 Namaste. Good morning, good afternoon, good evening, wherever you may be across the planet around the world. My name is Greg Prescott from in5d.com and you're tuned into another spirit chat and tonight we're going to be talking about past lives. And don't worry if you've never had a past life regression or can't remember any of your past lives. Well, I'm going to show you how you can have one perhaps as quickly as tonight. I just premiered a new video called, what is it called, 13 signs that you're ready for the new earth and it came out really well. I'm going to try to make at least one of these kind of videos every week. They do take a lot of time. The editing is probably the hardest part. There's a lot that goes into the editing, but I really enjoy making these videos and I think it's time to get them out there. So yeah, at least once a week, I'll be premiering at least one of those videos. So make sure if you haven't already, subscribe to this YouTube channel in 5D. I've been also a little bit busy on Instagram, been getting more visible on there as well. Mainly because of how badly YouTube and Facebook are shadow banning me. It's not just me. You guys are getting the same thing too. I mean, we're all getting shadow banned now, but I can actually go back into 2013 because I would go live. I would do live videos on Facebook and I would get like 20, 30,000 views anywhere between 10 and 30,000 views on live videos and then all of a sudden phew. So I can tell exactly when they started shadow banning, at least shadow banning me. You know, I've got, what, 400,000 followers on on Facebook and it's hard to reach 300 of them nowadays, but you know what, that tells me and if you're being shadow banned, you're in the same boat, that tells me we're all over the target. And that's what leads me to this. You know, I did a post a live video on Instagram earlier and this is basically what I kind of covered. You guys know how, like at the end of a lot of my videos, I'll say this, you are loved, you are appreciated. Thank you for your service to humanity. Those aren't just idle words. You are loved. You know, if everybody on this planet hated you, you're still loved. You have guides and angels. You have a whole posse behind you that loves you and there's a lot of people that love you. Don't feel like you're ever alone. I know it can feel lonely at times, especially on your journey. You know, when you see all these people that are not awakened and you've already gone down that rabbit hole, you can't go back. You can't go back to the life, the way life used to be once you've gone down that rabbit hole and it can get lonely. But there are others out there like me and everybody that you see here on the N5D YouTube channel. There's plenty of us out there. So find your tribe. Now's the time. Find people to love. You are loved. You are also appreciated. Many of us are beacons of light. Some of us, there are those people out there that work in the shadows for truth, love and light. I call them beacons of light. You know, they just, they naturally get it and they send out this beacon of love. Nobody has to know about it. They just do it. They're anchoring that energy of love wherever they are. So thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. You are appreciated. And thank you to all of you for your service to humanity. Whatever ways we're doing it, each and every one of you has their own little ways that you do things. But we're all making this world a better place. And that's the ultimate goal, to make this world a better place for all of us. So thank you, everyone. And on that note, that was quick. Usually I go on for a little longer, but we have lots of people that are waiting in the waiting room. I'm going to let you all in. And we count a five, four, three, two, one. Damn. Come on in. Water's fine. So tonight's topic is past lives. And I'll leave it off. So let's see. We've got Rob and Linda, Gypsy. People are trying to connect right now. Is he filled there? Morejo's in the waiting room. So, yeah, on Facebook or on YouTube, it looks like just me, but there are people filing in here. Let me, oh, thank you, Phil, for the super chat. Appreciate that, brother. I'm going to post a link, too, in the chat room, because this is going to be fun. It's a fun thing to do talking about past lives. Now, okay. Okay. Yeah. Okay. Yeah. Hi, too. Up three as well. See you there in the chat. And Rachel, here's Phil. I'm Morejo. I'm not camera worthy, but those shirts are. I'm so excited. Wow. You got your shirts. Yeah. I'm wearing the very first one I got. I'm wearing it. So, that's awesome. I'll be down. The camera does not do it justice at all. The colors are so, I'm so in love with them. I can't tell you. I had them all laying out on my bed, and I thought the only way to get them all was to show my entire bedroom. It's like, no. So it's kind of at my workstation here. I thought, okay, they can sit like that. You can't, I don't think you can see them all, but anyway, I'm just grateful. I'll be quiet. Thank you so much. Oh, no, thank you. And you got probably got a lot of sand on your bed. I tried to save as much as I could in the bags, but yeah, the bed, my car, my shirt, whatever, I was my purse. I have to carry them in the house. And yeah, that's my thing now. I make sure that all the shirts get sprinkled with sand and spread the siesta key quartz crystal everywhere. Right? Yeah, I look real close at it, you know, it's like, oh, they really are tiny little crystals. It's just yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, it's magical. And I have good eyesight. So it wasn't my eyes playing tricks on me. So anyway, I just love these shirts. I thought, thank you. Yeah, I can't wait to wear them all. I have enough for one every day of the weekend, a couple for laundry day. Are you supposed to give one to your sister? Maybe. Oh, yes. Maybe. If she wants, I don't know, there's a couple that I think I might hide. I don't know, she might just pick two or three. That's funny. Where the hell did my glasses go? So let's let's let's jump into it. I'm gonna we're gonna tonight's topic is past lives. I'll I'll lead off. And you know, I've had I've had three past lives. The first one was in that I can remember was in Atlantis. And at the time I was it was when Atlantis was flourishing. And I was I was an artist, I did sculptures, I did paintings, and I made all these beautiful words of art. And it was a wonderful time to be around and alive in Atlantis. The next time my next past life was at the end of Atlantis. And I have a feeling that many of us were Atlanteans at one point. But the second time I was a scientist in charge of the genetic modification of plants, animals and insects. And I made some really, really hideous creatures. And it wasn't good. And Ali was with me at that time. So she was with me at the end of Atlantis. And as you guys know, you know, we've all been the best of the best and the worst of the worst in our past lives. So that wasn't a very good one for me. I'm sure I've had a lot worse than that, but that wasn't good. Michelle in the wall creation says tie dye hoarding right off. Cording. It's funny. And my most recent one, and I already put a link in the live chat for a free mp3 that will trigger a past life regression. I swear, I've only done this one time. And that one time that I did this, this is my past life regression. I'll do a screen share on this. Where's the screen I want to share? Oh, here it is. I think, well, that's not it. There it is mp3. Okay, that one share. Okay, so this is the free mp3 past life self regret, past life regression self hypnosis. And you can download it or you can play it right here. There's a play button and you can play it. It's a 30 minute mp3. Don't listen to it while you're driving. Needless to say. But yeah, this was my past life that I got from this specific mp3. I was a Mayan elder who was being forced into Christianity after the Spanish Inquisition. There was a Christian celebration going on in my homeland, which looks similar to an area around Belize. Could have been Guatemala. I'm not sure. Very tropical with beautiful blue waters. There were Mayan glyphs all around that were broken and tattered. I wanted the Christians to include these glyphs in their celebration, but they were only focused on transforming the remainder of my people to Christianity. They threatened to kill me if I didn't convert to Christianity. The only reason I didn't fight the Christians was because I knew the children needed to preserve our traditions without the Christians knowing about it. So I