 When I tell you that I am upset, I can count on one hand how many times I have had a set back with my hair and I've been natural for eight years. Let me get in so y'all can really see. Earlier today I met with my friend and local natural hair stylist Ms. Irlett Pender because I am working on a project with her or for her I should say and while we were there she mentioned my split ends and I'm like yes girl I know I got them I got to take care of them so towards the end of our meeting I asked her to show me you know or show me you know how much split ends I have so she proceeds to pull my hair up and I can see I'm like okay I see it so it looks to me to be about an inch to one and a half inches of hair because you can literally see through it I mean you can see though what you call it the demarcation line and you can see that my hair is damn not damaged but you can see the split ends so she says which I did not listen to her clearly she says I will help you don't worry about it so I'm driving home driving home I'm thinking to myself oh my god I got get those split ends off I gotta do my hair I got these you know XYZ hair videos I have coming out for you guys I have a collaboration with another youtuber I want to work on and we have similar hair length not anymore um y'all sorry this just happened today and I wanted to record this but I think a lot of a lot of content creators or youtubers come on here when and they're not they don't hold themselves accountable for their own hair mishaps this was completely my fault I did not listen to the stylist I decided to go home and cut my own hair now let me say this what I did I typically dust my ends meaning that I slightly trim my hair wise and while it's in twists a true trim I will allow a stylist to do but I took it upon myself to trim my own hair would be okay is I pulled my hair to the side and I trimmed my ends however I took off way too much I know what I was thinking so let me show you how much I took off keep in mind I have a lot of hair hold on so damn embarrassing so when I look down on the ground this is how much hair was on the ground all balled up totally my fault this is very very not smart of me my child so I'm trying to watch what I say so let me just show you guys what my hair looks like and I'm gonna do it in layers because I have a lot of hair so this is what so do you see that part now the big difference there I'm gonna start turning around okay and let me see if I can lightly but don't don't do that sweetheart don't just we do that I'm recording so it's so let's start taking it that down in the front hey are you already seeing this now let's take this down on this side it's really choppy over here I mean look at that that's very choppy looking and then we're gonna turn around towards the back I know some of y'all think I don't see it girl yeah it goes choppy long short long I mean it's alright so let me turn around yeah this is all jacked up this this is look at that that is all messed up in the back I don't even want to know I don't even want to know so and then this is what I thinking and then I kind of paint my hair up so you can see even more unevenness uneven I mean this is not good I don't know why would I do that why would I look at this side once I start doing a style you really are gonna be able to tell that it's uneven and it's choppy so I immediately contacted I pray that she wouldn't say anything crazy to me and I immediately contacted the stylist and I was like I know you told me not to do anything I know you told me not to touch my hair I'm so sorry don't don't get mad at me but I cut my hair and it's very uneven and it's choppy you like my hair I'm almost gonna cry y'all thank you baby thank you sweetheart so sweet sorry y'all so long story short she's gonna do a corrective style on me and I'm almost in tears cuz it it yeah um she's gonna do a corrective style corrective cut for me on Sunday we are gonna record it this is gonna be a you know so yeah you guys this is what you don't want to do don't don't don't be like Vivian don't be don't be like a net man listen to the stylist look at this it's literally oh my goodness look Jb you you have the eyes of a child literally literally feel after this sorry well of course be my corrective cut excuse me so that is it you guys take care bye