 everybody welcome to a very, very special episode of Esoteric Atlanta. This is an episode brought to you by you. I'm going to be answering some of your questions today. If you are new to this channel and this is the first video you're watching, you're probably thinking who the hell is this lady and why do I want to hear her answers to some questions? That's okay. I would suggest that you start with some of our other videos first so that you get to know me better. Now it is really early in the morning on Friday, May 28th. This video will not air until Sunday. However, I think my sister might be in labor. Therefore, I might be a new aunt by the end of the day. We'll see. I love being an aunt. I have a nephew and a niece and now I'm about to have another niece. I'm super, super, super excited. I wanted to get this video done before my new niece takes me away. All right. Let's get started. This was inspired because one of our subscribers here, Tanya, asked about my t-shirts in a previous video. I realized we hadn't done a Q and A in a really long time. I had somebody else, Taylor, ask in the question section also about my t-shirts that I wear that are cut. I wore this specifically because it is a cut t-shirt. The story behind my cut t-shirt, my job in real life is I am a Mysore teacher. I teach Afshan Yoga in a Mysore setting, which is the traditional setting to teach yoga. Now, I personally don't like wearing tight clothes. I hate wearing blue jeans. I like wearing yoga pants, but tight tops, jeans, I just never felt comfortable. Those really cute workout tops that you can get in the store that are tight, I would wear those, but I would always get really uncomfortable. When I would wear them for practice, it wouldn't be that big of a deal because I would only have them on for two hours max. But when you're teaching Mysore, you're in this hot, sweaty room for three, four hours. I was getting really, really annoyed with these tight tops. Now, I had cut some t-shirts previously in my twenties and I went home one day and decided that I was just going to cut the t-shirt and wear that to teach in. Well, it was so comfortable that I started cutting all of my t-shirts. In fact, my boyfriend now cuts his t-shirts as well. There's no skill involved with cutting your t-shirt. If I can do it, anybody can do it. I don't know how to sew. I know that there are people online. You can look on Pinterest. People can sew in cool ribbons in their t-shirts or whatnot. I'm not that fancy. I don't know how to do that. A lot of the t-shirts I wear when I record are not necessarily t-shirts I wear to practice in now. I kind of have two different wardrobes, t-shirts that are more for street wear versus t-shirts that I wear when I'm teaching or practicing. This is one of the t-shirts. Basically, all I do is I cut around the armhole. When you first start, make sure you use a t-shirt that you don't mind messing up, because when you first start, you might be a little bit nervous. When you first start, I would suggest definitely start with just cutting around the seam of the armhole, the seam of the neck. Then when you feel more confident in your ability to cut, then you can start to make the shapes a little bit different. For example, this one, I cut the armhole a little bit bigger. I also created a v-neck, which I've done with some of my other t-shirts as well. Now, I'm not super anal retentive. I don't like measure to make sure each armpit hole is matching and all that good stuff, because I actually like the imperfections of that style. I have a white castle t-shirt that I cut and one of the sleeves is thinner than the other one, but I actually really like the way that turned out. I would suggest, again, just starting with some old t-shirts that you don't mind messing up and then move on from there to t-shirts that you want to look a certain way. Sometimes what I'll do is I'll actually go to a place like Target and I'll go to the men's department and I will get like this is a men's small from Target. Therefore, it gives me some some space. It's splousy and I can cut cut cut and create my own t-shirt. Sometimes the women's shirts are still a little tight and they don't look as good when they're cut, but that's just for my body. You have to do what works for your body and what you are comfortable with. If you start cutting your t-shirts and if you want me to, email me pictures of your t-shirts and I'll do a video of all the t-shirts from around the world. People have cut because it truly is super comfortable, especially if you live in an area like I live where it's really, really, really hot in the summertime. I mean they call us hot Lana. This is the sunbelt and it's humid and so it's nice to be able to wear something that's loose and cotton and breathable. All right, so I'm just going to go down the list. So Kari says, Hiya, there was a moment you were speaking to Tom when you had mentioned about Shakespeare and Helen Keller not being who we've been taught. Can you provide more info as my search stalled? But I seek the truth. All right, well I don't know much about Helen Keller so that might have been from somebody else, but I do believe I've heard that as well that maybe Helen Keller who we've been taught she was, but I don't have much information on that. I have driven through her hometown though which was interesting. As far as Shakespeare, I did a brief Monday mystery video on Shakespeare which I'll place in the description box below. And the Monday mysteries I do are supposed to be fun. They're supposed to be more like fun topics and so that's why I picked the Shakespeare. The first time the identity of William Shakespeare was brought up in my life was when I was a junior in high school and it was my honors English class. So that was 21 years ago and it just makes sense to me. I do believe that it was Francis Sir Francis Bacon. There's a lot about Sir Francis Bacon that's very mysterious especially when it comes to like the dark cult, the cabal, and as we know a lot of what we've been taught in our world has been very much manipulated by these elites. Now someone did suggest that I do like a round table about the identity of Shakespeare because there's all these other different theories as well and I would really love to do that. I don't feel like I am scholarly enough to be able to contribute much more to the conversation except for the fact that I believe it was Sir Francis Bacon and I have my reasons. But my reasons are more based in like conspiracy and have a lot to do with like the Georgia Guidestones, all that kind of stuff. So I would love it if you guys know any scholars out there perhaps that have their own YouTube channels that would love to have a discussion about who Shakespeare really was with different viewpoints and different opinions. Let me know and I would love to bring those people on my channel and let them all talk about their viewpoints on who they believe the person really was even if they believe it really was some guy from Stratford upon Avon. Now I will suggest when you are researching like the identity of Shakespeare, don't use Google. Google is censored. I use DuckDuckGo and you can even find like lectures and videos