lied about agreeing to convert without the Christians knowing I planned on teaching the children and great grandchildren, all of them, teaching them, teaching the children of our clan our traditions and values, not the Christian ones. And flash forward to this lifetime. Ever since I was a child, I had the EVGBs every time I go into church. Couldn't figure out why. There it is. So I'm being threatened by the Christians to kill me if I didn't convert. And here's the irony. I'm one quarter Spanish from Spain, pretty deep. So yeah, that was my past life. If anyone wants to jump in and share theirs. Sure, I can do that. Yeah, it's all you, Phil. Okay. First time I went, did anything about past lives. I had here on my property, I created a sweat lodge. And I went in there alone. And I can't forget how many stones I had in there. But it was way, way hot. I was, but I forced myself to stay in there. And I got a vision of myself as a 10 to 12 foot tall dog man. I'll just call it that. Looking like black Anubis. Anubis, right? Yeah. And I was the champion of the queen. And we had many battles. But I got in, I would get into a rage. And, you know, I'm swinging a big ass sword. And then when I go, I sometimes nick or kill my own soldiers following me. And so they, they kind of got tired of that. And took me out one night after a victory party, I guess, or something. Anyway, I fell asleep and they attacked me in my sleep. And that was the end of that ride time. How long ago was that? What, what, what would you place the date on that approximately? I'm not even sure I can place the planet on that. Wow. But if it's on this planet, I'm going to put it back in the Zeptepe times. So we're talking 75,000 years or older. Wow. 25,000. Yeah, so. And the next lifetime that it came out of that vision quest was a time when I was a blacksmith. And then this was, I believe in England. I can remember forests, and my stone forge. And it was during the witch burning times, I'm going to say that period of time. And I was part of a coven. The love of my life was the high priestess of that coven. And I was working in the forge. And I saw the priest come through. Well, the inquisitioners came through. Oh, wow. And of course, they kind of hide me, funnily, because, you know, I'm a blacksmith. So I'm working with making metal things, right? But I know I was really careful not to any of the symbology that I made for the coven. I didn't keep in the forge or anything like that. I didn't. I realized what we were doing was perilous and took precautions. So, you know, they went through my forge and didn't find anything. And fortunately, I knew enough of the Christian faith to, you know, say the right words and not say the wrong words. And they went on. But somebody came to me later and said that somebody had reported my lady, my high priestess. So I gathered my weapons and went to take them out. But I didn't get there in time. So I killed as many as I could and burned the rest. I tried to kill them all. Actually, I did kill them all, I think. But, you know, I sort of died in the process there. Wow. So, yeah. It shows you that, you know, we've all been the best of the best and the worst of the worst. And we've probably been worse than that. Well, I mean, I've done another regression. So, okay. Then I think I'll go to the the quantum because you did that video with Dolores. Dolores at Canon. And so I had the QHHT session. And in that one, the first thing that I went to was an elemental. It was a fire elemental, green, a green fire elemental. Okay. And that I, my task was to awaken the trees in spring. So I just kind of traveled around the world, you know, in springtime and, you know, summer. It was the only times I'd take a break, like in the winters and go to the sun to kind of rejuvenate. So, but there came a time when it was nothing I could do would save the tree. I just kind of got really sad started crying during the session. That's a really cool. That's a really cool lifetime. And then so she pricing. Yeah. She progressed me to another one because they talked about the the portals within the suns. Actually, it was during that going to the sun and then the entity talked about the portals in the sun. And she said, well, can we go through one of those portals? And so we did. And I went into another lifetime. I had as a kind of a Ganesh figure. Okay. Only in this particular race is that they had had kind of had three genders. So you could be a male, a female, or a sort of like a hermaphrodite, but you actually just you attained a youthful appearance. Didn't go either way, right? You just kind of stayed in that one state before you decided which state you were going to go. And I had done that and I was a singer. You were what? A singer. Well, a spiritual singer, you know, kind of like a a light language singer. Sing us a couple songs then. Hold on. I don't want to put you on the spot. I'm just messing with you. Oh, that's part of the song. Anyway, that's awesome. So you actually remember some of that? Yeah, some of it. I mean, it's and this is this is kind of why I because I was working with those languages. I think this is why I can and when that happened, it kind of activated my language now. So and yeah, I'm working on being able to understand it more now. So yeah, I've had those. I've also I remember lifetimes from being with Yara, where we were in the biking period. So this was about 740, I think to 850. And Norway, I believe is the place. And so I was a farmer. One lifetime, I was a pirate or warrior or biking, if you will, a raider or trader, depending on who I was dealing with. I raided the English coast a lot. There, you know, basically, we were at war with the Christians because of Charlemagne. So, you know, it was it was kind of like false fear and love and war. So we go in and steal all the gold, kill all the priests, take all the chickens and whatnot and back we go. Or, you know, we might go and trade the gold in for some things that we knew our ladies would like. And, you know, that's that's kind of what we did. It was a seasonal job. But, you know, we sometimes, you know, the young ones wouldn't come back. And so I did that for, I think I was I mean, I worked my way up. I was like a war chief, right? I had boats underneath me. So I but I wasn't quite what you would call a king. And the one time I kind of tried to become the king, I got a fatal wound and I managed to make it back to Yara and she gave me the traditional send off. What do you mean the traditional send off? She put me in my ship and they set it out to sea and set it afire. Wow. So I went down. Yara did that to you. Right. Yeah. Well, I mean, that was her duty. And that was her right. Wow. I was her mate. I was her husband, if you will. Well, I mean, as we as we did it and then, you know, it wasn't like we had like a ring or any of that bullshit going on. But, you know, she she had to continue on. Yeah. And I, I passed. Well, you know, like in my 30s, late 30s. Yeah. So that's the ones that I remember. That's that's a lot of past lives. That's awesome. Well, that's not all of them. No, no, that's only tip of the iceberg for many of us. Yeah, no, I haven't even touched on the ones and the other ones on off worlds. I mean, I am beginning to remember being a captain of a battle cruiser, a star cruiser in the Orion Wars. And I believe that our ship was actually brought down here on earth at the time. Because the battle was here too. It was all throughout the Orion anomaly or nebula as they call it. So yeah, I mean, there's I've been around. It didn't sound good. It makes you sound like a whore. Well, you know, I don't know about that. I might. I mean, I was pretty a lusty and not too sure how faithful I was. I think I might have partaken of women as in the battle, you know, that's that's sometimes that happened. I wouldn't doubt that. I mean, I'm not saying that was a good biking. I said I was a pirate. Yeah, well, you know, pirates do what pirates do, right? Yeah, I do remember actually, I do remember one other that that wasn't that one was just kind of a that just came to me and I was a was living in the either northern France or southern Germany, I believe. My father had a horse ranch and he supplied horses for the Roman legions. And that got me kind of like a centurion kind of, you know, because I was brought all these horses and then could so he sent me in with the horses and I got I got a position. But I left behind a again, a priest, a priestess. I don't think it was Yara this time. I'm not sure who that one was. I haven't met her yet. Or if I have, maybe that would be