 Hey all, what's up? My name is Snolly, welcome to a new vlog. And if you guys didn't watch the last video, you wouldn't know that I got new teeth. I got many ears and these are only the temporary. So I still have to get my finals and it's literally been not even 24 hours with these in. So like I'm still learning how to talk with them and they still feel really tight. But holy crap, holy crap. Like I haven't actually vlogged since I have been numb and they look really good. I've just been looking in my iPhone camera and that's definitely a different view and I wasn't so sure but in this camera it looks really good. Oh my God, this is insane. Anyways, I will be having a little pit of a list I feel like because, like I said, I'm still learning really how to talk with them but I wanted to vlog these last few days with Ryan. If you guys didn't watch the two videos before this, you also wouldn't know that Ryan is going to go live at home for six months. So literally this Friday starts my journey of living alone which I've never, ever, ever done in my life terrifies me. I'm like a little bit excited to see what it's like and I'm excited to bring you guys along with me and this journey and this process. And so yeah, that's literally starting on Friday. I think he's gonna leave like during the day or the morning or something like that. This morning we're gonna go check out a new coffee shop. I think it's on South first and it's called Marabu. I've been seeing a lot about it. It's pretty new though. So I'm planning on getting a matcha or chai, you guys already know. I don't really drink coffee unless it's like very creamy, milky, like literally this much coffee and like this much creamer. But yeah, I'm definitely feeling like a matcha or chai. But with my teeth, since they're the tempera, like I have to be careful with eating stuff because it can like chip really easily. I guess these are like plastic, but the real veneers are gonna be porcelain. So I won't have to really worry about that. And I have to think about like things that are gonna stain them. So like they said, no curry, marinara sauce, like random things that I would have never really thought. So I really have to be like conscious about what I'm gonna be eating. And I get my final September 8th and it's currently August 16th, I believe. So I still got a lot of time for it to be in my mouth and I don't wanna stain them. I don't want to chip them while they're in my mouth. So we're gonna try our very best to be very careful. I'm wearing this dress from Shopo. I definitely should have steamed it because there's a lot of wrinkles, but I don't really want to. I'm like kind of feeling lazy today. And I just paired it with these like white platform vans. I actually wanna look at Shopo's site later today because I feel like whenever I shopped there for my trip to Italy, they had like some really unique pieces that I was like kind of shook at and their stuff is like definitely more on the affordable side. I wouldn't say like forever 21 cheap, but like definitely not like hundreds of dollars. Well, actually, obviously, if you get more than one thing, then maybe. Like I think this dress was around $50, which I feel like if this dress was on Revolva, it'd be like 200. I was leaving the house and I was like, wait, I really don't have a car because it's still in the shop. We took it in on Monday and I just called them and they said they just got done with the headlights and they installed everything. So I think after my little matcha date, I'm gonna go pick up my car. I hate that I spend so much money on like stuff on my car. It feels like every other two months I'm spending so much money, but I am very, very lucky because I don't have a car payment on it. So I'm trying to drive it until it's literally dead. Hey, vlog. I'm gonna step inside, it's like home. Like home? It's like home decor, right? Yeah. Thank you. Oh my, shut up. This looks like a Dallas store or something. Yeah, I know, right? Oh crap. I love it. It's so cute. I got matcha with like honey lavender in it. And I got a mint tea and it is so freaking good. Do you not add any sugar in it? No, I like tea just like so raw. Like I like things that taste like almost dirt. Wow, I wish I did. That would be amazing. Mine tastes very like unique. Like the lavender isn't like other lavender syrups. Like they literally put lavender, what's it called? Seeds or like, like flowers like on top. It was so cute. So it's very like, not even an incense taste, but we were like, it literally tastes like the store looks and smells like very like earthy tasting, but pretty good. And I just think it's convenient how the check engine light was on. My oil, my oil, what? Check engine light's not your oil change, right? Okay, wow. It said I needed a freaking oil change. Check engine. What is that then? Check engine light's not really bad. Well, I feel like an oil change is really bad too. Anyways, so yeah, that light was on and conveniently they recommended me to get one or like it will change in my recommended. Like they just checked everything and there was so much that I needed to get done. I came home and changed and then we decided we wanted hand rolls from Yoroko in Springdale General. These are so good. And I decided to come downstairs and work a little bit. Feel like I