on DuckDuckGo that are heavily censored on platforms like Google. But I will say one of the most interesting things about the theory of Shakespeare which really could be a good starting point in your own research is the fact that throughout his plays there are messages sent obviously to people in the know. For example in my video on Shakespeare I brought up Hollow Earth. In the Midsummer Night's Dream there is a mention of the Hollow Earth and that's really fascinating. And so I would start with that if you want to do it even deeper dive than what I did for our show, for our Mystery Monday show. Just look up under DuckDuckGo coding within the Shakespearean plays, coding within the King James Bible because the King James Bible was also allegedly written by Shakespeare and we know King James as one of save and taught us was a Freemason. That's not shocking to anybody on this channel. So next question, Adon George, I hope I'm saying your name right says I would love to hear the story of your awakening which some may know but as a newest viewer I'm wondering what your aha moment was. Well thank you so much for being a newest viewer. I appreciate all you guys who come to my channel and listen to me talk so and listen to me share my crazy ideas. I super appreciate you being here. This channel really would not exist if it weren't for you guys so I thank you so much for that. So I had some moments that were like aha moments but I had a lot of experiences when I was younger that were very odd. I had a lot of paranormal experiences. I am RH negative which we've talked about extensively on this channel which is kind of the bloodline of the elite and again my great great great grandfather was born into the English royal family. I've had a lot of really weird health issues associated with that and so there was always something kind of going on internally within me even as a child which maybe didn't allow me to fall hook line and sinker for a lot of the propaganda that we were taught as kids. I got extremely sick when I was 15 it was super super weird just to kind of be brief about it. I woke up with like all the lymph nodes in my body swollen one morning under my armpits everything like that I couldn't put my arms down they were so big. I had scratch marks all over my body. My body temperature is typically at 96 which is normal for an RH negative for the body temperature to be low and normally it's 98.6 Fahrenheit as average again my 96 typical every day but when I was 15 my body temperature actually dropped down to 92 and some other really weird stuff happened like I would be laying in the bed and I wouldn't be able to like I'd be like spreading all the bed and I couldn't move my arms and my legs it felt like I was being pinned down my parents would have to come like knock my arms and my legs just to get them to move again very very very strange and I just eventually got better I was tested for everything leukemia diabetes you name it I was tested for at spinal tabs all sorts of stuff and obviously everything came back negative. I believe now that was a very spiritual thing that happened to me I believe it was like a rite of passage from this bloodline and so even though at that point I didn't know that's what that was I think I kind of intuitively understood that that was something pretty major and it did it definitely changed the direction of my life but then I had another really big aha moment in 2016 now the 2016 elections presidential elections the big ones that kind of started this whole thing off with number 17 and the military movement with the alliance I was unaware of that in 2016 and actually that was the one presidential election I didn't vote in I had gone through a lot I was in India at the time and I usually vote in every single election and I just did not vote in this one I just could not focus I you know Hillary Clinton who wants to vote for Hillary Clinton I mean come on even even diehard democrats know that she's corrupt and she's awful so and of course at that point Mr. T was just like this really rich like billionaire that owned real estate and he was a reality show guy and I just was like whatever anyway so when he won my boyfriend and I were in India and it was just kind of like oh okay and I remember actually being kind of excited that at least Hillary didn't win you know like well let's just see what this guy can do because he's not a politician around the same time I was um taking an oil bath which we do that in Astana yoga an oil bath is basically you lather yourself up with like castor oil and you sit from anywhere from 10 minutes to like an hour and let the castor oil like pull out inflammation from your body and so I was taking an oil bath I had oil over me and I'd set my computer up and I was watching uh something my boyfriend had been wanting me to watch which was this Jordan Maxwell documentary or lecture on the Saturn alien brotherhood the cult of Saturn and if I can find that video with censorship it might not be available but if I can find it I'll link that video down in the description box below and I was stuck sitting on this floor with oil all over me all over my hands so I couldn't stop stop the video so I had to sit there like the whole hour and listen to this lecture and it unnerved me it wasn't even like a red pill it was a black pill like it put me through such a depression that it took me about a year to really accept everything that was said and again the reason why it put me in that depression is because I knew it was true I knew everything he was saying was true I am also a distant relative of uh Strong Thurman who was like the longest running senator in the United States of America he was my grandmother's cousin on my mom's side and so I have a lot of kind of ties loose ties to this cabal which I think I kind of intuitively knew even though my family is not active or not a part of this cabal at all I've written a Presbyterian home we went to church twice a week all that good stuff and around the time that number 17 started posting my boyfriend had been following this woman called Megan on and I can't say too too much because of censorship but she was posting first about stuff going down behind the scenes between this alliance and this like you know dark cult cabal that had been running our world I already knew that Washington DC was like satanic I already knew that I think most people kind of already know that but I didn't realize how in depth their depravity reached until number 17 when number 16 plus one have to be really careful about what I say started posting we started doing some some loose research we would just kind of loosely follow it and everything started to make sense and I don't remember like actually a moment where I accepted where it like really hit me what they you know do as far as like their drug party as Janine calls it the you know the wine you know what I'm saying I don't actually remember like learning about that and then having this moment this shocked moment I think it was just a slow learning and all of a sudden being like yeah this this is real and it's all over the Bible this stuff is all in the Bible and I'm just really excited that we get to be alive and