one of my ex-wives. But anyway, she would left her at this temple. I built the temple, therefore, to Epona. And but I left her there, you know, to go off to be the centurion, you know, do the thing with the Roman legions and riches, fame and all that stuff, right? Well, I was going through the woods in France and she sent an image of her, you know, so I pulled up my horse and stopped. And there was a rebel or whatever that shot us arrow and hit me right directly in the fruit. Oh, and that was the end of that life. So mostly I get to know how I died. Right. Yeah. Dying on a fiery boat, an arrow. No, I was dead on that one. That I was, I was just. Oh, okay. I was already, I was, well, I was, yeah, no, I was dead. I had infections. It was just, you know, it was. Yeah. That was my last battle. But, you know, hey, I did dial your battle wounds. So I got the heroes send off. Thank you. Thank you for sharing those with us, Bill. It's awesome. They have such an amazing recollection of your previous lives. Well, I mean, you know, it's I don't know, you get you get opened up and then, you know, things like that happen, I guess. You knock on the doors of perception and sometimes you proceed. Well, quick, I want to say hi to everyone that's joined us in the live chat. We have up three and Rachel, Michelle, Noel creations, Frankie G. Tammy T. Propos, Soma. I went to a past life regression therapist and I wound up seeing a future life instead of, oh, that's pretty cool. Tammy says I have been having dreams about past lives. However, not much info coming through. Frankie's saying that she had a past life that she remembers. One was in France and she was a farmer in the 1800s. Two, a child being experimented on in the 1940s and three Japanese war pilot 1930, also a merchant in 900 A.D. in Egypt. So, yeah, that's another one a number of past lives recall. That's awesome. Hi to Lord Seth Vega. Well, practically said my current regression was not good and it made me ill to my stomach. I was a pedo. Oh, wow. Wow. That's pretty deep. Yeah. Okay. So hang on. I kind of got lost. Yeah. Okay. Okay. So hi to Selma. Elaine. That's right. Alina. Hi, Alina and reborn. Soma said I had a past life when I was a madam in the Old West had girls working for me in rooms upstairs from a saloon. I was horrified by that one, but it explains my love of all things Old West. Very cool. Reborn says my hair's cool. Thank you. I'm just grateful at my age I have hair. Yeah, so am I. Right. Lord Seth says I was someone like Darth Vader. It just went dark. Yeah. Hey, Christina. Christina joined. She was with us in the, I did a premiere earlier tonight, the 13 signs you're ready for the New Earth and Christina was in the live chat. So thank you, Christina. Michelle Noel creation says Phil has a warrior soul. Yeah. I did a thing where I went and reviewed. It was a thing from James Tiberon. He went to this progression where you were like on a, in the center with a table round. And basically they were lined up warrior priest, warrior priest, warrior blacksmith, warrior take your choice. Warrior priest or blacksmith. You know, I've been probably been at other things. I mean, I'm not one I haven't remembered though. I've just been told about. So, hey Vera, what's up? Do you have any past lives you'd like to share? Well, I don't actually recall, but I do know I have big connections with Celtic life, with the Celtic energies, Native American probably also because I have also extreme love for ditchery dues. Extreme love for what? Did you reduce? I don't have one. It was made for me from a, like a forest person, street person, whatever, some young hippies, I don't know, in New Mexico, in Silver City, they, I had, there's my cat, my Kika, she's got to inspect. Like, hey, I dig these shirts. Yeah, she likes them. She's like, what are you doing over there? You set this up for me, right? Anyway, I had this little cafe. I'm sorry, I don't mean to interrupt, but they, at the end of the rest, at the end of the night, every, every night of my little restaurant, whatever I had left over in the way of soups or sandwiches, I would just give to these people because they were cool. They just, they were cool people and they would come in anyway. So they gave me a didgeridoo that they made as a gift. I thought that was very cool. That's all I want to say. Thanks. That's cool. That is cool. Here's a good, here's one. I'm reading, I'm reading in the chat. Freelife says, I was a scroll writer in heaven. And then he goes, writer, scroll writer, scroll writer to scroll writer. That was good. Thank you. Thanks for the laugh. That was funny. Thank you. Yeah. So hi, Linda. Hello. Hi, Linda. I'm sorry, I'm not feeling well. Yeah. Linda, in the chat, she said, I have not had recall of past lives. She had one QHHT session that took her to the mid, to the 1920s and told that you had lives as a loved and reveled native healer in the USA. Been through the Orion War. So revered. Revered. That's Valentine right now. So you said that you have not had recall of past lives, but that's what other people have told you. Yeah, I had the one QHT. It was really uncomfortable. My body just, it was really weird. What was uncomfortable about it? I don't know. My body was just, I couldn't get comfortable. And I remember seeing just before that session, Dolores Cannon, somebody channelled or whatever said there was new techniques. Don't try to keep your client under. Let them come out. And I was going, okay, I don't think this practitioner had seen that. I still have the little angel wings that I picked up on the ground going into that session. Oh, wow. Yeah. Well, that's got to have some meaning to it, right? Yeah. And these lives that you were told about, about being a healer and the Orion wars and stuff. Yeah. How does that feel to you? Does that resonate with you as the truth? Do you feel that? Yeah, I think so. And Egypt, Egypt and the pyramids and I've got Egyptian toes. And I used to think that was a good thing. Now I'm not so sure if being in Egyptian was okay. So there was a period during a set where things weren't too good in Egypt, but they've been a very spiritual people. Since, well, I think thoughts came and tamed him about 50,000 years ago. I think that was the actual first time of what we would call I think that's when the land is right in between the 75 and the 50,000 year period right in there. Not this 12,000 year period. I think that's a whole different history that we don't have any clue about. Yeah, I've been told I had lives around Greece and I starved to death in one life. And yeah, probably I can't stand wearing turtlenecks or things around my neck. Bill, I was wondering about your vision problems. How is that tied to a past life? Well, you know, I might have poked a few of my men's eyes on. Well, I was wondering if you got shot maybe in the head or something like that. Yeah, no, that was a yeah, but that was an arrow. I don't remember any bullet wounds, actually. I think I was off world. Yeah. I think the last time I was on this planet and before this incarnation would be okay. So yeah, I'm being told it'll be about 1600. That's but I was a in the end. I was an Indian then. So I still wasn't using bullets. That that that's about the last time I was during the span whenever the Spanish Inquisition was. I think it might have been like around that time. I'm going to look it up right now. Well, yeah, I know this was after the Inquisition time, I think. I mean, I don't know. We try to put this in a linear fashion. I don't know that that's how it went. Yeah, I might have dipped that. Well, I'm curious. Yeah, how that went. I went through all those lives. I am not going to say. The one thing I do notice is that when I incarnate, I tend to incarnate during major epochs in time, you know, the Spanish Inquisition, the end of Atlantis, during Atlantis, you know, times where there these are times where people need to be. And I don't know. It's almost as if I needed to, you know, somehow witness this, I guess, for somebody to be here. To some majors, obviously going to happen in this lifetime. Obviously, something big. I think we all have been here so many times. These these are, and we had to have all of those lives. You know, I don't have any personal memories, but I've been told many times that really do resonate within me about certain different lifestyles, any way that kind of match some of these different lifetimes. But I would just want to say we had to have all of those experiences to bring us to this point, you know, and I don't know. I've never had the desire to check into it because