 Right I had when I was trading when I started making serious money my drop dead with my trading firm We had a risk manager to this makes a story even more upsetting my drop dead was a hundred thousand dollars, right? So I Could trade as much as I want I could trade up to 3,000 contracts But if I had a hundred thousand hundred thousand dollar loss done for the day done for the day, right? Well, there were not 300 sorry hundred hundred grand. So there would be some days. I'd hit it They shut me off. I go to click on my stuff. This is what you're should broker should do you go to click on it? Nothing happens, right? So then I just have to I'd be done and I go home I you know get my mind straight and so many times I would just I would go home and I wake up the next morning I'd be like what in the hell was I thinking like what was I doing there? Thank God I got stopped out You know, they didn't only cost me a hundred grand Well, I got to the point when I started making serious money like millions Where I could basically tell them what I wanted to do, right? I was the big trader of the firm I could say whatever I so I will call them up. I go take a walk and come back I'd be like, okay, I settled down. Give me another hundred grand if I lose that I'm done for the day So then that that was retained for a while Then I got to the point where I would go down a hundred grand I'd have a trade on I'd have like, you know fifteen hundred contracts and it would be ripping in my face I'd be down hundred and eighty thousand dollars and they would now they just make a phone call And they'd be like, are you okay? Yeah, I'm okay. Just leave me alone. Hang up and they let me go, right? So not only could I not stop myself because I was so pissed off So I was trying to explain to yourself explain to you guys everyone has a plan and they get punched in the mouth Yeah, when I'm when I'm like this, I'm perfectly sane and in calm I can say, oh, yeah, I'm gonna lose a hundred grand if I'm done if I hit that I'm done for the day Most people can't do that, especially if they're pissed off, right? So it got to the point where they would not stop me and I had literally Literally two different days. I probably have these on tape. I don't even want to find them But I'll play them for maybe one day for comedy for you It won't be some comedy for me when you hear the amounts But the first day the first time it happened they called me down a hundred grand. Just I got it hang up I lost eight hundred thousand dollars in literally about 12 minutes eight hundred thousand dollars To the day one month later to the day both and what's so funny about both of these days? They're both on a Friday both of them. I was leaving for a wedding both times. I can remember distinctly. This was like 2004 Very next month to the day It was a Friday lost another eight hundred thousand dollars same exact scenario You think my friend would have learned the first time So I lost 1.6 million dollars on those two two days when I should have only lost 200 thousand dollars That is 1.4 million dollars more. I should have in my bank account I don't know about you, but I can use another 1.4 million dollars in my bank account, right? This is sickening. That makes me sad. That makes me mad I'm telling you guys this so you can learn from my pain That's why I have the trade room learn from my 25 years of pain and and good obviously But pain so you don't have to have that happen to you because it will happen Not that you're going to lose 800 thousand dollars, but you're going to blow it an account if you don't have things in place You know before before this is the fan part of my language, right? So I'm telling you if there's one thing you take from this webinar, it's you win get off this webinar and call your broker if you're trading real money and say Put me stop me out at six percent of my account or give them a monetary value So 1.4 million dollars if I just would have stopped at 200 grand I would have more in my account And so that year I still end up making one. What was it one point? I think it was 1.4 actually So I would have made 3 million bucks instead of 1.4 just because of two days that I didn't follow my damn rules, right? Please begging you it's going to happen if you do not have something in place It will without a doubt Unless you're again if you're a buddhist zen on here I'd like to meet you but other than that it's very likely that's going to happen to you too. So It's all relative, but you're going to lose your mind at some point because it gets it feels very personal You I mean I could play all the time I've been doing this for 20 plus years and I still feel like I'm being manipulated because I am you are That's why I'm telling you guys this whole webinar One you have to condition yourself to that but then you have to have stops Stop gaps in place where you when you lose your mind You're you're not blowing out your accounts