to witness this I know that it's going to be a crazy summer I've heard some stuff might be going down that might shock us all but it's necessary in order for all of this to straighten itself out and you know there's no excuse for what these people have done and so I'm excited as I'm sure all of you are to actually be here on this planet at this time and witness everything that's happening and witness a timeline shift where now we get to go into the age of Aquarius and we get to live by different rules okay so next question secretly sweet Lottie he wrote yes a question popped up today about our known origins of dinosaurs are they another Psyop what are the earliest actual recordings of dinosaur bones are the ones in our museums completely made up to back up Darwin's theories thus is Darwin's story also Kabbalah's fantasy concocted from Masonic rites possibly I you know I'm pretty you know as far as like my own personal opinion on things I don't really open mind a person I really am I have my my strong beliefs like I know for sure that right now we're in a battle between good and evil and I know for sure things have been manipulated but I was I've been thinking a lot about like our timeline and here's kind of my opinion on like dinosaurs and our timeline and all that kind of stuff and take it with a grain of salt I'm not even attached to my own opinion I'm willing to be proved wrong on this this is just kind of what I think might be somewhat close to the actual truth compared to what they're telling us so a lot of Christians will say that our earth is only about 6000 years old and I actually do not believe that the earth is only 6000 years old I think the timeline that we're on right now is a 6000 year timeline I do believe that Atlantis was here before we were here now as far as the the people that lived on Atlantis I don't know if they've looked like you or me they might have been like alien life I have no idea but I do believe that something happened to destroy Atlantis and then a new timeline started which would be like the creation story that we see in the bible and in the Quran and in the Torah now as far as dinosaurs yes Darwin in my opinion from my research was a complete Freemason Luciferian now people will like to tell you that Darwin was an atheist but you cannot be a Freemason if you are an atheist so that's BS I know I I know that I do not trust the Smithsonian at all and that's because of my deep dive into the giants that the Smithsonian according to my research has been actively sued because of trying to get rid of evidence of giants that then would disprove evolution and they want to stick to this narrative now this narrative of evolution in my opinion is is one that makes us feel not special that we're just some accident some cataclysm of nature and there's nothing about us that means anything which is nothing could be further from the truth we are very uniquely made we are very powerful but this cabal does not want us to know that now if you look through the Old Testament of the Bible there is mentions of a beast that can't be slain is this the dinosaur I don't know were their dinosaurs still around when this new timeline started I don't know I guess we'll see I do believe that they at one point existed it's just where they actually existed in what time period they existed in is what I question and are all the fossils we see real fossils I have no idea if we find out at the at the end of this that they're all plastic I would not be shocked I do also believe that the dinosaur could it could be a reference to dragons but I also believe that the dragon reference could also be referencing some Luciferian stuff as well so that's something that we'll just have to wait and see nothing shocks me anymore so again if it turns out that they never even existed at all then I won't be shocked either so Darlene asked or she said I received a download or thought about chakras I would like if you would an explanation about that I have read on this in the past but fresh insight would be great thank you love your videos thank you so much Darlene thank you for being here I am actually going to build a big show around chakras and meridian points so on David's channel we're reading right now the book of jubilee which we're doing a recap here on our channel on Wednesdays and then we're starting to get into Isaac and Isaac's son Jacob and I think most of you might be familiar with the story of Jacob's ladder from the Bible that will also be covered in the book of jubilees which in my opinion is the chakra system is the energy point system within our bodies coming all the way up to our pineal gland I have a really good friend who is a reiki master she's been on this channel before and I want to talk with her too about that she's also a chemistry teacher so she really understands the way energy works so if you'll hold on darling we're gonna or I'm gonna put together a bigger video covering that with that being said though as far as like my yoga which the yoga that I practice comes directly from India 99.9% of the yoga you see in the United States or in Europe or in Canada and Australia is bastardized yoga it's not really real yoga it's just a morphed version of what they actually teach through these ancient scriptures now they do talk about these energy points in yoga however my lineage of yoga we don't focus so much on them because focusing too much on like one energy point often kind of creates a bit of derangement which we'll get into for example like your sacral point here if you're if you feel really low in your own like power source which is your solar plexus if you focus so much on that it can cause some weakness within the other energy points and so it's better just to kind of work with everything as a whole and understand that as human beings we're never going to be totally balanced we're always going to have like difficulties in certain areas that's just part of being human but beyond the seven chakras that come from your perineum all the way up to your head you also have energy points in your hands and in your feet you have meridians you have nauties like nauties are like rivers of energy that run through the body you have three name nauties there's like 75 000 but we really talk about three the name would be shishuna which runs up the spine that's why in a lot of um eastern practices like yoga or tai chi they focus a lot on the spine is because that's the energy cycle where things run up and down if that makes sense you also have your bundas which are locks in the body that are used through the breath the breath is an integral obviously part of our living breathing being hence why they don't want us to breathe right now but that's a story for another day so so i'm going to work on a much more elaborate video for you guys to go into more detail about all of that stuff because that is super important i do think that understanding that or having exposure to that will help us move to our next stage of of enlightenment moving into the age of aquarius so infinite traveler adam asked what do you think about organic portals i.e individuals who are supposedly soulless software programs for lack of a better term by the way on this