people come to me, you know, and can I, I'm sorry, can I share a story? It's really cool. I think I was in a spiritual group, one of them, in Tucson, and this is probably in the late 90s. And I had always like for, oh, my entire life had this one place in the middle of my back between my shoulder blades that just, it was just painful. There was nothing wrong. You know, there was just an ache there, constant. And during, and the facilitator of this one group that I was with, I was also a Reiki master. And I had had some lots of experience with massage therapy and energy balancing. And so I got to assist in a lot of different places around Tucson. Anyway, so I says anyway, and I talked to her about this. She did some one on one with me, and she pulled out like toothpick size pieces of wood sort of from the front of my chest one night. And then she had another night, I was laying on my stomach, she did like a full Reiki treatment with people around me holding my ankles, etc. And during that session, during that treatment, I felt an enormous pull from the back of me from the middle of my back where that ache was. And I'd really never had any issues since then, honest to God. And during that, though, I saw three, four head to toe, white robed entities like just appear two at my shoulders and two at my hips. And they kind of did some work. And that's when I felt that. And when I came out of it, it's like it was just, I just wanted to share that I don't, you know, and I haven't had any issues with that since. And she told me in the one on one that what happened was in a previous lifetime, one of my siblings, there was only two of us, actually, I was the eldest. And so I was to inherit the lands. And I was out riding one day and she I think we were both he's set a trap and I was impaled from the back. And that's what that was about. That was leftover, you know, residue and stuff. Yeah, I have a few other stories, maybe not right now, because I don't want to hog the time. Other stories about people, you know, psychics or spiritual people that have told me what they see, you know, when I go to psychic fairs or go to new book opening or something. It's quite interesting. I've never had the desire to go seek it. However, in a few years, my son and I are going to go on an ayahuasca trip. Nice. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, you'll have some past life experiences there, but they may not be the most pleasant ones. Honestly, I have felt like I have spent decades, the last couple of few decades, really looking at the balance of because I work with energy so much and crystal so much. And that's just been my fourth day, I guess. And so, you know, in massage therapy, it's not really massage therapy, it's energy balancing, so on and so forth. So, and so everything that I experience, I bring it back home and say, okay, how am I creating this? And do I like it? Or do I, you know, I mean, in your last video tonight, Greg, your live video, I wrote down all of these 13 points and it's like, okay, yeah, that's easy. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. The very last one was learning. See, I think it was, hang on, I got it right here. The last one was experiencing metaphysical abilities that were new to me. I think that's how you put it basically. Yes. Yes. I don't really know that lately, because the things that I guess I would need some clarity on that, you know, before I can claim or own anything. But the point is, there's a point to this, hold on, ties in with what we're doing right now. I don't, I think I have to be fearless is what I'm saying. I can't let, you know, because I had avoided ayahuasca for a long time. I've done mushrooms briefly and it just like was nothing. So I thought, okay, no big deal. I've done the bad stuff like LSD and experienced them, you know, whatever. And I started smoking marijuana at 15 with big gaps, you know, and I am a user because I finally found a strain that works for me best. I never wanted to do ayahuasca because I thought I don't want to lose my mind. You know, it's hard enough to hang on to it right now. Sober on it. That's a control issue, though. Wouldn't you agree? There's something about control. Well, there you go. See. Yeah. And my son is, he's 44. He's incarcerated right now. He's taking care of business. He's a naughty boy. Drugs, you know. Anyway, so I'm going to give him more. No, I'm just kidding. Ayahuasca, he's been selling for a while. Yeah. He's been selling for a while. He could, yeah. Yeah. And I bet you could tell us jammin' about it at the beginning. You'll make sure it happens. He and I are like soulmates and it's just amazing. He's going to be 44, probably 46 when he comes home and that's fine and will still be. But he's all up for it. He goes, Mom, that's exactly what we need, you know, because he understands it's not a drug thing. It's not like an entertainment like you're going out to party. It's a deep soul experience for you. You know, I don't know. I've heard so many, but it's taken me a decade to make this decision because I don't do that lightly. You know, I had my episode with drugs in my 20s and whatever, that's enough, you know. But I don't want any of that. And so, and I didn't really, so it's taken me that long to not only research ayahuasca, but also hear stories and I haven't heard one negative or scary or anything. I would do it. I like that you said it's a control issue. And yes, I have control issues. Yeah. It is a loss of control. Yeah. You have to give, you're kind of, you're forced to surrender. Absolutely. I've been in letting go what I consider a letting go process. I have, you know, letting go. I've been in letting go for, for, for about a year now. So it's like I'm willing to let go and I am letting go. And apparently I have a lot to let go of. Okay. Thanks. Thank you. I did Salvia, Divinarum with, in my last relationship, I did Salvia with the woman I was with. And we both took a huge hit of it and I'm tripping my ass off. And I look over at her and she's going like this. I thought she was swimming. I just started cracking up. I thought it was funny. But apparently she was like fighting off demons or something. Wow. I'm laughing at her. Because in my mind, there's like a little circus going on. But I see everything as being funny, but you don't, you don't think about, you know, what a lot of this stuff does is it magnifies your psyche. Absolutely. If you have some issues going on, you don't want to do that. But, and I'm not advocating anything. But for me, it's like, like I said, there's a little circus going on in my head. Everything's funny. I'm, I just laugh at everything. So there's, when I do it, there's nothing going on in my head. Nothing. Well, I had an older sister. She is four years older than me. And so when I was like 12 and 13 and 14, I saw her experiment with a lot, a lot of drugs and she scared me quite a few times. You know, so I just, I was the youngest of five. I watched all my siblings. It's like, yeah, don't do that. Don't do that. Okay. You know, so in the last spirit chat, somebody was talking about micro, was it micro dosing mushroom? Yeah, micro. Yeah. I could try that. I would do that. I would do that. It's natural. Legal. Oh, it's not legal. That's the thing, right? Well, dang. I would never do anything that's not illegal. Right. Neither would I. I never have. It were. If somebody knows. Now it's not legal or not illegal anymore. So, you know, right. I'm a little mushrooms. I guess that wouldn't be good. No, that would be legal. I wouldn't have anything to do with those. In the chat, I know. Oh, no. No mushrooms were illegal. I really didn't. And the word Seth said that his voice changed when he was under QHT. That's cool. What else do we have here? QHT. Quantum hypnosis healing technique. Oh, thank you. Yeah. Glorious cannons. Yeah. I just wanted to say, I have, over the last year, so done some experimenting with mushrooms that I hadn't done in years. And I don't know. It was weird. People I got them from were shocked that I wasn't getting, you know, friends of mine just lived a few blocks from me. They're herbalists. They make microdose pills. And yeah, I haven't had any in a while. I was. Where do you live? Let me to work and I'll make these things in exchange, because money is just. Where do you live? I live in Calgary. Okay. Yeah. Hard to get mushrooms this time of the year in Calgary. Yeah. Well, yeah, the right connections is probably easier, but yeah. Well, I guess, you know, they say that they get them from cow pies. Yeah. Right. Well, that's the medium in which they grow, but