and that's what i think is one of the great things about ww formerly known as white watchers is that you can plan those things so that's that anything anybody else wants to talk about uh 36 of you sitting here in the background and only three of you talking must be some of my fans let's see i'm going back make sure i didn't miss anything you know the sun is kind of peeking through maybe i'll go around the block and then if it starts raining now that steve's home i could call him and he could come pick me up and maybe i'll do that when he comes back in here i'll ask him if it's still raining no michelle i'm not even sure what that is or who would we want to meet or greet me i've run into people um who watch me unusually it's really fun but you know don't be so hard on yourself about ww everyone is struggling especially me stay sweet oh thanks melanie thank you can you come here every day and remind me of that not the sweet part but that everybody's struggling because i am going for a quick rock good rosie go enjoy yourself honey it's good to see you thank you for popping in it's always good to see you it's always good to see all you guys and we can always you know too if anybody's wondering or new hair we could talk about anything it doesn't have to just be ww that's another thing i've been kind of struggling with is because i love love doing youtube but i don't always want to talk about ww because we've kind of those of us who have been doing it for any amount of time have all heard the same stuff over and over and it gets monotonous and i try to think of something different to do and i am not that creative i like it when steve joins me in things that's my most favorite thing to do oliver refuses to do it anymore he's too old and so i'm still here i'm still trying to think of a way to do it i was hoping i'm not hoping that other people are having problems i don't wish that on anybody but i was hoping that some of us could come together who are up because you know what there's there's a lot of youtubers out there and there's a lot of youtubers out there who are kicking major ass like uh sandy let's talk about sandy and how great she's doing and that that does a trip on my head that makes me feel not sandy herself sand if you watch this you know better uh they're doing good so i shouldn't go on youtube because i'm not doing good but that's dumb because i can't be the only one that's not doing great so we need to encourage each other those else who's out there who may be having a tough time right or like me it's just just in the mindset want to go for a walk maybe where do i want to go let's walk right on let's walk over to thousand oaks and go to the disney store it's too far all right fair enough yeah honey see we can't be the only two and it is hard and i i i'm horrible to myself the horrible to myself the thoughts that go through my head aren't good and i need to find a way to stop that and i'm the only one that can do it steve can say things till he's blue in the face all of her can say things but i have to want to do it and for me it's all up here it's not the food it's not the eating it's this and that all right you guys it's been an hour i'm gonna check out if anybody wants to give me a thumbs up who hasn't i'll i'll love you forever i'll let you ride my bike and i will be back my nose always it just when i talk to you guys somebody have a voodoo doll that's making my nose it i'm still on i'm about to say goodbye thanks you guys and again instagram same name chit chat underscore patty whack jimmy i haven't i haven't um but i have a funny story that i want to tell you since you asked that by showing you guys all the blue okay i i hate birds i gotta tell you guys some i hate birds the whole blue bird thing in the dining room started as a joke because since we're on the second floor up here we were above the garages we have this fantastic view out of all these windows with all these trees so we dubbed it our bird house so then i just got a couple little bird things salt pepper shakers or whatever because just the dining room part is our birdhouse but i can't stand birds and then come to find out people think that i'd love birds one i don't just the dining room okay there's a couple in my living room too but it was an accident so i just thought i'd tell you guys so funny some i got a couple gifts and they were all bird related and i went well holy hell look at that but no i haven't painted anything lately i should find something maybe i know honey it is funny because i was like wow i i never made it clear to people that i don't like birds and some would assume that i do because i have them all over my dining room it just goes to show somebody told me hey you're the easiest person in the world to buy for and i thought oh okay earrings and disney i'll never have too many earrings and i'll never have too much disney stuff which i'm kind of particular on and then i got all these birds on that note i'm gonna let you kids go i love you drink your water i'm gonna move around steve just kind of said he'd walk with me and i will see you all soon come over to instagram we'll hang out over there where's the little x