 Somebody left their keys with me for a year and ran off, left me a note and I was, it was crazy. And I had my keys, I had her keys for about a year and I was trying to start, I was just trying to start my own business. Everything, I lost everything, but I wouldn't let them keys give up, I couldn't. Yeah, we on boss talk one on one. When I said I had a dream, right, I was just tired. I was like in a place, y'all, somebody left their keys with me for a year and ran off, left me a note. And I was, it was crazy. And I had my keys, I had her keys for about a year and I was trying to start, I was just trying to start my own business. Everything, I lost everything, but I wouldn't let them keys give up, I couldn't. Because I even took her to their mama house and her mama house and I was like, hey, you know, your daughter, whatever. She was like, well, call the state, you feel me? But I love them kids. You know what I'm saying? And I'm telling y'all, I've been through some things. I've been through some things. So I lost everything, really. And then I was like, I was just really living from chick to chick and I got tired of it. My baby daddy's, you know, one of them, I only want to heal up and then the other one don't want some time. And I got tired of that. I just wouldn't, you know what I'm saying? So I had to look at my kids and say, hey, and mama, I'm gonna have to show y'all, you know, that I can't give up. Ain't no, I am not finna work the deal just to have y'all happy and happy life if I can't show you it. Wow. You know what I'm saying? Especially. So then I got tired, I was just tired, I was on my floor. I remember I was drinking some Hennessy. You hear me? I would drink some Hennessy in my closet, boo-hooing. And then I found out I was pregnant again. I didn't change it. Y'all, I had love, please forgive me. I had abortion. Wow. And during that abortion, I thought I was, I don't know what, I thought I was freaking out. And I seen a little boy in the corner. You know what I'm saying? I seen a little boy and I kept, and then afterwards he kept having the same dream over and over, but the little boy never said nothing. Like, remember I lost my son? Right. But this little boy was, I was on the table and it hunted me for a long time. It hunted me for a long time. I remember just, I kept having the same dream. The little boy just stirred in me while I'm, just like he waiting on the baby to come out, you know? He don't ever say nothing. He just being, and it felt real. It felt like it was real. But then when you tell somebody and you black, they tell you crazy, you know what I'm saying? But so I just kind of kept myself to myself, you know? And then one time, you know, I just kept having the same dream. So I said something. Cause it just scared me to death. And then he just started singing. The little boy was singing. And I was thinking to myself for a long time, what is this? Like what do it mean? So after that, I just tried to start singing. I just tried to keep you started singing. And I know I really wanted to be one, but I didn't know if my voice was enough so I tried to start rapping. So then I started, remember my church melodies, you know? And then as the days grew and grew and I'm like, God, show me what I'm supposed to be like. I'm supposed to be mopping up this flow. I'm not supposed to be doing this. You know what I'm saying? I'm supposed to be keeping making these same mistakes. So then he's like, you know what, sing. And I would sit down, I wrote a whole song. I wrote a whole song. And then I kept praying and praying about it. My voice kept growing stronger and stronger. So I knew that that dream, that that man, you know what I'm saying? Or that boy, it's just, it just felt so real. It was a sign for you to go ahead and sing. It was a sign. It's just a saying, you know, that's the only word. And I'm like, I can't sing at the time. I wouldn't think about singing. I would work in a hotel. I know, you know, but I know I'm already singing around for myself, you know? And I'm always humming and doing stuff for myself. So then I knew that was my pressure to let myself out. You feel me?