you can throw them inside. I had neighbors in Washington. My next-door neighbors, he had cows, and I let them in my field all the time, the back, like three quarters acre, because it was just field and let them eat in their cow pies everywhere and not one mushroom. So I don't believe it. Really? Well, I tried. Yeah. It depends, I guess, because I've found those mushrooms on cow pies around Washington. I'll keep looking. I will keep looking anywhere. I don't know. It depends on where you are. I'm over in Western Washington, so that might make a difference. That's where I was. I was in Yom. Do you know where Yom is? Yeah. No, that's where I was. That should go those mushrooms pretty well. And once again, I'm not advocating any of this stuff, but what I do appreciate is how that those kind of experiences show you that there's more than what we can perceive with our five senses. It brings me to a place, like Salvia brings me to a place that feels like home. It's just this other dimension that I feel really good there, really good. Yeah. Yeah, these are the little happy pill, microdosing things that, so I went over, he was going to put me to work helping make these things. Yeah. My first time, I had powder everywhere because I forgot to do this. He just put it, he put it all in the box and just put it away. So I wonder if you're supposed to wear masks or if you end up breathing that stuff, you end up getting a contact. I don't wear masks. Never have. Can't blame him. Yeah. So there's this on, on N5D, I want to show you guys this too. Let me do a screen share real quick. On N5D, where'd it go? Oh, darn it. Oh, there it is. Okay. This is a cool article. It's called Third Eye Mirror Meditation. What faces will you see? So what you do is you set up a mirror and you, you look into it and what I, what I do is the mirror is right in front of you. I mean, it's almost as if you're one foot away from yourself and I put a candle in front of me and the lights are off. It's just me, the candle and the mirror and you gaze into like your eyes or into your third eye area and you just gaze and just relax and let it go. And what happens is, and this is how it's kind of tied into past lives, you'll see your, your face morph into all these different aspects of yourself and it can be anything, man, woman, whatever. And it's really fascinating to see yourself. Thanks to Teresial. Change it. Yeah. Yeah. Seriously. Yeah. You never know what you're going to get out of that. So maybe, you know, because the topic is past lives, maybe that is showing us some of our past lives that we've had. Yeah. Yeah, it would be, I would think. I mean, especially if that's what the intention that you went in with. Yeah. Actually, I, when I, when I do that, I don't think I've made any intention. I just relax and let it go and see where it leads me. Well, your intention though is to see what it's going to happen. You're open to the. Yeah. Yeah. You have an intention to be open to the experience. If you don't have that intention, nothing will happen. Yeah. Yeah. Well, I was expecting something to happen, I guess. Yeah. You're right. Expecting it to happen. It's happened every time I've done that. As a matter of fact. Yeah. It's pretty cool. Yeah. No, I've heard about that technique and it is very strange. Yes. In the chat, Susie is asking, how can I find out what my past lives have been? I put that article, Susie, in the chat for the free MP3, past life regression self-hypnosis. So tonight, when you go to sleep, listen to that when you fall asleep tonight and see what it does for you. Hey, Grave, can you share that on Facebook by any chance or in Messenger so I can use it on my phone? Yeah. To keep my computer running while I sleep and then I'll just be awake out about it in the morning. Yeah. Thank you. No problem. Hey, Christina, you there? Why are you being all quiet? All right, Mike's off. Oh, there you are. Can you hear me okay? Yeah. Tell us about your past lives. There are so many. Bring it on. Yeah. I mean, I only touched on a few, really. Same here. We're interested. Okay. I was able to connect two past lives. Well, what I thought were two past lives were actually the same. Let's see. Or where do I start? Okay. So in 2015, you guys can hear me okay, right? Yeah. Okay. Can't see you. We can hear you. Oh, I can. We can hear you. I thought I was muted. There you are. Okay. So in 2015, I did a past life regression with Eva Marquez. If you don't know her, she's a channeler, a Pleiadian, wonderful, beautiful being. And she told me that I had a past life with Jesus being a teacher in Omran with the Essenes and that she saw me with the scrolls. And I had the some kind of like wooden beads that I would use for math. And I used like a light energy to teach different people that were coming to the school. But what I find really fascinating is that when I did another QHHT session two years ago, is that I had this life where I was underground and I'm a very tall being. But humanoid, to me I felt like a hybrid. But I sensed that this was Egypt. And in this life, I was shown I was working with scrolls again. And I had this big wooden table and I would move the scrolls mentally. Okay. I wouldn't touch them. And I would lay them out and I would document different things in there and had I remember there being a light energy too that I utilized. And I would put these scrolls up into these little cubbies. Now this room had it was at least 20, 30 feet, big square room. And I felt like I was underground. And at the very top of the ceiling were little slits. And what I remember so so clearly with this is looking up and seeing the sun come down through the slit and that lit up the room for me. So I'm a very tall being and I'm wearing plain robes. And I remember moving the scrolls being connected to the scrolls. And I saw that I was having to travel with the scrolls. Okay. I needed to move them from where I was. And and I was connected. I had always been connected to the name Anuka. And I was shown that this this life was particularly Anuka. And I was on the island in the middle middle of a river. And it was and I felt like it was Egypt. And what I find really, really cool is that when I searched for Anuka, A-N-U-K-A-H, I found Anuka A-N-U-K-A is another name for Anuket, the Egyptian goddess. And she was part of a triad on Elephantine, the island which is on the Anile river. And so I saw myself moving these scrolls. And what I found recently with my research was that the scrolls on Elephantine are connected to the Dead Sea Scrolls which are connected to the Essenes. Okay. So these scrolls scholars show that they're similar. Right. And I know by my intuition, I remember traveling up the Nile and going through through this big gate. And what I realized is this is Petra after I looked at pictures. And I was so flabbergasted to see that Petra is actually in between Egypt and the Dead Sea, the Qamran. But when I arrived at Petra, there were other people who looked like me. They were tall, big beings. And of course there were the small humans. But when I went through the gate of Petra, there was like this source, like a mini sun. And you know how I love the sun and I'm so connected to the sun from another past life. You know, we're all connected because we're all from sorts, right? But this was a peculiar energy. It was different. I didn't get like a benevolent feeling about this energy. And I saw people who looked like me utilizing this energy, almost like feeding off of it. And so I didn't, I remember not resonating with that, but I needed to go through Petra. That's where my people were from. And I really wanted just to teach and be connected to the scrolls. Like for some reason, the scrolls is like so ingrained in me. And what I realized is that these scrolls I transported up to the Essenes. And the Essenes is, I was there, that being teaching the stuff that I knew, like the just light energy and loving energy and what we can do with sound and math and just being off of that source energy. And I just find it so amazing that I was able to connect what I thought were two different past lives were actually one. Another thing that's very interesting is Sumeria, the Anunnaki, right? They're tall beings when they mated with the humans. What were those called? Like the Watchers, the Nephilim, things like that. Yes, the Nephilim. So I was wondering if that was possibly what I was. And there was bad Nephilim utilizing something at Petra. But I didn't want to be part of that. I would just want it to be, you know, I love the humans. I cared for them, you know? And I just find that