occasion i'd like to thank you for keeping the description of my novel up on your youtube channel and interviewing me several potential agents awesome cool so adam also wrote a book i have an interview with adam i'll put the link to that uh interview in the description box below for you guys and a snippet of his novel is always in the description box so you guys can go and read that yes i'm good i'm so glad people are are taking notice of your work right now so organic portals i do believe that there are organic portals and many faith spiritual faiths outside of even christianity there is a belief that you have to actually earn your soul and so people can be like walking empty vessels where they can attract darker energies to kind of do their bidding this is really big in the law of one which is the raw material which we have spoken about again i'll i'll link those videos down as well for you guys and i know from my own experience with like petty tyrants like narcissist people are kind of used as these organic portals that maybe don't these people haven't like earned their soul yet you know you're talking a philosophy where we live many lifetimes right and so it's going to take a new soul or a new new person to really gain that wisdom to then have a soul is the theory behind that and so these organic portals these people that have not earned their soul yet or maybe their soul isn't that big yet are able to be manipulated and used by darker forces to do their bidding now within the law of one with raw there is the polarized positive and the polarized negative the service the self service to others all that kind of stuff and so if you're someone who's polarized positive and you're a strong soul like a master soul then you're going to experience a lot of petty tyrants in your life where you're going to have a lot of organic portals attacking you narcissist psychopaths all that kind you're going to attract them a lot because in that philosophy if you are already polarized positive and they can turn you and polarize you negative then it gives the negative side more energy if that makes sense so yes i do actually believe that there are organic portals i do actually believe that there are people out there that don't have souls yet that still have a lot more work to do in this third dimensional reality in order to earn that soul i know a lot of my fellow christians out there are not going to like hearing that but i don't think that that actually conflicts with any christian theology it might conflict with church theology but i don't believe it it contradicts anything that's in the the bible i'm not talking about just the canonized bible but the all the whole bible all the 777 books because jesus himself even speaks about reincarnation and he speaks about reincarnation in the book of luke honestly in the canonized bible but then obviously we see him speaking about reincarnation a lot in the books that were not included in the canonized bible okay speaking of jesus mary asked i do have a question what are your thoughts on jesus do you believe he was sent as a messenger of god for love and peace as he saw it or something else i do not believe in the virgin birth but i do believe he was sent for a reason i do not believe in religion at all i believe we should all have relationship with god source at least i would like to thank thank you mary i agree with you i mean religion religion is just a label at the end of the day and the root word of religion is the worship of many gods and what i believe from my research is that the original christian faith what it was meant to be was more of a philosophy or a practice anyway and if you look at the older books of the bible the ones the noxious books of the bible the ones that they don't want in the bible they talk a lot about your individual relationship with god and you're working towards that relationship with god that's just inside of you no priest no teachers no one's involved in that it's just you and god so i actually don't believe in the virgin birth either i believe that joseph was jesus's biological father the reason why i don't believe in the virgin birth is because the virgin birth is canite and this is i know this makes a lot of christians very very upset but i'm telling you what you've been told is propaganda it was propaganda that was started in the fourth century at the council of nicaea by constantine please look this up this is not opinion this is fact we see in a lot of the missing gospels the missing books of the bible that it talks about jesus and it talks about his parents his biological parents being mary and joseph in fact in the gospel of the holy 12 it talks about god telling joseph to go to mary we know what that means to create jesus now for the the pagan gods of raw and horus they were born of virgin births december 25th sound familiar constantine the great was not so great he was not a christian we have to realize that this is a complete and utter sham he was not a christian he was mythraic again there is so much evidence for this when constantine the great decided to wage war on the roman empire to take over he manipulated the peasant class to be his soldiers the peasant class at this point was converting to this new christian faith and because of that christianity had been labeled illegal and so a lot of these people were being thrown into the arena with lions and killed very horrifically and so in order for constantine to have a great big army to go up against the roman empire he decided to embrace the christian faith in order to have people do his warring for him what constantine was trying to accomplish was basically a new world order back in that time before constantine the roman empire had been divided up into four different territories but once he took it over it was now one new world order after he became the leader of the new world order he then hosted the council of nicaea where he decided what books would be in the bible and what would be tossed aside that's where we have our canonized bible and it is proven fact that within this council they changed a lot of the stories in the bible they altered them the nazarene way uses the term pen of correction so these guys at the council of nicaea decided to basically rewrite the christian faith as it was to that point now you'll see if you study the council of nicaea that a lot of the bishops that were called to this council would not go up against constantine so constantine wanted to change jesus's birth story no bishop was going to fight him for it constantine is paying his bills constantine is the reason why this bishop has a job and constantine could very well burn that bishop at the stake if he were to disagree with constantine doesn't seem like a thorough council now does it and so after all of this was changed and there was an official dogma now within christianity any citizens of the roman empire caught with any of the books that they banned were heavily punished and you know what i mean by heavily punished hence why so many of these missing gospels were then buried down in tombs in in egypt and ethiopia where we have now found them today obviously the dead sea the dead sea scrolls now it's important