never really use the amenities and I need to. Yeah, we should play pool after. They can be our reward for getting stuff done. He's gonna work just outside of my apartment more often cause like I feel like I got a good amount done and it just like switched up this scenery for me. I was wanting to come up here so about to take another like pain medication because my teeth hurt so much. They really do hurt. They really do. I'm trying to like tell myself it doesn't hurt but they're very uncomfortable right now. And basically it feels like putting in a new Invisalign tray but honestly worse because you can low key take the Invisalign tray out when it gets like too much, you know? And like you get used to it a lot quicker. I feel like I thought I would have gotten used to it by now but I'm pretty sure I remember my doctor saying that it would be kind of like tight for a couple of weeks. And the Invisalign tray like maybe takes up to two days max but like usually it's just like you put it in overnight and then you're fine but like 24 hours but oh my God, it hurts. It's tight, it hurts. At least like in my veneers vlog I told you guys that the bottom of my teeth hurt so bad because it got whitened and it was so sensitive. At least that's not hurting anymore cause that was bad. I was like I cannot do anything. I need to like sleep it off like it was bad. But now it's just so tight and just like uncomfortable and stuff and it doesn't make eating enjoyable either honestly. So that was kind of sad eating my little hand rolls but I actually bought a new lens and I thought I would unpackage it for you guys and maybe do like a little tester. I have a shoot tonight and I was really, really hoping it would get here in time so I got very lucky. I am shooting one of my friend's engagement photos and she has like this really cool idea to just do like flash night photos and I don't really use my flash all that much even though I like got like a nicer one and of course right when I got my nicer one I never really got hired for like night events or anything like that but it's gonna be fun to play with that. I'm gonna bring my old flash just in case that one gives me some trouble but here's the new lens. I finally got an 85 millimeter and it is a 1.4 so it's a prime lens not a zoom lens. It's a fixed lens. I chose Sigma because I was looking up some reviews on like a Sigma versus a Sony and I feel like I liked the coloring on a Sigma a lot more and it was cheaper so I was like no brainer. I think like one of my first lenses was a Sigma like the YouTuber lens. I'm pretty sure there's a Sigma 35 1.4 for my Canon camera but now I shoot with Sony and this is what it looks like. It's actually really lightweight compared to my 35 that I have now. It's like a big boy. Oh my gosh. This is so exciting. I'm such a geek for this kind of stuff. I love anything technology, photography wise like anything like that. I'm so hyped about this. Okay, should we test it out? I'm also not sure how much I'm gonna actually want to use this lens tonight because they're thinking of shooting inside like a space and I'm not sure how much space I'd like to back up and an 85 is pretty like tight and close up but I'm very excited. So I'm gonna pop this on my camera really quick and see what it looks like. Here's a tester. Sorry about how messy it is but this is the Tamron 17 to 28 millimeter. I'm currently on 17 millimeters right now and I'm gonna change the lens and we'll see like what the difference is. So since it is at about 1.4, you can see it's like so blurred and it's obviously so close up to my face. Can show off the new teeth. But yeah, I have to stand a lot further back because it's like a really close up lens but I'm very excited to, what is with this autofocus or maybe I can't focus that close. Yeah, that's probably what it is. Okay. Very excited for this lens. Can't wait to use it tonight and I'm about to pop some pigments because these teeth are really pissing me off. Just posted my blog and I'm packing up my camera bag. I'm really excited for this engagement shoot because like I said, I'm gonna be using flash. It is kind of outside of my comfort zone even though like I can do it and I used to shoot like a lot of sorority events where I would need flash and they were so fun and I loved editing those photos. I have a good feeling about this shoot but I'm gonna change my lens so I'll probably try to vlog a couple clips on my phone. Going to Starbucks. Yes, until two weeks when he comes back. Babe, you're not even coming back in two weeks. I think I'm going home. You wouldn't dare. Thank you. Oh my God, I haven't had this in so long. I'll miss you. Say it back. I'll miss you. I feel like this morning was so chaotic. Like I thought we would have ample amount of time to have our last Starbucks date and Mueller but honestly when we got our coffee and breakfast sandwiches I was like, I'm sorry, like we need to go home because I was getting so stressed out because I didn't really know exactly what I was gonna wear. I had to like pack up my camera bag and everything like that because at 10 a.m. which it was 10 a.m. right now I am having a shoot at literally one of my favorite studios that I seem to be always shooting out which I don't mind. I love the studio and I love shooting in studios especially in