fascinating that there are ties from Egypt, like some of the way the hieroglyphs are with ancient Sumeria. And if you look on the Earth map, they are so close to each other. So I really believe that Egypt took some of that Sumerian, you know, culture and was off of that. So I just, I find that really fascinating. Yeah, very cool. Lots of detail in that. That's amazing. Because I've been like really researching this past lives since like 2015, like and how I feel in my connection, you know, and just to find all the little clues of it all coming together, you know. Did you ever want to name your daughter Anika? No. No, that would be a cool name. I named my dog and she's with me. And she's, she's actually a white tiger. Her spirit is she comes to me. And when she gets in the bed, she's actually looks like a white tiger. But she's a little pit bull brindle. But I know what she is. She's a white tiger. But I named her Anupet. Oh, okay. That's cool. Which the veterinarians is like a new pet, like she's a brand new pet. I said no, Anupet. Anupet. A new pet? No. It's a goddess, dammit. Don't you know your Egyptian goddesses? Come on. I know that you mentioned like you're from Lyra and Pleiades and where was the other place you mentioned? The Apollo. Oh, you're right. Yeah. Yeah, I keep being shown that I have ties to that too. Uh-huh. But back to the past life with what Eva told me with Jesus was really fascinating because I did a QHT last year with Nicole Frolick as the alchemy program. And within there, they were doing, they were doing QHT, so I signed up for one. And it was with Christina and she took me to the rings of Saturn. And I think I told you guys about this briefly in the Patreon chat about being taken to the rings of Saturn. Oh, yeah. Yeah. Like, you know, Superman's pod? Like, yeah, I was in a little pod and I went through the galaxy and I remember coming down and circling around the rings and then I ended up in what seemed like an ancient creation, like the big columns, the really big stone steps going into this room. And then and there is the long table, but instead of just humans, it's a bunch of different beings. And there in the center of the table is Jesus again. And he's like, yeah, hey, how are you again? You know, like just that connection. Are you stalking me? But what they were doing there on the rings of Saturn. He was stalking you. Right? Yeah, I don't know. I just know we're connected. I mean, we all are connected to him. We're all connected to the sword. So, but what I find fascinating is I get to see him two different lives. And just to see that it was a council meeting and I'm a very tall, kind of like the picture that you guys saw of my avatar. Yeah. But she's a really, really pearly blue, very, very the lightest shade of blue, almost white. And she had a crown on the back instead of the crown being traditionally up front. It was in the back of the head. So wrapped around the back of my head and there was like light and sparkles emitting from the back of it. And that's what I look like. So I don't know what type of being that was just a really tall, like nine foot blue, bluish, white being bald. I didn't have any hair. Beautiful gown. And I was told by Yovanda that she saw me during one of my light language videos. She sent me a message on Instagram. She said, while I was watching your light language video, I saw a tall, light blue pearl being. She had a crown on the back of her head and a blue dress. And I was like, and she said, what I was shown was that particular life you were an ambassador of some sort, but you were also a singer that people would come to you and listen to your voice. And I got chills all through my body. Because if anyone out there who has seen Fifth Element, there's the blue singer in the movie, the Fifth Element with Bruce Willis. The first time I saw that as a young girl, I started to cry. I felt so connected to her singing on that stage, this beautiful blue being that opera tone and how she was just singing and how everyone's mesmerized by her song. And now I know why because I used to do the same thing. And I was a tall blue being, bald being. Do you think the light language comes from one of these past lives that you've had that you do? I definitely, I believe so that they're still trying to bring that energy through me and share like especially when I do the singing with it, you know. Yeah. Your sound sounds really good. I don't know what kind of microphone you're using, but Moana, M-A-O-N-A? M-A-O-N-A, yeah. Maybe I should recommend that to Ali. But yeah, it sounds really good if you're going to do like, you know, videos with that. I assume that you are, right? Yeah, I'm just starting to get my feet wet on my channel. Have you had any? Christina Love, if you search my name, but with the heart instead of the O, you can do Christina Love light language. It should come up. Yeah, you should all be subscribed to that anyway. Just like Phil's channel and obviously mine. What's wrong with you if you're not? Well, because I didn't know she had one yet, okay? Settle down. And I'm just leaving. Sorry, I'll catch up. I'll subscribe, I promise. Yeah. Does anyone have like a past life recently? I mean in the last 100, 200 years? Well, if you want to count forward, I had one. Because I was wondering, I was wondering, you know, how, you know, all right, so you have a life here, you die, you go to the other side. I wonder how long it takes to recharge the batteries, you know, to say, okay, I'm ready to go back in again. I would think after 100 years, you're like, no, not yet. No, I don't want to go back there yet. It depends on if you, if you accomplished what you wanted to accomplish, you know, you can go back right away, maybe. I mean, I think it takes time because like, well, it's no time off, not on earth, but on earth, you know, it could take some years. I believe we walk around with, you know, spend some time with families if we want to be with that couple or whatever, if it's going to fit our, whatever our agenda is. And for the record, I'm really, really attracted to like the pioneer days going across America, you know, I have a lot of Native American interests as well. And, and just, I really, really feel connected. So I think if, if I did have a current one, it would be, you know, in the late 1700, 1800s, I mean, you may, yeah, somewhere around the 1800s, somewhere where they're coming out West, you know. So I'm wondering, I'm wondering about, you know, like, like, Allie and me, when we were on the other side of the veil, trying to agree on who's coming down first and where we're going to land and all this shit, you know, and I can see me like looking down, you know, just saying, oh, I don't know if I'm ready to go in yet. And Allie's like, yeah, you are. There I go. Get in there. I need you with me. I don't know if there's, see you later, sucker. Anyway, as to the times, well, for one thing, once you die, there is no time. That's true. The good point is you have a life review. And sometimes if you are a really bad person and really mean to people, that might take you some time. But there is no time. But there is no time. Greg, you said something in the past 100 years. Yeah. Yeah. In fact, this I have to go back to when it started, but this was back when I was around six, seven years old, started having dreams. And the first one, I didn't know anything about military uniforms and all that junk back in. But the first one thing was, I let myself, it was in Woodard area and I didn't see the old machine gun nest over here and I come up off or come up to go in and got gunned down. And that was back and that was World War One. Wow. Now, it came back quickly. Now, W2, the same thing again. Really? I was drawing pictures of Japanese zeros and bombers and wildcats and porters on paper and junk like that, drawing them out. And the same thing happened again. Wow. I was on some beach landing is what it was. And I got hit with another machine gun. And it was Marine Corps then, it was the Marine Corps the second time. And what do I do when I turn 18? I joined Marine Corps. Only this time it turned out different. So I'm not sure if that has anything to do with those are the main things right there. Wow. That night before last, I was shown something. Like I said, that dark place ain't empty. But I was trying to figure out what it was and I never can remember what writings, but it looked like a headstone and this thing was ancient. But I couldn't remember. I read it, but I can't remember exactly what it said. So I don't know, I'm not sure where I'm at at this point in time. I