 When I was 23 or 22, I met my wife You know my future wife and that she was yeah, not only pretty she was amazingly vivid and very expressive and talkative and Just a beautiful being you fall in love and you fall and you keep on falling and you want to go and You fly that's where I met her and a year later The she was gone first three-quarters of a year and then we met again and from there Year we lived without sex and then suddenly boom there in four times Four times sex. I had my older son Yeah, probably know him through the mail or something But he is now working with me with that woman. I only had 50 times sex During 15 years That is very little. Why is that why because it was enough in action it a connection was bloody there and it's not based in Too much sex or porn or this or that it was fulfilled and what a what whatever way it was It was I had four children with her within the 15 times sex for children and that was good I felt always full Later, I had different relationships. I had sex every day. So three times a day I can't whatever I feel I follow Yeah, so 15 years I was with that woman until the day when she jumped from after kissing her Four children goodbye now from the age of seven to twelve years She kissed him goodbye and then she jumped from eight stories down That that is what she did And because she was suffering from mental disorder schizophrenia Manic depression and the whole psychiatry the world of psychiatry Through all the injections and pills and this and that because it was declining a mental state of years before Like ten years after our We had four children and then ten years after the first was born 30 no 31 the decline began as she went to the doctors, etc Nobody could help her and and there that is a very important point in my life Because I lost a lot of love of my life the mother of my children the one with whom I Should have been all my life She went away. I was broken inside but I had no time nor to heal nor to sit there with my grief Because I had four children very little money left behind their their their owners and I always say my children made me survive The cold healed me because the cold the intense pain of going into freezing water Makes you shut up in your mind Makes you survive. That was the only moment. I got stillness in my mind only possibility to get Peace in my mind and that that broke the loop that broke the loop of the Of the grief of the grieving and thus I began to regain Myself became very energetic a lot of energy became papa and mama from 35 years on that is 26 years ago and Yes, a Lot of energy with the kids being little money and Trying began to ride began to garden began to become a mountain gear a guide I did and there are the challenges came and when the challenges came I said to the television who came to me first Through a radio and newspaper Article where I said yeah, I go into the ice all the time because I love it And I love do exercising and all this nobody believed it and they got it into the newspaper Then television came and television is crazy because they begin to challenge you so when they challenge me I could do everything. I got 26 world records, but numerous more challenges done and they are all led to the Extremes of what a mind and a body is able to do even past what in science was thought possible Physiologically possible. So I did all these television shows the National Geographic Discovery Channel And more and more and more. I don't know where I probably have done 5200 documentaries now from BBC to the 2022 National Geographic, whatever I did it all but now they are going to make a Hollywood film next year on top Why is that that is because I gained to something in in three years ago I was in Detroit in the in the brain scans and They gave me a cold water up on the skin. I could do nothing just use my mind and I made the skin temperature not going down That is the power of the mind maker having physical consequences in the body to defy stress coming in Just using the mind. This was unknown in psychiatry If I would have had that knowledge back then with my wife Then I could have treated her naturally, but I had no power then but I pledged my Oath to my wife if I'm able to get out of this Grief to get out of where you have been then I will show the world and all the people who are suffering Mentally, I will be able to pass on a natural way of how to get out of your grief How to bring your spouse or husband out of there and be a good parent Yeah, was that your breaking point then well when you lost the love of your life thinking You could have went two ways either Went the same way easy or I'm going to push myself to the extreme limits now I do a lot. I read listen to a lot of the books a lot I'll watch a lot of inspirational people when you actually break it all down They have all felt severe trauma where they think fuck it and just pushed herself to the extreme limits I don't know if that's to maybe block out some of the pain still. Yeah, sure. Or to maybe find the answers How is it now for you to? When you know the information and looking back thinking because I believe pharmaceutical kill more people than any other drug in the world So how does it feel now knowing you know some answers to how change the mindset to control your temperature? Some people have cured cancer some people have cured depression addictions through cold water exposure Now you have this information. How does it feel looking back thinking? That people are getting lied to to take this but yet your wife still committed suicide first of all I was what I say as well, you know you come from Scotland Yeah, and I know that I you know the film with Mel Gibson who's a user in Australia You know give me back my son or the freedom in Scotland And we fight all those things. This is what what happens when a when a Simple man is being broken down and has to kneel for it all for the train of every day Keep on going. Well, he lost his wife to and why why and And he could not do anything a man like that can be He can be touched so deeply that he is gonna find the answers the whole world of psychiatry and medical care and the whole system is Incapable of and that is not science through where I schooling commerce. I'm a dropout, but I'm teaching Psychiatrists doctors professors all over the world. Why because I had a genuine Broken heart. I had a genuine Simple mind just to be happy and strong and healthy and take care of my children and this they didn't let me The society didn't let me and it has no name and it has no person you cannot talk to it But it is still on go it so I did something about it And how I did not know but I began to rise and began to walk my steps little by little I let and when the television came can you do this? Can you do this? Can you climb Mount Everest in your shorts? Can you swim under the ice big distances? Can you run a marathon beyond the polar circle? Yeah, I can do it all because compared to a grieving heart. It is nothing