to note that constantine also changed a lot of the holidays the original christians did celebrate things like Passover christianity itself is supposed to be judaism 2.0 it's not supposed to be separate from the jewish faith it's it's in a continuation of the jewish faith but now in a christian home you don't celebrate any of the jewish holidays in fact all of our holidays we celebrate are based in pagan holidays especially christmas which was a huge holiday for human sacrifice for pagans and canaanites i don't really want to say pagans mostly canaanites and so this idea that constantine was a great man and that he created this bible for us and everything he placed in that bible that he corrected in the bible is true is complete basically bullshit the virgin birth story is a canaanite satanic birth story it just is somebody commented the other day that you know if jesus was born of both mary and joseph then that takes away the idea that he was both god and man well no it doesn't because god the source the big god has no limits there are no boundaries on god and miracles happen through normal human action that's why they're called miracles and so i do believe that jesus was the son of god i do believe that he knew he came here for a reason and i do believe he knew that he was going to lose his life however sadly i think a lot of his message has been lost in the politics of the church i do think the catholic church and all the protestant churches are the horrors of babelon mentioned in revelation i do think that i do know a lot of churches are not anything the way jesus wanted his message to to be spread jesus was about love and forgiveness and and you know understanding that you are valuable and that you are also a child of the creator that you have that inside of you as well that you have a spark of divinity inside of you as well you don't need to go to a priest you don't need to go to someone in higher authority to find god jesus's message was that has been in you all along and don't don't follow a blindly follow a human being because human beings are corrupt we know that a lot of these preachers are actually satanist we know this now because we've had whistleblowers come out and tell incredible stories about these people you know that just are not not what jesus talked i had a friend in l.a. that used to say if jesus came back today and saw the state of the church he'd be like so not what i meant guys and i i agree with that so not what i meant guys and i find sometimes people that have the strongest relationship with god and the strongest relationship with jesus are those that don't actually go to church at all because they don't have the shackles of the church around their ankles and around their heart they're free someone on this channel mentioned once there's a difference between christianity and churchianity and that's totally true there's a huge difference between christianity and churchianity christianity in its pure form is a very spiritual faith it's a very mystical faith and it's a very private faith and i don't even think you need to call yourself anything in order to have that relationship with god and so mary i think that you were on the right path so linda from amsterdam said hi from amsterdam hi linda i have some roots in amsterdam myself i have no supporters at all everyone around me calls me crazy because i don't buy the crap of the government nor the msn can you please check when we will be freed in the netherlands oh i'm sorry linda well first of all i want you to know that there you're not the only one in the netherlands that is feeling the way you're feeling unfortunately most of us who see the truth have been very much silenced all over the world so you don't see us but i am telling you girl you're not alone and you are not alone globally either we're all in this together right united we stand where we go when we go all we're all in this together i know the netherlands from what i understand is pretty dirty which is oh i mean it's it is what it is a lot of governments are super dirty and i liked how tamara said in our last episode that it's going to take the domino in america falling first before it can fall all over the world so just hold tight keep watching the news i think something major is about to happen that's going to start that domino effect and don't worry you will be free soon but i am going to add your question to a list of questions for either tamara or janine whichever i film with first where i can ask them their thoughts on the netherlands for you and so i the last question i have is from someone redeemed y'all i love that that channel named redeemed y'all you must be from the south just like me appreciate you brice i appreciate you too would love to hear your overall understanding of where we are before bright future ahead what do you know how much longer of waiting um and she went on to ask are you a firm are you firmly believing a flat earth in a dome as your episode talks about where were you surprised to hear what to hear one objected to it sorry my camera just went out so i'm going to answer that first um i don't necessarily believe in a flat earth i brought david weiss on the channel just to bring a different perspective so i've never been firm on there being a flat earth i don't know what we're standing on to be honest with you i absolutely don't believe that our earth looks the way nasa tells us our earth looks i think that's a load of crap so i don't know what we're actually on um i i uh we asked janine that question once in a card reading tom and i did and basically the cards said it's neither flat nor round and like basically we're not ready to totally understand what it is we're standing on so i guess over time that will be revealed but no i am not a firm believer in flat earth at all so um so i just i just entertain the idea i love david he's got really great points but i do think there's probably something in between i am like 99% sure that we have a hollow earth and the hollow earth theory can go with both the globe earth and with both the flatter that there's something beneath us um just there's too much evidence for there to be a hollow earth especially with admiral birds journals there's something to it i also believe that regardless of whether we're on a flat earth or a round earth or whatever the hell we're standing on that there is a firmament i do the bible talks about this a lot i do believe that there is a firmament so we are kind of trapped inside of something like a snow globe we're kind of trapped here which a lot of spiritual people a lot of spiritual philosophies and theories have talked about us being a prison planet that this is where karma is really heavy is on our planet and so when we come here as souls we're coming here to do a lot of work that this is one of the most difficult environments to live in is earth now um when you heard uh wands interview he talked about the tower of babel that they were building like a space force to try to go back home i believe that because i believe that we are our physical makeup is probably a hodgepodge of different species different alien life and so as time goes on we're going to be able to see more the truth