 guys how you guys doing it's time for another chitchat today it's going to be busy let me tell you something this week I am doing one of those busting out a lot of videos and one week I still have the blog from Houston that I need to edit but this week I have a turmeric and mask blog I'm working on excuse me I have this chitchat video a deep conditioner with Amla oil a protective style then I also have scalp massage video that I was working on but there's something wrong with the footage that's five videos in one week that I'm gonna try to produce for you guys and then just schedule out over the course of the next two or three weeks or so so anyway you guys this is a chitchat video I really really didn't have any plans to do a chitchat video this soon even though my last one was about 11 or 12 days ago girl the southern accent is awesome because I've had a half a glass of white wine because I need something to calm my nerves child so y'all know how we do this I talk about what's going on in my personal life what I'm watching on YouTube and what I'm watching on TV which is a lot child now today we're going to be detangling my hair baby I've been doing a lot of traveling what's going on here what's going on my hair is trained to part you see the deep part right there let me take off my Apple watch I've been doing I've been doing or we've been doing a lot of traveling you guys we've been going from East Texas to Houston to Dallas East Texas Dallas East Texas the humidity in Houston is so disrespectful look at my hair look at it I did a twist out like five days ago so I'm gonna go ahead up like we missed my hair with water I'm detangling with her yeah so it's time for me to set my hair in my go-to protective style which are just twist very simple twist and then I'm gonna be adding wooden beads to them and I will probably keep those twists in for about right before I go see my husband and get an April my husband doesn't care for them well it's not that he doesn't care he prefers my hair like this even when it's not even defined which a lot of men who like hair they would if their woman has hair they would prefer to have the hair all out all right you guys so what's going on in my personal life girl a lot let me tell y'all something we moved here earlier last year right so we were here in January it was like we got here the week of JB's birthday because I remember my poor baby we got here a week before JB's birthday and me I am that over indulgent mama bear that I do all the decorations from Pinterest I invite people over the last minute I bake his cake from scratch I do all of that I plan this stuff like weeks in advance right we can't do that this that year so at the very last minute this was last year when we moved here at the very last minute I went to Kroger's got him a cake some balloons and a toy when I tell you his his eyes lit up so bright and that's when he turned nine good what you seen out it for I say all that to say we got here soon enough to wear we were here during spring I don't know if it's because y'all look at this I don't know if it's because we went down to East Texas at the beginning of March the pollen here is I think the pollen the pollen is demonic or something like the pollen is like alien it's ridiculous so why I'm why I'm driving around there I typically drive around with my windows up because you know it's not even it's not hot it's not it's not hot it's not cold baby look when I let down those windows when a couple of minutes I started coughing got to my parents house had a coffin fit had to take my inhaler got over to my sister's house a couple of hours later it was coughing went to my car there's green dust on the window I'm a god so yeah so anyway we went to Houston my husband literally lives downtown Midtown Houston when I told you we had such a good time I shared some of the events on my Instagram account show all we did was eat eat eat eat eat eat we had a wonderful wonderful time and so we plan on going back in April now I don't like to share a lot about my personal life because I believe there are certain things that you keep private and I'm that type of person I tend to keep some things private but I did have a comment on one of my chitchat videos hold on y'all one of my chitchat videos a while back on how are we going to maintain this sorry I'm getting a lot of a lot of emails from work so anyway this individual wants to know how we gonna do it girl how we gonna maintain it you know I will say this I think a lot of it is about communication that way you know what to expect and we already talked about us seeing each other more often and making sure because Houston is just three hours away y'all is it could be a hit or miss you know depending on when you leave but it's not like it's it's a state away it's just three hours south but with that being said we've seen each other twice in the month now let me tell you something like I said I don't have to I don't like to share too much but in addition to being a wife a mother a content creator I'm also webcam girl you know I will you know I have all my bits of lingerie and yeah that's all we're gonna say about that yes besides that you guys I try to keep my videos excuse me I try to keep my videos lighthearted but when we came back from Houston and coming up towards Dallas we were stopping at some places which we probably shouldn't we stop at a Bucky's like an hour away from home and because it was spring break it was so crowded was spring break and the rest of Texas last week right so while we were coming into driving into Houston I saw the sign for exiting towards Italy Texas those of you who don't know a couple of weeks ago it was in the news that a Dallas mom had stabbed to death a couple of people in Italy