the summer because I don't have to sweat. My client doesn't have to sweat and obviously the lighting is just really, really good in a studio and we can do it in the middle of the day because like if you are shooting in the middle of the day outside like the shadows are so bad because the sun is just directly on your face so you can really shoot in a studio at any time but I am doing this shoot for a friend that is kind of like starting up her floral business. She has had a picnic like setup business. I can't remember what they're really called but basically where she comes and sets up really, really cute picnics it's called Moment and Time and now she's kind of getting into the floral space so I told her I would do her branding photos for free because I personally really wanna get more into branding photos and kind of just get more clients under my belt so the more I put out on my photography page obviously people are gonna be like oh she has branding photos so I'll hire her. So we are gonna do that today and then I asked her to take a couple photos of me with just like my camera, with my new teeth and just to like have for social media and stuff so that is what we're doing today and apparently it's supposed to rain like a lot tonight which I can't even imagine because it's so blue and nice out today and so sunny so I'm like really confused. I do have an event to go to tonight and it's like kind of like a pool party thing so I'm like is that gonna get canceled if it rains? I might email the brand and just kind of see what's going on there. Just like that we're back like we never left especially if you watched my last week's vlog we shot here last week and I'm shooting here again on Saturday which I'm really excited about because I'm doing like a team shoot for this event planner person that's done like events for Champagne & Chanel which is like a huge blogger like OG blogger and she lives in Austin. So very very excited to meet her and shoot her team and we're doing it in this gorgeous space. I'll give you guys another tour. I'll make it quick this time because I feel like probably done this about three times already. Okay so there are so many little stations which is perfect because I feel like this will be really cute for you know her floral pictures and then there's like a desk set up. I really like this little table over here. Oh and their fitting room very cute, very girly. We have some backdrops right here. Hello. Are you so excited? I'm so excited I was like freaking out. Oh my God your teeth look so good. Dang. Your makeup looks good. Thank you I've been sweating. Did you do it? Yeah. Oh my God it looks really good. Are the falsies too much? No. I feel like they'll kind of dumb down in the face. But I feel like this one's fucked up. I like I gotta fix them. Okay I'm gonna do like a little refresh. Okay okay. We're resuming so anyways this wall can come out and you can shoot in this right corner which I love doing that. And then this is kind of new but at those disco balls are so cute. We might have to play with them this time because last time I wanted to do something with them but we didn't get enough time to. And then this corner and then there's like a hole outside which is amazing. Ooh so fun. Where do you think it's like a place that we're not gonna. Oh not going to. That corner probably. Okay so this is the outside. It's a little bit hot out here but she has like so many fans which is amazing. She literally thought about everything. Here's the setup when we got even more over there. But holy crap I just saw this flower right here. What the heck is that? This flower is everything and more. It's stunning. This one looks very expensive so. It probably is. Florals are no joke guys. Wait what is this flower right here? That is Adalia. It's so pretty. That's a wrap. Angel's over there. Cleaning the flowers off the bike. Look at all this. It's a mess in here huh? Came home and immediately uploaded the photos from our shoe. I am shook. These are so good. Oh my god. Just sent some selects to a brand and my like concept for the campaign I'm gonna work on with them. Then I got ready for the event I'm going to go to right now. It's kind of like a pool party thing. I think it's like martinis and bikinis so I don't know. I put on a swimsuit to be festive. And then I put on these really pretty classy looking shorts. I think it looks so good with the swimsuit. And then I added my Dolce Vita like slides because I have not gotten my nails done and so long because I'm trying to let like these nails breathe and I really just need to like repaint them myself but they keep on chipping. That makes me so mad. So I haven't really gotten my toenails done even though those definitely need to get done. I just like haven't really gone anywhere. Haven't like had anything to get them done for. But honestly maybe I'll do that this weekend since Ryan's gonna be gone and I'll be alone and I'll have a lot of time on my hands. So maybe I'll treat myself to a pedicure but actually I'm living for this outfit and then I'm gonna also bring my noodle bag and I'm tempted to bring my camera because like I wanna vlog the event for you guys. If I get really embarrassed I might vlog it on my phone but we'll see, we'll see. Getting some mocktails here in Amber. It's like happening out