know I'm still advancing. I'm still moving forward. That's fascinating that you came back three times in a hundred years. Well, that's what I was, you know, they've never listened. Yeah, no, you can do that. Like I said, there is that life review is kind of a, it can go quicker or long depending on how you want to deal with it. If you can handle it. You can come back within five, 10 years. See, I could, you know, I could, I could see, you know, say, say, you know, get hit by a bus tomorrow, you know, and I died. That makes a different story that because you're, that's unexpected. Yeah, but, you know, my daughter's say, say my daughter has a child. I might want to come back as the child just so I can be with her. Yeah, right. It does happen. But I think what I'd end up doing, I'd probably stand the other side of the veil and I'd haunt whoever tries to hit on Ally. Oh, don't want her to have no happiness after you go. Oh, that's kind of mean. I know, I'm just, I'm just joking. I definitely wouldn't do that to Yara. I would just, it was kind of a hard to say who's going to last the longest. Yeah, even though she's younger, she's got issues too. It's the whole thing is that you just have to take every moment that you get and do the best you can with it. Try to be nice to people. Be kind. That way, that life review isn't all that bad. It goes pretty quick. Yeah, yeah. Well, like Dolores said too, forgive. You know, that helps. Yeah. I mean, if you want to get rid of you, Carmen, that's the first thing you got to do, is forgive everybody else of theirs. In the chat, Christina put a link to her YouTube channel. So you guys love light language. Christina does a lot of great light language there. Phil does too. I already had to subscribe to her. Good. Good. And like I said, Phil does light language too. So, you know, be sure to check out Phil's channel. We all have channels. You know, everyone subscribed to everyone's channels. I don't have one. You put it in the family. I have one. Yes. Subscribe to yours. Actually, I do have a channel, but I haven't put anything on there in like 10 years. I don't even know. I was in the forest and I didn't know what I was doing. And I just like, okay, it sits there. Okay. You know, whatever. Maybe I can pull it out of the, you know, cobwebs. But I wanted to, oh, I had something to say. Dang it. Someone once told me long time ago that there was an energy shift. This is probably around, I don't even know. When I learned it, it was before the year 2000. However, I don't remember exactly when she said it was, but there was an energy shift and everybody's like karma was wiped away completely. And she reiterated that several times, like whatever karma you have is what you're creating right now, whether it's good or bad or whatever your perception of good and bad karma is, you know, so, and that's, that's kind of how I've lived from that moment. It's like, okay, that's easy. I don't have anything to worry about from the past, no matter what it is. It's healing, you know, it doesn't mean, but again, it's like, I don't intend to be an asshole, so excuse my language. And so I'm not, you know, and I think if you're going to live that good life, the life of life and love, whatever. Yeah, I don't even, it doesn't even occur to me to, I can't say that that's not true. It doesn't even occur to me that there's bad karma, because I don't know, I don't know, you know, can we, can we incur bad karma without even knowing what we're doing? Like, can we hurt people's feelings and that, and that builds bad karma, even though we're not hurting somebody's feelings, you know. Yeah, unintentionally, you can, yeah, I'd imagine that's possible, but that kind of gets on the receiving right there, you think about it. What was that? Critical race theory. You're guilty just because you're your color. Right. Well, guilty by association does not make a guilty man. I agree with you. However, if you let something happen, you know they're doing it, then of course that would make you guilty by association in my opinion. However, if you know better, you know, but if you don't know better, it's like the native, you know, the guy comes along wanting him to, wanting him to convert to Christianity and tells him about Jesus and all this, and, you know, tells him if he doesn't get saved and all this, he's going to go to hell. And the native says, well, what would happen if he didn't tell me this? And he goes, well, I guess, you know, you wouldn't go to hell. And he goes, and why did you tell me? You know, I was like, just, you know, I don't know. Right. Well, I mean, that old hell thing, that is definitely dogma. Yep. Yep. I agree. Because the only hell you we've got is the one we create. And the only devil there is is the one we are. So don't be a devil and don't create hell. I know we're supposed to embrace our dark side. I mean, there has to be the balance because we live in this universe. We're supposed to integrate it and learn from it. It's the negative contrast is there to teach us stuff, right? Yeah. So that's what our negative side is, or our shadow side is. It's got lessons for it. It's got oftentimes it's got gifts that are hidden within the shadow. Sure. One of my animal totems is coyote, which is the trickster. And just about every time I trip myself up, I thank coyote. Thank you. Thank you, coyote. For, you know, a little shit. So I can blame myself being a klutz on having a coyote shadow animal, severe animal. Blame that on coyote. Okay. I'm a klutz. I can't help it. I own being a klutz. If you think about the roadrunner in coyote, the cartoons, you know, he trips himself up all the time because he's just not learning his lesson. So the idea is learn your lesson. Come on already. Stop buying from Acme. Yeah, if he's got money, if he's got money to buy from Acme, why doesn't he just buy groceries? You know, really? You're chasing his damn rabbit and you could order chicken. Roadrunner. Yeah. He's got no meat on his bones anyway. So he's going to be all stringy. Well, we've seen coyotes. They don't have the best physical attributes. Long-legged skinny. That's because they usually live in pretty deserty conditions. Yes. Oh. We're out in the middle of nowhere. Like in the upstate New York, they have them. Well, actually, they're being forced into cities. They are coming into the city outskirts. I've heard a few here, actually in Arkansas in the last, been here six months, seven months. I've heard a few. Well, guys, I think we're out of past lives. Anyone else have anything they want to add? I can share something. I can share one. I went to a book fair. It was a new psychic book fair in a little jewelry store and books, and I thought, oh, crystals, and that's my kind of place. I'm going to go to the opening. There are people doing readings, and I wasn't really prepared financially or whatever, psychology, whatever. I wasn't prepared to get a reading. I was still in a place of, I'm not sure I want to hear, and I don't know that I believe 100%, but I'll go see. I was still learning. And anyway, and one woman called me into her room. She had these enormous crystals, and she just kind of invited us in, didn't cost anything. Just kind of stare at the crystals and kind of meditate, and I found myself in a whole different world, I'm telling you. Anyway, and afterward, she pulled me aside. She goes, I have something to tell you. I want to tell you about a past life. And I said, well, I didn't really come prepared to have a reading. And she goes, no, no, this is on the house. I really feel the need to tell you this. And she did. And she described me as a taller being, but not abnormally tall, just taller than I am in this life, which is like five foot and nothing almost. Long blonde hair. And we had silver bands that went around our forehead with a crystal over our third eye. I had three sisters. And we all had special gifts. One had the gift of sight in that she might say, Oh, you know what, I think there's going to be a disaster over at this such and such farm. In the next couple of days, you might want to keep your eyes and ears open. And another one would say, okay, and already know what herbs or whatever to gather for any kind of healing process. And there was another person, one of us who laid hands on and could do actual healing that way. And the fourth one, I'm trying to remember maybe that was the site, the site, the herbs, the laying of hands and the other one. Gosh, I don't remember at this point. Sorry, you guys is pretty cool. Anyway, and she just gave me the most wonderful reading. And that was about 600 years