 In my whole life, I was like one of the only times I remember crying. I was just it was late at night and I was like, I think I fucked up. All my friends went to college. They went down the conventional route. I went to live with the Amish. I don't have love. I don't have women. But I read that Tony Robbins book, which said when you fail, you ponder. And when you succeed, you party. But all greatness comes out of pondering, meaning all greatness comes out of failure. So I think right then I skipped into another universe. I put into a parallel universe. I was like, I'm going to skip into a parallel universe where my mess becomes my message.