 And there are swarms of demons hovering over my body, eagerly waiting to seize my soul." And then he continues in that paragraph, "'Do not forget, O God, that this is the same soul which you created in your own image for no other purpose than to praise you forever and ever and to partake in your infinite glory and bliss. Lord, remember that I am your child, albeit a wayward one. And do not abandon me to everlasting perdition.'" I just find that amazing. He's talking to us, but then it's sort of like his last pleading to God. He's saying, don't forget, God, you created me. Don't forget I'm your child. Please be merciful on me. I find it very believable. I find it very believable that that's exactly the kind of thing we would be saying at our last minute.