of nowhere. Lighting is probably not that great in here but I wanted to do a checkup because it's Ryan's last day here and it just like doesn't feel real. I feel like I say that about a lot of like things happening in my life that are big. Like my veneers I said that four and just like my boyfriend moving to a different state for six months. Like it just really doesn't feel real and I feel like am I not like being present and I'm not like living in the moment to feel that it's real or like I don't know have I been like anticipating it for so long that I don't feel like it's real or like it's not happening. But yeah Ryan hasn't really even started packing I don't think so I'm like okay this is I don't know it just like doesn't feel real again like I said. But yeah I don't know I'm kind of like feeling sad cause I feel like it's kind of starting to hit me just cause like thinking about going to these events or just like seeing friends then going to an empty house I feel like that's when I'm gonna feel my loneliness because that's how it was in college. I would go to my sorority house have like the best day seeing so many friends and being surrounded by people and then I would go home to my apartment which I lived in with my other friend but she would either be gone or her boyfriend would be over so like basically it was just you know going home alone and I would feel so like lonely because I was just like with so many other people and I think that's gonna be my biggest issue with like this whole living alone thing is that I need to like be okay with like I don't know like well first of all being alone but also just like coming home and like maybe like being grateful for this time to be alone after I exerted myself with energy talking to so many people. I don't know so that's kind of something I'm worried about cause I'm just like I always look forward to seeing Ryan after these things and like debriefing him and telling him everything that happened and just catching up and all of that kind of stuff and obviously he's like a FaceTime call away but it's just not gonna be the same and I don't know. I literally hate that we're doing long distance again but maybe it'll be good. Going inside it's 4 27. We're getting some sushi dinner tonight for last night obviously we're going to go crazy and we got a reservation at Soto which is probably one of our favorite restaurants here in Austin for sushi and we already made our reservation for Sushi Bar ATX when he comes back here in September. I'm looking forward to that because we were just talking about that at the event with some other girls. They said they went to Sushi Bar ATX and Sushi Bar Scratch which is kind of similar but like one's a little bit more expensive and farther away so I guess she just said like they're very similar. So I was like good because I'm going back to Sushi Bar ATX because it was so good. Oh my God I cannot even imagine but for now Soto will do. Quickly changed into this outfit which is giving me like art teacher vibes, mom vibes. I'm pretty sure this is a scarf I stole from my mom's closet so maybe that's why. But the skirt is show po. Shirt is meshki. Scarf my mom's. She's beachy. It just feels weird and it doesn't make it but I'm trying to like use my tongue more. We went to go look at houses to inspire us and remind us why we're doing this. Why we're doing long distance. Yes. That would be great if it was a joke. I would love for you to stay. Although I've kind of accepted it. We came to Lake Austin. Oh it's rainy. I would have totally sat on the dock. I feel like it's wet because it's raining. Oh ducks. It literally took off my shoes because I wanted to ground myself. Yes on this artificial block. Look how pretty though. Good house being built on the hill. Oh yeah what the heck. Because I'm fired. Yeah it does look like it's on fire. All right guys. One of these days manifesting buying a house on Lake Austin. Not Lake Travis Lake Austin. I can't see anything the sun's so bright. But look at all those big houses. I don't even know if you guys can see all the way out there. Last summer moon. Last summer moon cheers for a while. Yeah I'm strong. I'm gonna save mine for later. Would you like to leave the vlog with any words? I'll be back soon. Over the day. It's been about like an hour since he left and I definitely got emotional. I mean I've been emotional since last night. Honestly for both of us it really didn't feel real until last night when he started packing. I don't know. Just kind of like in a somber like mood right now. And I'm just trying to distract myself which I feel like it's gonna be this whole period of like just trying to distract myself and get myself to I don't know be more productive and just like do things so that I don't have to like sit and really like think and I don't know. There's this whole issue with like being with my own thoughts but I know we'll have to like process that or just be okay with that. And I guess it all comes with time. But I just did the laundry. I was watching some YouTube and now I'm gonna do some computer work it is Friday so I still have some work to do. Also I realized this this morning I don't know if you can tell but it looks like there's like a bruise here which I didn't notice that like the first couple of days having the like tent