 In today's video, we're gonna be doing a chatty get ready with me video. This isn't really gonna be product focus It's basically just gonna be me chatting with you guys as I'm getting ready So I'm not really gonna talk much about the products But I will have them linked down below. These are pretty standard that I've been using for the past few months You guys have seen it already, but I just wanted to kind of chill with you guys I have conference tonight, and I'm getting ready So I just wanted to do this. If you guys are new here, be sure to subscribe I love you guys so much. Thank you guys so much. If you guys have picked up the merch already guys I cannot believe how many people have like it just it blows my mind every time I release new stuff that people actually buy it and Actually like it it makes me so happy. My favorite is the best thing yet to come crew neck I'm obsessed with it. Also who loves my t-shirt today in sync. That's amazing I'll also have my Instagram link down below in case you guys want to see that Okay, I love you guys so much. I hope you guys enjoy this video, and let's get started Okay, I'm gonna try to do this fast because I turned the AC off and I'm going to die. So we'll see. I haven't even done any skincare today. I Wash your entire finally getting fixed as Mechanics just making lots of noise first things first obviously. I'm starting off with my tiger grouse cream For all of you guys who asked me all the time like how to get rid of redness How to whatever I get the question a ton because I do have redness in my face Maybe the awesome is asked that I don't really know this stuff is the best stuff. I have ever used it Really is just such a huge game changer. It blurs out your skin. It's really good It's definitely better for you when if you're paler like whatever I stopped and I don't look at this on Because I find it like kind of lightens my skin a little bit and then it looks a little bit odd But it is like the best of ever and it's the only thing I've ever really used that's worked for redness. It's amazing Okay. Oh We're gonna have to answer these questions Let's see what you guys are asking me today. Advice to someone who has had no luck with men ever If you have anything comment down below, what is your biggest regret to date? I don't really have like a really big regret by the way. I'm putting up my See you see for my cream, but I don't really like have any look huge regrets If anything like if I look back on things that I wish I would have like handled differently or done differently it all kind of stems from like Having an attitude of humility like not having an attitude of humility and like thinking I know everything Which that could go from like handling conflict with friends or with like people or Okay in this in this mirror right now and you guys can't see the reflection obviously with the reflection. It's literally It's Drake. I'll show you guys. Just kidding. My phone is not taking photos. This is my nurse Jamie uplift thing Uplifting, I don't know to the uplift tool. I'm gonna use this to just go through my face I found lately that my face is like really popping in the morning and I didn't have to deal with this Ever until probably this year notice that being weird Anyways, the only things that I really regret would be Situations that I didn't handle while which typically is just when you're not handling things from a heart of humility so if I was kind of like a nodal or if I was like You know like rude even if I wasn't really in the wrong in a situation if I didn't just like You know like be the bigger person stuff like that I guess that would be it or just like I think so much of everything goes down to humility And you don't even realize it like it's things that are just like kind of random to humility, but that's like Probably my biggest regret Also, who loves my shirt. It's in sync. I know it's from urban. I got it very very recently Also, I'm sorry for the wristband conference is tonight. It's no way conference guys I'm so excited. I've been working on conference like for a few months now But um There's always working out of like a year and we have been setting up so yesterday I was there for like 10 hours setting up and just like hanging out with everyone. It was so fun But tonight is night one. So I am literally so excited By the time you guys see this video, it's I'm pre-filming right now for Greece So I don't know what you guys will see this, but I'm just so excited It's literally the best conference ever if you guys are ever in LA During the month of August come to conference because conference is the best thing ever I'm just gonna answer this because literally I'm not kidding at least 60% of the comments are about Andrew People ask me if I have feelings for Andrew if we're to get whatever blah blah blah. No because watch that look We're talking about that. I don't think I watch the series fully because you really still think That like that's a good idea. I'm just so lost like Never ever. I love Andrew. I think he's awesome, but I don't know not like that at all Anyways moving on What is this? Grande Stay Put liner clear hydrating lip liner Wow, I'll try this out today. Also, there's so many that are like it really looks like you all have feelings for each other blah blah blah blah I'm we're like It's just not happening guys. I hate to be the one to break it to you I really thought that video series already broke it to you, but I guess not it's not happening and that's just not even like Yeah, no, okay. I'm like it caused my next CC cream. This stuff was the best I Have to be a conference like I'm gonna be up gone all day today basically all night whatever you know when you put your hair up and You're like yeah, this is awesome And then like three hours go by and you're like this is the most painful thing ever But your hair sprayed it and you can't really like make it look better or you can't really make it like You