 like truly I had some magical moments as a streamer and those days are over and it's you know like every day that I continue just feels like me trying to like relive something that I've already I've already like reached the peak of if that makes sense. I lived with Byron and Brother Toe and we were just vibing every day Pokemon Go and it was like some of the best memories of my life and I've been really uh fucked up honestly from um just like having to re like making this video made me just remember it made me just remember everything really uh really uh vividly and uh yeah I just uh sorry I just really want to find meaning in my like uh life again I feel like for the last couple years I've been sort of off and on streaming just I was doing well like it was going well like with Shadowlands release I hit like an all-time sub-peak I've ever hit you know I was reaching new heights et cetera but I kind of just quit uh and most people would say I'm crazy but I just don't really see or find like the the motivation or passion to do it as much as I used to I've been streaming for like 10 years and it kind of reminds me of that it just reminds me of the times in the past like every time I go live I'm just reminded of everything you know and it's like hard for me to just sit there and have this like permanent reminder of your past and the friends that you'll never see again and um that kind of thing so I kind of wanted to try and possibly pursue music I'm not sure how we'll go I might fail but that's part of life you know sometimes you just got to go out on a whim and uh the safe route is probably for me it's just to continue streaming and you know I've evolved I'm already pretty successful with it so yeah I mean he could just stream and do whatever something in my heart just tells me it's it's time for me to stop taking this seriously this streaming stuff I really do appreciate um my other people that have supported me throughout the years and um I might stream some you know wow releases here and there who knows what will happen but for now I just want to try something different thank you everyone and um for those of you that I rubbed the wrong way over the years I apologize I was I kind of grew up in this industry and I didn't really know what the fuck was going on you know I was just like young dumb I was a pretty reckless kid and uh yeah I don't know I've probably done some crude dumb shit over the years you know you don't even mean this is part of the job I guess youtube shit or twitches like clickbait shit hot tub streams whatever the fuck you know what I mean you guys give them a saying but I just uh I want to be true and follow like my heart yeah I want to just follow my heart I don't know where the fuck that will lead me but that's kind of where I'm at uh thank you for listening uh here's um here's my thoughts on this I think I think 100% this is a good idea for Mitch I don't know exactly what he wants to do as far as is he still want to live in the house or whatever uh if he wants to still live with me he is more than welcome to for his sake maybe he just should you know maybe he should just move out and and just completely just afk for a little bit he hasn't talked to me about what his plans are exactly for moving or not yeah I mean I thought I like I've talked to Mitch recently but not like about living right he's more than welcome to stay 100% I think for his sake I think it's better than he moves and just kind of like afk's for a little bit and you know just does his own thing now here's my my concern is I wouldn't want Mitch to feel lonely call after I shot him a DM I said I said let's talk soon like especially when like all your friends are streamers in his case like he's like he's been streaming for 10 years I wouldn't want to see that you know what I mean for for one of my friends for them to feel like left out or lonely all of us like whenever we stream and do whatever like we kind of got to do our thing too for him maybe it's even better if he just isn't even on other people's streams for a little while you know what I mean like I would love to do stuff with Mitch on stream and play games with him and whatever even if he's not streaming but I don't know if that's good for him right away I think he should just take a hard break from it not be on anything for a while and then and then maybe come back and do some of this just even if it's a few months at least I think that would be good for him so yeah I think it just needs like a hard reset that's all and you know what I would you know honestly what I would think Mitch should do for real what I think Mitch should do for real is uh I think he should go to school I'm serious I think he should go to school no not high school okay there's a joke there but about an old video but no that like he should uh I think he should go to school I'll never happen I think no I think if he goes and takes some classes when you've been on twitch for 10 years not everybody like so some of these old guys on twitch not old not like age old but people who've been on twitch for a long time and they're like my age or even a little bit less I think like like for example chance is like a couple years younger than me I think like something like that chance still went to school he didn't finish but he still went to college I think it would be really good for Mitch if he just went and took classes maybe at a community college junior college something like that going to school what you learn in school is so much more than what stupid piece of paper says right it's so much more than a degree or a transcript or anything or that like that it helps teach you responsibility it helps teach you accountability it helps teach you how to work with people there's there's so much value in having an experience like that it'll help him meet people outside of the twitch world I'm not here playing frickin red at armchair psychologist but as a friend I would recommend that Mitch goes to goes and takes some classes somewhere and goes to school that's what I would like to see he could actually have a semi-normal life yeah and it's a good feeling right to go to smu yeah I will not look he doesn't need to be doing that but uh I mean as a music that's a really good degree sure but I think that's that that's gonna be a lot for Mitch yeah you can go east Texas Baptist okay uh but yeah good for Mitch uh train yours moxies laugh for the first time I'm gonna kind of run through recap a little bit he does it sounds like count the count and I never know I don't realize that I'm so glad we're not normies I call myself a theater kid really motherfucker okay offline tv and friends andy from last Aiden gets dissed by streamer Ludwig wait so what happened I'm sure this is a big meme by the way this fucking season now has his own goddamn circle call another motherfucker's Norman dude okay says you Hassan shut Ludwig called so Ludwig said I mean true also but like also true but also true and honestly miss miss is getting there but let's be a hundred percent honest twitch is just a normie website now shut the fuck up you dumbass normie bitch okay never mind I guess not um no offline but for real twitch is just a normie website now it is like that's the reality of it that's the reality of it you know like how many kekw's do you see in these other streams dude says you Hassan shut the fuck up you dumbass normie bitch offline tv season one kekw motherfucker just what is offline tv season one I don't even know that it is miss just shut the fuck up man miss are you serious you're the one sitting here commenting on every single Minecraft youtubers twitter account asking for a host from their 200k viewer streams of 12 year olds just trying to get more into that crowd so you're calling other people normies whatever that's obviously what you want to be you got to be absolutely kidding me miss this is just such an absolute joke dude unbelievable these guys just say these kinds of things and they think that it's going to amount to something motherfucker in person poop dude everyone online is fake fucks i can't stand they're all discussing be good with the tango that everybody knows in the fucking chat i'm so uh the timing on that dude that's why i'm going ssb be good with the tango that was in the fucking what timing dude amazing chat we're not normally spam the emotes to prove our unnorminess twitch is a normie website like that's just what it is like it's it's not a bad thing i mean here's the thing everybody is new to twitch at some point right type one if you're new to twitch everybody is new to twitch at some point so here's the thing is people are new to twitch to teach him the ways dude you got to teach him the emotes you got to teach him you know about the third party things you teach him the whole thing that's how it is