before the time of Christ. And we lived in a village outside the village, we kind of lived outside in the rural of this village. And, and ultimately, we were tortured and put to death because of our beliefs, because our healing abilities, they thought it was, you know, evil. And I think the, I think the other sister had crystals or something. Had to have been it, that's what keeps popping into my mind. Anyway, and so in this lifetime, she said it ties in because there are four of us when she said at that time, the parents were pretty spiritual, very, very spiritual. But at one point, one of them, maybe both of them got into the dark arts. And that's what caused wreaked havoc on the village, I guess. And so they, that's why they tortured and put us to death. So in this lifetime, I have, there are four of us. And three of us. Wow. At one point, we're really just kind of soaring in, gathering spiritual knowledge, breaking away from Catholicism, you know, and seem to be seemingly on the same page on so many levels in the metaphysical world. You know, one sister actually turned off and went to psychology. And she's just, I don't want to speak ill of her. So we don't speak anyway. The elder sister and I are pretty close and she's more into the alien side of things, you know, wants to know about extraterrestrials and our origins there. And at the same time, then the fourth sister, actually, she's passed on now. She was born. There are many reasons I don't have any idea. There was no real diagnosis for what I think she's an idiot, Savant was. I mean, she could describe any job and you know, she couldn't even fill out an application because she couldn't spell after however many years we've been alive two years older than me still couldn't spell my name. I get it. I don't care, but she gave me the shirt off her back. I miss her. She's amazing. And however, yeah, you just I don't know what to say about Gina, but I miss her and I love her anyway. So it fit on many levels at the time. At the same time, you know, with the other yeah, that that's just about all I can say about that. I guess it just seemed to fit me anyway. I don't know if any of these siblings are tied in in this lifetime. However, my mother got into some dark stuff early on. She was into astrology, a great deal, and I'm not considering that dark because I love it. And it's very much part of, you know, well, it has been a big part of my life. Anyway, point is, I'd come home from school and she's watching these really dark things like dark shadows. That was not something for a five or six or seven year old, 10 year old to come home to. She just, yeah, she's, my mom has passed on and that's good. I think she was a walk in actually. When I was 15 months old, she was very depressed and she got mad at my dad and she put all of us in a car and went down the highway and ran head into a big semi. And she tried to kill herself and all of us kids in it, of course backfired. She was in a coma for nine months. And I think that she left. I think there was a walk in and this walk in just, just wreaked havoc. And I don't know. So I think, well, if we walk with our family and we, did we know ahead of time, my oldest sister says, yes, I believe we knew ahead of time that this wreck was going to happen and it was going to turn our lives upside down. And that was necessary. I don't know. I see it as the entities at the powers that be that want us dead and take out a light worker anywhere we can. I didn't work. So I'm still here and my sister's still here. You know what I mean? My, my, my, the sister that passed away, she started having headaches years ago and she would ignore it and ignore it and ignore it. And when they finally hospitalized her because she passed out and her daughter and son checked on her. And anyway, they found a brain tumor in her brain. And as soon as it hit the oxygen, it spread out like tentacles on octopus just all the way through. There was no way to save her. And I wonder if something happened when she was born or if she was born with that to make her little odd, you know, okay, enough about me. That's, yeah. So I thought that was, those are interesting tidbits of past life information. I've never really done any past life regression. Again, you know, kind of curious, but I don't know if it's necessary. This life takes up a whole lot of my attention as it is. You know, it makes me think, you know, and thank you for sharing that. It makes me think about, you know, how many, how many people in this particular soul group of ours, our star family and soul group, how many of us were killed because we were into alchemy or whatever, but it was looked at as witchcraft. Yeah. You know, yes, yes. You know, trying to, you know, make, make medicine from the earth or whatever, you know, things that pagans might do or, you know, and but yet it was misunderstood. Oh, you know, they're using spells to create, which are only affirmations. I mean, for God's sake, basically. Yeah, it's gratitude for what already is. Hello. I mean, I do remember being burned because I was seen as a witch in the past life. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I had nightmares about getting burned and to get on top of it. I tried to keep it rewind, rewind until I saw, no matter what happened, the flames didn't touch me because I was scared for fire. How do you feel about fire now? I mean, does that frighten you? Like, would you ever consider, oh, not now, but maybe being a fireman, would that something that you ever thought of, like when you were growing up? Yep. And I ate any type of info what to do when the fire occurs. Yeah. And I had once that the flames went into the frying pan and up to the, how you call it, I think, on top of your stove that pulls out the air, the fan or whatever the fan. So that went in the flames. And the only thing I could do was put a wet cloth and keep it there. Smart. So that there would be no air coming in and walked outside to see if there was no smoke. And there was nothing wrong. But yeah, I made sure I knew every inch and out what you need to do. That's good. Yeah. And then I saw a movie, Tower Inferno. I was too scared to look at night. So I videotaped it. And in the morning, around 10 a.m., I watched it hiding behind the couch every time and still looking until I watched it about, I think, 20 times. And I'm no longer fearful of that type of fire. Good, good. I guess, you know, maybe that was part of your challenge in this incarnation was to overcome that, right? Yeah. Yeah. And it's also a way my dad inspired, let me know there's something wrong with an appliance. I hear either I smell some wood burning or a plastic being, yeah, the smell of burning plastic. And the first thing I do is walk over to the last appliance I've started, I put on. And if I smell anything that doesn't, I turn it off. And usually I'm right. Things like that scare me too. I mean, I usually, I tend to unplug all my appliances if I'm not going to use them. Just because other than like the TV or computer, it's just everything else is like unplug it. Well, here in the Netherlands, that type of, say short circuiting is really good, secured. So even if I touch the wire and ground myself, all lights are out and I have to walk over and so that's secured. Vera, I have to tell you that picture in your green screen back there is so cute that when you sit a certain way like now looks like you have a ponytail. I know. That's true. Yeah. One day I have a doggy back in my life. I'm not a boy. Yeah. So that's pretty quiet at the moment. I even moved the guinea pigs to the bedroom. So I hear something so I can sleep. Well, guys, we're going to wrap it up there. I want to thank everybody for joining us here on Zoom as well as in the YouTube chat room. And if you're watching this on the recorded version, thanks for joining us there as well. And I just want everyone to know you are love, you, you, you, you, everybody watching, you are love. You are appreciated and thank you all for your service to humanity. So on behalf of all these lovely beings that are joining me here on Zoom and everybody that's joined us in the live chat, I want to thank you all for being here and sending you all unlimited or forever unlimited love and light. Love you all so much. Take care and we'll see you the next time. Namaste, folks. Namaste. Thanks, everybody. Oh, yeah. And if you haven't already, check out that free MP3 past life regression link I put in the chat room. So it might trigger a past life for you guys tonight. Hopefully it will. And if it does, leave a comment below. Love you all. Good night.