about what we're actually standing on it's funny after we got off the interview with janine where tom asks that question of the cards like are we on a flat earth and the cards was like the cards were like it's neither flat nor round and we kind of ended this the episode with that question right after we got off the uh the call i called tom and we're like what the hell are we standing on like what is this are we like on some spaceship like what are we actually on and so i think as time goes on the cards were probably right there's a lot we need to get through to understand before we actually understand what it is we live on um but nothing coming out of nasa is true so just nasa is just totally propaganda like don't even pay attention to nasa so all right two how much of the bible do you realize has been erroneous and place truth over them please so i think you're talking about like how much of the bible do i think is like corrupted and not necessarily useful i think that's what you're asking um as i just said in the question before i i believe a lot of the canonized bible has been changed it's i mean again i don't believe that this is a fact this is in multiple you can do a bunch of research on that i find that i get i feel more truth coming from the the banned books of the bible and the reason why i feel like i get more clarity and truth from those books is because again when constantine made it that there's a canonized book and all these other books were then obsolete a lot of monks a lot of people that were really big christians at that time went and hid these books so that they would be revealed later to us and so these books have been hidden i mean most of them weren't even found until the 20th century so they were hidden for over a thousand years and they hadn't been touched and so when we see the translations of these missing books we're seeing like the first edition translation and the people translating these books are scholars they're not religious leaders trying to control a narrative to then take control of vulnerable people which we see a lot in all sorts of religions so i definitely don't adhere to a lot of the lifestyle laws of the old testament i think that's pretty pretty sad when churches try to stick to those old testament laws from like the Torah because jesus came and basically fixed that where we don't have to live like they lived because that there's some pretty crazy laws back in those days and a lot of these fundamentalist churches will live their life that way but that's not important anymore because jesus came and so so i think that's not really that important i mean we need to study the old testament to study it but we don't need to live our lives in the way the old testament was lived because honestly if we did none of us would be here we all would have been stoned to death at some point for breaking some law in the Torah i also think that there are a lot of sadistic people that run churches and in other organizations and other religions that like to use these more violent stories in order to control people i hate when churches use god as a weapon i also hate when people teach the love of god by by fear like if you don't believe what i'm going to believe then you're going to go to hell i hate that that is not the love of god that's pretty satanic to do that i hate that but um yes for my own faith i really rely more on the missing books of the bible and if something doesn't go right in my gut then i don't go with it i just listen to my gut and i listen to my own prayers and i know that god is a loving god and so i'm going to follow that path the path of loving other people the path of service to others the path of generally being a nice person okay so your third question is what's your interpretation of the bible the book of revelations and other passages as there seem to be two camps believers looking forward to the rapture and believers looking forward to a thousand years of peace on the new earth so i believe we're about to head into the thousand years of peace on the new earth and i think that revelation has been translated completely wrong in the past um intentionally uh the bible itself and a lot of the old missing books the bible were written by astrology and astronomy and so and you can see this and it's funny because now the church will tell you that stuff's up the devil but astrology astronomy tarot cards that was all a propaganda in world war two where hitler worked with the pope to get the pope to start teaching that that stuff was evil so that the nazi party would it be the only one with access to that so if you believe that astrology is up the devil i'm sorry but that's nazi propaganda so if you look at the book of revelation basically everything that's happening is all astrological there's a great video with a woman named mickey with nicholas finne amman that i'm going to place in the description box below where she goes through the whole planetary system with the book of revelation with president t number 45 and stuff that he did back on twitter back in like 2012 that signifies certain planetary movements within the book of revelation i don't believe that the rapture means that people are just going to float up into the heavens that to me is bunk i believe the rapture means that our consciousness moves up within us that we start to understand after all apocalypse means to lift the veil and revelation means to reveal things are being revealed to us i think pastors in the past have wanted to scare the crap out of people that the end times the end times worth going to be terrifying and violent and we were going to have to live through it but i don't think that's actually the case the people who are going through the tribulation are the canaanites because since the beginning since the book of genesis this has been a battle between the canaanites and the israelites between the dark and the light between the children of god and the servants of lucifer and we saw in the book of the holy 12 jesus made it very clear multiple times in the book of the holy 12 that the israelites are not people of israel israelites are anybody that follows god so even if you like i am totally a gentile i'm european descent but i would be considered an israelite in this battle because i follow god if that makes sense and so i think that this is a very exciting time the god that i believe in is not a vengeful god the god that i believe in is a very loving god so why would a loving god put his children that he's created that he gave his own son that he sacrificed his own son for why would he put us through hell on earth why he wouldn't he wouldn't this is between him and lucifer and those that have decided to follow lucifer and made the choices to do the things necessary you know what i mean to follow lucifer well they're going to have to then go through the court system go through get mow go through military tribunals and pay the price for that but for the rest of us as number 17 says get your popcorn it's just the movie's just about to get good and the future is about to be super bright and super exciting and you asked okay so this is an important question you asked since you have invested so much time in yoga