know, it's gonna be painful by the end of the night. I'm gonna feel like my hair is ripping out of my school So that's awesome. I'm super pumped for that. I'm really excited to to endure that. That'll be good I don't like this mirror. It's very smudged. Also. Sorry if this coffee table is smudged I touch it once and it just looks like that. There's really nothing I can do Okay, moving on to concealer This stuff always looks crazy. I like this concealer, but you like have to bake or else It um Creases really bad. So that's awesome. I need to film contour. I'm kind of really all over the place today guys You know what video I kind of want to do but I just don't think would actually like do well or make sense But like a morning commute drive with me So you guys like drive with me on my like drive to school in the morning Which is like 30 35 minutes like a drive with me video But you guys like see what I do but the issue is like if I listen to a podcast majority of the way They are like you can't it's just you record like how would that work? I can think of my engine fall out like ideally it like would be a cool video And it's kind of like how I start my day And I know I was put in like a morning routine I kind of just wanted to go like in-depth because like I do certain things for a reason But I just don't think it would even be long enough like Hmm my favorite part of my makeup is when I blend all this out And then I go under with my concealer and I clean it up like wow something about that is just very satisfying I'm like kind of stressing right now, and I don't want to stress But like I've conference all weekend, and then I have like two days off, but I have a bunch of podcast stuff I did an outside podcast kind of I posted stories. I haven't hidden it. It's been on my Instagram bio Oh my gosh, let's talk about this podcast So I actually just signed with a podcast network, which is awesome I'm gonna go like way more into depth in my podcast video all about that like what I'm Doing whatever but um, I don't really even know how I'm gonna do that But yeah, so I'm gonna like be there in the office. It's like really close to my school And it has an amazing view. It's a great office, but um It's like if you guys listen to like the skinny confidential podcast or like we met acne Yeah, like they have those it's actually Michael from the skinny confidential Oh from the skinny confidential, but But you didn't even realize until like time went on seven idiot So yeah, it's awesome. I'm like really obsessed with podcast my one fear is that you guys just aren't gonna like want to listen to it because Obviously like I have like a I mean I saw like an 18 to 24 audience But like you know what I'm saying podcast you're like typically like 25 and up which it's totally fine Listen to it. I like other people will hopefully listen to it. Maybe not who knows, but That's like my one one thing that I'm a little bit afraid of What is your biggest insecurity and how have you tried to overcome it? Um, I can't really think of like something that like comes to mind like of all time I'm gonna kill her packages. Thank you. Who are they from so what really from urban and good customer Oh, maybe that's my jewelry Okay, I'm done with that. Anyways You guys all the drama that's going on the background my washer and dryer are broken. So I have to go Fix that somehow. I always fix everything love that so much really do and then I um my What am I trying to say? Oh, I have so much laundry. I literally have like guys This is so bad probably like a month worth of laundry Bronzing out my face right now, which is just like not cute not good. I'm running out of clothes I leave for Greece next week and I have conference all weekend so I'm going to quickly try to go do 17 loads of laundry at the laundry rat and see if I can get that Taking care of I don't know guys. It's just a mess here. Like this is bad timing now. I'm going to Dust off my I never know what to say is that you're not blending this out You're dusting it off the powder on my face. That makes sense. I also say Sentences it just don't make sense. I like we'll talk in the middle of a sentence and say something else It's like all of them are like incomplete thoughts Very bad anyways and security I don't know exactly what like an insecurity would be but I think I think it would be I have a fear I don't know if this would work, but I have a fear of People thinking that I think I'm like better or like too good or whatever I don't know people are just weird or need like any sort of following and Like that's it doesn't mean anything. I mean, it's awesome and I'm really grateful for everyone, but like I don't know people Just assume that you are a certain way when I literally like I don't care Look if you ask any of my friends that I'm around like I never talk about it like it's like we just don't talk about it I don't know it just I don't know so I really hate When people just like make assumptions, and I guess I'm like really Aware of that so maybe that would be an insecurity and I definitely dumbed down things that I do In order to like not come off a certain way, but I shouldn't fear that does that make sense? I don't know and because of that if I'm not super like hi guys How are you like crazy energetic and excited? I'm just kind of like chill and I'm like quiet people like oh my god She's so stuck up, you know, and it's like I don't have to like smile on your face for like 17 hours today You know what I mean like there's other things down. So that would probably be it. How many boys have I kissed um? Honestly, I don't know I'm 21 now guys. This is so exciting. I know oh, okay people are asking like how's it been being 21? Well in my program We're not Supposed to drink not it's not like drinking is bad. Whatever. It's like a focus thing which honestly like thought I'm fine with that like Drinking is just I don't know how to describe it guys, but like drinking