veneers in so I wonder if that's like from like the needle or something from the numbing stuff but that's very interesting and just like looks like weirdly discolored green kind of and this morning they're still feeling a little bit tight so not as bad as they did like the first few days or like the first day but you know still feeling a little bit uncomfortable definitely doesn't feel like normal you know but I'm gonna go in for my follow up on Wednesday. It's also a rainy day here in Austin which apparently the whole next week is going to be rainy which is so weird for Austin cause I feel like it never rains here so that's kind of weird. I was telling Ryan Austin is raining because you're going but I'm gonna get to work I have a lot of DMs on my photography page to answer to about grad photos and all of that stuff. Just want to do a little check in I feel like today I'm really not gonna vlog that much cause like I said it's a rainy day I'm just like chilling right now and I was thinking of like making plans tonight with friends to kind of distract me but I feel like I want a day to like kind of take it in and be alone and just kind of like I don't know just take it in I guess the words are not coming out of my mouth today as you can see but I've just been sitting here all day and I got some work done I'm still editing some galleries and I'm just really excited about all the shoots recently I did and I got to use my new lens on two of the shoots so far and it's so good like why did I not buy this sooner? I'm so mad at myself I just kind of like reignites my like passion for photography when I get new equipment and stuff I was just on FaceTime with my mom and I was telling her like I don't even know what to eat for dinner now like I don't have someone else that's like oh we should get food or like what's for dinner you know like thinking making me think about what I'm gonna eat but she said like maybe you should just clean out your freezer fridge kind of thing like if you have like frozen food to eat that and then she also recommended me to do like Hello Fresh which I was like damn I never thought about that so I might do Hello Fresh or maybe I'll like look into some of those if you guys have tried like all the little meal kit things which one is the best one to do and then maybe I can just do a trial and see if it's like a good thing to do I do really like like trying out TikTok recipes and stuff like that so maybe I can't do like a Hello Fresh kind of thing like three times a week and then have the other days to like kind of just mess around in the kitchen if I want to but I thought that was a really good idea so I might actually do that cause that sounds like smart and just like more affordable maybe cause it's like pre-portioned and you don't have to like go buy all this stuff especially if I'm gonna be cooking for one person then I'm gonna have like so much leftovers and stuff I was literally thinking like I was eating cornbread the other day and I was like I love making chili and cornbread but when I do I have so much leftover and so I was telling my friends that they need to come over so they can eat the chili and cornbread or I can maybe look into like meals for one I wonder if there's like a blog for that like just like the portion size of a meal for one took a little body shower covered myself in moisturizer and now it's time to find something to eat it's about like six and I was thinking I should check up there because I'm kind of craving soup right now and I know I have some soup it might be like really kiddy soup but honestly that kind of sounds really good right now got some good options so we have chicken noodle soup also I'm really sad because Ryan's mom gave me this for Christmas she was like what do you want for Christmas and I was like I don't even know but I guess like I'm not really tried these trough sauces but it already expired I'm so mad we opened one and used it but I think it came in like a pack or something and I'm really sad because I didn't get to use the second one I just don't realize like that food like this actually expires because it says refrigerate after opening so like I think that it's like good to go for forever almost like a soup maybe I should check if this has an expiration date this does too holy shit wait I thought soups are like made to this one does too are you okay I guess this is like our only option I'm kind of shook now I thought like we buy soups to keep around in case like the world ends and you need a soup to eat I'm very confused but all right should I do this or ramen because I have ramen I already do this kind of a lot but I always text my mom the randomest questions and I feel like there will be definitely more of an influx of questions because Ryan's not like here to answer my random questions but she said it's okay if it's sealed I'm sure you'll be fine so cause I really wanted this one it's a tomato and sweet basil bisque and it expires April 29th, 2022 do I risk it for the bisque oh wait do I risk it for the bisque their update I just googled it and it says yes you can eat canned foods that I've expired because the expiration date is not an expiration date at all but simply just a best buy or sell buy date which like wouldn't that be kind of like same, same, same I don't know, I don't get it