g still believe jesus is the one true god they are good videos talking about practicing yoga may open up doors to my demonic spirits anybody that's saying yoga opens up doors to demonic spirits it doesn't know what they're talking about period point blank end of story if you ever read the yoga sutras there's no talking about spirits in the yoga sutras that's ridiculous again this is propaganda and unfortunately really good people are falling for this ridiculous propaganda the yoga sutras the first sutra is now the practice of yoga begins the second sutra yoga to devotee nerota ha means yoga is the silencing of the mind yoga is stilling the mind you're doing an energetic practice in order to still your mind so if anybody so if anybody out there goes for runs and gets that runner's high to calm your mind down guess what that's yoga that's what yoga is now with the asana practice the postures we do that's a health benefit but the asana practice that's just one small part of practicing yoga yoga is about observing yourself it's about stilling your mind i believe it sums 4810 that says be still and know that i am god that's yoga being still and knowing that god is god so in it we have to stop this crap we have to stop this trying to divide christians up by oh you're not a good christian because you practice yoga or you're not a good christian because you do tai chi is nothing but instigating violence against people who are good people and it has to stop it has to stop if your pastor is telling you that yoga is demonic you need to go find a new pastor the bible also says judge not least ye be judged and the journey of yoga for me has been one of the greatest gifts that god has ever bestowed upon my life it has been my life's journey going to india and living in india and going back and forth to india has changed my life in so many ways it's made me a better person it's made my faith in god stronger it's made my love for humanity stronger it's how i met my partner which i know that he's the one god created for me it's how we met i have a non-profit that i've started in india where i work with children in the slums who are subject to potential scx trafficking where we're able to help them get access and get support and get help i've also rescued six dogs from india my dog here who is another love of my life is a rescue from india so when you go out with or when people go out and say oh this is bad because she's doing yoga you're discrediting everything that god has given me as a blessing in my life and you and people are acting like they know better they know god's plans for people's life better than god does and that's narcissistic it's arrogant and it is also not in the bible that yoga is demonic so i would highly suggest for people who think that go read the yoga sutras read them it's it's an easy read it's only four patas four chapters nowhere nowhere do you see the mention of spirits it's about calming your mind out and they talk about god the lord one singular god that's it so we have to stop this moving forward we absolutely have to stop this did we learn nothing from this past year learning how mainstream media sells propaganda will so do other organizations like dirty pastors they sell pop propaganda too and the only way to combat propaganda is your own research take your power back nowhere in the yoga sutras does it talk about spirits that is absolutely the most ridiculous thing i've ever heard and it makes me just infuriated because it's it's it's degrading to good people it's defaming good people it's defaming god's plan for certain people my my teacher in india we have conferences with my teacher in india once a week where people can ask him philosophy questions he talks about jesus all the time he talks about jesus all the time in conference so is it really dumb on experience when he's talking about jesus in conference i just it just it breaks my heart i would never go out and say like the exercise you're doing or the practice you're practicing is demonic i would never say that unless you were literally standing out at satanic altar making a sacrifice you do you boo whatever god has led you to do you do you i also suffer from cpt sd which is complex post-traumatic stress disorder i went through a lot of therapy with that and that with the yoga practice has really really really really helped me a lot and my faith in god the one singular god has grown immensely through the practice of yoga immensely and so i would really tell you guys if you hear somebody saying that ask them have you read the yoga sutras have you actually read the yoga sutras and if so if you say you've read the yoga sutras tell me the verse that talks about demonic spirits i actually know the yoga sutras pretty thoroughly and i can quote them in a lot of them in sand script as well as english and nowhere does it talk about demonic spirits that is a complete lie and in the ten commandments god says not to lie and that is a lie all right anyway that those people that think it's bad should probably try some yoga and kary i just noticed that you were you responded and said the bible conveniently skips the period of time jesus's life when he traveled to india and learned to practice yoga this at some point will be revealed as well yes that is true um there's a book called the yoga of jesus yoga nanda wrote the yoga of jesus the gospel of the holy 12 actually talks about jesus going to india um to study so um you are correct about that and i'm sure that once we have all those 777 books from the bible out of the vatican library for all human beings to see we will definitely see that jesus was very much in this yoga practice as well and a lot of his his flood a lot a lot of the teachings that jesus gave us are teachings that come from yoga too so there's a lot of crossover there so i agree with you kary it's sad it's really heartbreaking that so many christians have been so manipulated and so mk ultrad about yoga that they really have such a disdain for something that they actually don't know anything about that's sad and hopefully moving forward people will be more educated and will be less less quick to judge others and faster to do research themselves on certain topics all right so use last questions this is the last question you said share your personal journey on being a youtube interviewer tackling certain topics so my personal journey on a youtube live thinking about doing a youtube channel for a while when i was thinking about doing a youtube channel i was working full time i was running my own mysore program so i was pretty busy we get up super early when i had my own mysore program i would get a bit like three three thirty in the morning to be at the shawla early to teach and i thought you know i'm done teaching by like 10 i do my practice and then by noon i'm pretty much done for the day so i thought oh it'd be fun to kind of like start a youtube channel and just do like french stories my first few videos if you look on my playlist were mostly ghost stories and mostly like sensational stories from the state of georgia i can put some of those playlists down in the description box below and then once everything really kicked off with 2020 with