affects me way more than it did when I was younger and So I don't I don't know I feel like now. I'm like I'm old, but also It just like really gets me so down and then I get like I feel so sick. I can't function the next day It's not even a hangover. It's like a I just feel really down on myself. I just don't like it I used to like love that love love some Tito's not gonna lie Yeah, so like obviously we went out on my 21st and I was fine, but like I don't I Don't really care for it. It's not like yeah, it's very weird if you would have told me this By younger self back when I was a wild child for like six months You would have told me that I would feel this way one day would not have believed you and people did tell me that I'd feel this one day this way one day. I also didn't believe that so Who freaking knows man life is wild, but yeah being 21 school. I haven't like Even bought alcohol actually I haven't done really anything literally I went out but like people brought me stuff So I didn't even like Yeah, and then I went to school and we're not supposed to so like I'm not drinking until I'm on break Which is fine. Someone asked who would you rather be stranded on an island with Joe? Yonna or Ian that is no doubt a hundred and fifty percent Ian not even comparable like Ian Wait, yeah, you hear me Okay, good. I don't have to hear me say nice things. Um, no Ian's just like so easy-going and When Ian and I argue we look bigger, but it's not real I mean sometimes it's real, but we get over it really fast and we still love each other So it's good. We just like get along well Y'all know I could not survive on an island together. We would kill each other. I'm gonna try this the fly I don't really know what it means, but it's an invisible look like it. What does that even mean? Okay, people keep asking me about like what do I do my emotions? Oh Well, um Also a lot of the questions This is something that I'm gonna say a lot of the questions that I get are like faith related Which is awesome, but like that's not what my entire channel is about and Also people ask me questions all the time and like I think you guys just need to remember I'm not like And like it's totally fine if you are but I'm not this like conservative like Bible bell Go to university where tacos like kind of mold like that's so fine if you are but you're asking questions all the time About just random stuff and I'm like that's just not who I am at all and that's also I don't know I think you can believe the same thing and like how very different takes on it and very different views on it Like I had a lot of problems. I'm not gonna lie. This is me. I don't feel about that, but I'm gonna talk about it I'm doing this so out of order. Why would I put look us on first? I don't really know Okay, I'm like I really mean nothing negative by this at all like those people are so fine And so awesome, and then the people like me are so fun. It's awesome, but yeah, I'm trying to film I I Stranded island guys. I basically am. Oh, what I was saying is like I don't want to be a Channel like I don't want to be and I don't feel called to be and I also I don't want a channel That's like all faith by any means. I don't think that you have to talk about it all the time to live your life like that People often do devotion videos all the time and like I don't know like I don't want to be one of those people That has like it's like Bible doodling and all that stuff all the time That's so awesome, and there are people who are supposed to do that, but I'm not that person So I don't know what that being said watch me end up becoming up I'm not going to I promise when I came back to church after my law leave of absence I was at like a hillstone college night thing, and he was like, you know You don't have to believe everything the same as the neighbor next to you as long as you believe in like the overall like Jesus essentially you don't have to believe like every single detail the same We're not all supposed to be the same blah blah blah like we all have like differing opinions of differing whatever and that Took so much weight off my shoulders because I was like, okay But I don't think that that was I think this was taken out of context And I think this is taken out of context and like when you actually read things for what they are It really is so different than how a lot of people have been teaching them So yeah, not trying to offend anyone. I think it's awesome for that way It's just like I'm not that way in the same way that you're not the way that I am or whatever So anyways, I cannot believe I have to go do my laundry I just don't have time guys. I'm so stressed and I have to go do this because I'll just I'll die if I don't basically If you could only have one thing of juicy couture for the rest of your life, what would it be? Probably juicy track pants with juicy other bite in jewels I feel like this is a little bit messy if you like this video I hope it makes sense. We're just sitting chatting having some some nice combo if you will Um, it wasn't really oh my god This was more so like a just a chatty video not like a tutorial video Just wanted to sit with you guys as I chatted I don't know how to film youtube videos anymore. It's just really embarrassing any crushes on youtubers I'm really hard for me to have a fake crush like I have to be like I'm either looking in love with you or like it's nothing anyways I hope you guys enjoyed this video. Please let me know what you guys did. I'm sorry if this is like right in my face Um, I really had a good time just chatting and getting ready with you guys Um, if you guys have not already I would love for you guys to subscribe and follow me on instagram because That's where I'm always at and I do Friday favorites where you guys can see my favorites of like favorite podcasts books music makeup People stuff like that. It's super fun. All right. I love you guys so much and I will see you soon. Bye