(8)On the first page of our story, the future seemed so bright.
Then this thing turned out, so evil.
I dont know why im still suprised.
Even angels have their wicked schemes
and you take that, to new extremes
but youll always be, my hero,
even though you've lost your mind (8)
baby, without you, I'm nothing, I'm so lost, hug me
then tell me how ugly I am, but that you'll always love me
with you I'm in my fucking mind, without you, I'm out it(8)
Well i swore never to do another video of these two but truth is i cant get them off my mind. There arent words to describe how much i miss them and theres not a second that goes by that they dont cross my mind. They were both so perfect in their own little imperfect way to me. Beattie was such a hard ride, she'd bronk, take off, bounce on the spot but would jump the moon and would without fail put a smile on my face consistantly. She taught me everything i know today and i could never thank her enough, she is one in a million!
Fergie, what can i say.. he was my flurry man and always will be.. he's the biggest, softest horse i have ever come across and my hunt for a new one is going to be extremely difficult as i will always compare them to him. We came so far and had so many dreams that were left broken, but i suppose nobody ever knows when your time is going to end on things.
One minute you have everything ahead of you, reaching your goals and forfilling your dreams and the next day.. nothing.
The first part to this song i made of all the times ive had recently and i heard the second part and as it is kind of a past tense song and because of how well the lyrics suited i decided to make it to these two, as they were the first chapter and now i have to make the second.
I dont really write much in descriptions normally but if i dont write enough this would mean nothing to any of you and to me this is such a meaningful video and id like to share that.
I wish everything was different and if i could turn back time, i would. Everything was so happy back then and even when things knocked me down there were a million things to push me back up.
Its hard to carry on without everything i was used to, I still to this day sit on a horse and think back on these times and wonder why im still carrying on, but i do regardless.
Anyways enough of me blabbing...
Updates... Chanter is doing brilliant in his new home, getting sent photo's of him every other week and he looks fab! they took him to his first dressage where he came 4th so super proud of him!!
Rodeo is great.. schooling very well at the moment so very pleased. just had another clip as he was getting a bit like a fur ball again :L so he now has a heart on his bum which he thinks is pretty fit ;)
Also sorry for lack of videos lately!...dont really want to bore you all with my flat videos as i dont jump or anything anymore!
Hope everyone is ok!