what happened with 2020 my shawla had to close down not my boyfriend shawla but my own program had to close down it was a new studio and so the owner of the studio could not afford to keep the business open when we were not allowed to have customers so i think a lot of people understand that and so at that point when we were under lockdown i was like okay well i'm just going to start my youtube channel now and so i started doing this youtube channel and it took me a while to like figure things out and really figure out how to how to do everything on youtube but it gave me something to do during lockdown i would research these stories and then film them and edit them and all that kind of stuff and then once things really heated up this past summer summer of 2020 i started getting a little bit more open with my own beliefs i talked more about what we were experiencing the truth of what we were experiencing and that kind of got me connections with other people and the truth or community which is really how my channel exploded david zublik is the reason why my channel has gotten so big because he then brought me on the dark outpost to talk about bloodlines and blood groups and then after that i met my friend anna down in brazil she has her own channel and she introduced me to tom the gematria numbers i'll put a link to his channel down in the description box below as well and through tom i got to do some episodes with charlie ward and want to save it as of late and then of course tarot by janine and tomorrow over in australia so it just kind of organically grew from there i my favorite videos to do are the interviews because when i interview someone then i get to sit back and learn i get to like ask questions like you guys and like learn from these people i was blown away by the things want to save and was saying in our phone call with tom tomorrow always blows me away by what she has to say as does janine as well and of course i love david to death david zublik is awesome and so i've had these incredible experiences where i've got to meet these awesome people all over the world but it's been a very natural natural thing now as far as my own videos where i research a topic and i put it together like a storytelling topic those are a lot harder to do those are a lot harder to do just because of the process of doing them so i for example yesterday i filmed i got up really early and i filmed a video on blood types this video will drop next friday and i filmed it and it took me about an hour to film it and then it took me five and a half hours to edit it so this is a 40 minute video that took me five and a half hours to edit that's how tedious it can be and then after that was over i had to then go film another video to edit it now the reason why i was so backed up is because we're actually leaving town on monday and so i wanted to make sure i had videos in the docket to drop for you guys while we were going to be out of town so that's why i was kind of backed up but you definitely you know i'm so appreciative of being monetized being able to put commercials on some of my videos not all of them but you don't make that much money off of monetization i think sometimes people think that you know these youtubers make a ton of money working from home creating these videos and it's a lot harder than it looks and you also don't really make that much like what i make off of monetization i would not be able to support myself i we have to have a two-income uh people who maybe have like over a hundred thousand subscribers or 200 000 subscribers are well into the millions that do things like makeup channels or like drama channels those people make a lot of money on youtube but it's because they get a lot more hits it's the algorithms it's the subject matter they're talking about so if you're looking to do youtube as like a career then no it's going to take a while to get to that point where you're able to like financially stabilize yourself and that's why i'm so freaking appreciative of all of our patrons our patrons here on this channel you guys are all rock stars i love you guys you guys are the reason why we're able to like afford new lights and afford new equipment and when i have to like order books because i can't get the full book off online you because we have patrons i'm able to then order books for research so i really really appreciate that and you'll notice a lot of people that are in um one of my peers in this community and this like truth or community have patrons because that is literally what helps keep the channel afloat so that you can continue doing what you do because a lot of truthers out there also work full-time jobs on top of doing the channel so it is a lot a lot a lot of work but i feel extremely blessed to have um to have this channel i feel so freaking blessed to have all of you guys on this channel with me and i feel really really really blessed by all the connections that i've made it's just been incredible to meet so many people from all over the world i feel like i've known these people my whole life that i've met through youtube and that that's a really special place to be and so it's it's just an honor and a privilege to be able to have a platform and it's an honor and a privilege that you guys are willing to listen to me yab about strange topics and all that kind of stuff so i appreciate each and every one of you for being here i feel like esoteric atlanta isn't just me or todd or um josh mckay the guy who does our music i feel like it's all of us like all of you guys are also a part of esoteric atlanta right because where we go one we go all and we're all in this together i would not be where i am without you and and i'm sure you feel the same way about other people in your life that you wouldn't be where you were without certain other people we are all interconnected and i am so grateful to each and every one of you thank you so much for sending all of the questions in i hope that answered some of your questions some of the questions i don't have a diehard answer because that's just kind of how i am anyway i'm pretty open minded person um but if you have any more questions um send them in and then maybe in a few months in the future we can sit down and do another q and a i do have a question for my patrons if you are a patron on this channel i've been thinking about doing like a zoom party where we can all like get together one night on zoom and just hang out i was going to reach out to some of my other trooper friends and see if they wanted to combine it together with their patrons and so we could just have like a night where we just kind of like even though we can't be together we could like be together on zoom and just like chit chat and hang out and get to know each other so let me know down in the comment section if you're a patron if that's something that you would be interested in and we can look at planning that and i can talk to some other people too and see about doing a joint event so you would get to talk to them as well the other channel people as well so anyway i hope that you guys have a wonderful day i'm going to go check and see if my niece is here yet and i will talk to all of you soon bye