 Hello Laddingtons, I'm checking in from Paradise as you can see. I'm checking in with a quick update I wanted to tell you all that I was wrong in a certain matter, so I'll get straight to the point Almost two years ago now. I decided to cut my hair and I did it to sort of transform myself into being more of a role model, but then after a lot of meditations, contemplation, I decided that that wasn't really my role to to have my role is a bit different and of course I don't regret cutting my hair I mean it's grown out nicely now and it made me gain some additional perspectives upon my role in the grand scheme of things so what I realized was that I was a bit arrogant and in my hubris I thought I had reached all of the the people I could reach because I knew then that I was shadow banned on YouTube etc so I thought I have with my unique appearance I have reached everyone I can reach so therefore I will transform myself into something that perhaps I'm not really as good at being that type of role model. Machiavelli talks about lions and foxes. I was never really good at being a fox so I might as well be a lion a complete lion instead and focus on doing what I do and on a personal level if we're talking about gaining attention etc I have gained enough attention to last me more than enough attention to last me a lifetime so it's not about my personal wishes it's just what I can do how I can contribute the most to a cause that is larger and more important than myself so if I say that I have a unique aesthetic with my hair to gain more attention it's to spread a good message and what I mean with in my arrogance and hubris that I cut my hair again I thought I had reached the the people I could reach but I've learned something now as of late as well that with the decline of places like YouTube Twitter I got my Instagram and Facebook removed you go to different places different platforms where you can recruit a new audience so to speak and in doing so it's better for me to have my unique look now second part about being a role model I do of course try my hardest to be a good role model but it's not necessarily true in many cases and in many cases I also wouldn't encourage younger guys to necessarily take my path and then it's more reasonable for me to be a champion or a standard bear of sorts for a certain idea for a certain cause then to be someone to emulate then to be a strict role model in that sense so everyone has a different purpose my purpose is to be again a bit more true to myself and in having my my hair I am a bit more true to myself instead of trying to be something I'm not as good at which is then being you know perhaps the more clean cut represent presentable role model you know we have other guys who can do that who can do it a lot better than I can so I might as well focus on the what I can do now to the last point I will talk about archetypes in a coming podcast episode what I can say now is that I have of course an artist within me and I use I create art with my own appearance and now of course I've been sun maxing I've been hitting the gym quite hard I'm in a good shape and when I'm creating this heroic art as I mentioned in my son and still book review it looks better with the long hair I can create better art with the long hair and it of course goes into you know presenting myself as a standard bear or a champion of certain ideals so long story short I don't encourage anyone to have long hair I have it myself because that is my unique role I do certain things because it's up to me to do it doesn't mean that you should do it you have your own role you have your own destiny to fulfill and in most cases you should always of course listen to what I have to say but you should not necessarily unless you want to of course you can do whatever you want with your own hair but I am still recommending for all men to have a nice tidy clean haircut so anyway that was the update now you know why I have decided to save out my hair again thank you for watching xxo