Texas which unfortunately resulted in the deaths of three of her children so you know when I saw that I literally I mean I literally got choked up cuz I I have forgot about it and then when you see it you're like oh my god that that young woman actually lived in my city she lived about 10 minutes away from here and a division called windmill forms we call it WMF here it's one of the rougher subdivision windmill forms but she was visiting her kids in Italy Italy Texas now from what I understand she was supposed to have supervised visitations and that was in the case so a CPS worker was visiting because she had a hunch that the visits were not being supervised I believe the grandkids were with the grandmother and we're gonna call her hall her last name is Hall she has a twin sister which I'm gonna get to in a minute we're gonna call them the hall sisters y'all my hair is really it really started to knot up in certain areas which is why I wanted to Jesus hold on y'all so anyway so I believe the altercation occurred because the CPS worker showed up so she ended up stabbing a couple of people there including five of her kids unfortunately three of the children which was a set of twins and another child ended up dying away from their from their staff rooms the way I probably what I think may have happened the reason why cuz she stabbed all the babies and the youngest ones were literally babies and they survived so what I'm thinking happened and this is just a hunch is that the reason why the other ones probably the older ones died is because they were probably trying to fight her so she kept stabbing them now this is the thing you guys her sister her twin sister did the same thing last year where she actually killed one of her children I believe a child was seven years old stabbed another child who was a teenager 16 and she's currently in a state institution statement the institution right now absolutely horrible you so girl let's change your subject so YouTube the YouTube algorithm is a mess my and I said this before my view camp my view counts are at a all-time record low my check for this past year was only a couple of dollars more than what my first YouTube paycheck was that's that's crazy so on average I'm getting paid $200 less some on it's something hell it is I had that's what I'm saying it's something I'm getting that let me tell you something I'm still grateful to get paid doing what I love to do it's just very frustrating but that's me with you know 30,000 subscribers there are so many other youtubers who are not only losing out on sponsorships on my sponsorships and stuff like that stopped years ago way before COVID only because there were so many new people coming up and at the time you guys I want to tell you something when I was getting a spot at the time when I was getting the sponsorships a lot of people were new a good one is Buzzfeed was new when she came when she came out and when I finally recognize who she was she was at like 10 15,000 subscribers and I believe at the time I had probably five or five or more 5,000 more than she did I was getting the sponsors then things changed she came up a lot of other natural her youtuber comp came up and those sponsorships came to them went to them no problem they absolutely deserve it but I'm just telling you the game has changed the game has changed because this plot this this platform is so oversaturated with a lot of people right a lot of people doing wonderful things too okay there's there's room for everyone so I literally have been interrupted every two to three minutes while I'm on here it's it's Thursday people are contacting me whatever it is so what it is so my views are so at like I said they're at a record time low I was averaging averaging for at least for my chitchat's well over 500 700 views between 500 and 700 reviews hair related videos over a thousand my last video they got over a thousand views was a hair related video a mask but then there's been other hair related videos that don't get close to a thousand so I don't know what it is you guys I'm still going to keep producing content all I'm saying is that it's just it's just very frustrating to keep doing this and my subscriber subscriber counts are slowly going up but it's very slow it's very slow but like I said I'm not the only one who's noticing it who I'm not the only one who's noticing it recently I saw a video from Brooklyn y'all know that the plus size diva who's fabulous at Mako at makeup and all that and she was seeing how her views have changed and sure enough I looked at her views based on what she used to do and it's drastically different but baby that's nothing I saw another youtuber who has well over a million subscribers tell me why her vlogs vlogs are only getting a thousand views you got a million she has a million subscribe like 1.2 I don't I don't remember the young lady's name but she has over a million subscribers and her vlogs it only over a thousand then you have someone like I am sure it could be based out of Florida who grew fast she is now getting huge numbers based on her vlogs we love her vlogs I like sure I like her as an individual she's an older youtuber too many she's in her 40s and she's a boss she cooks she goes out and she buys stuff she works out I like her really do like her I'm also seeing which I get so fascinated you guys by people of all different backgrounds I'm seeing an overwhelming amount of trans youtubers who are speaking on the D trans D transition phase so what that means is basically you have some transsexuals who regret transitioning and a lot of this is when they go through bottom surgery there are a couple at least two I know that come to my no there's about three that I watch and most of them are besides the one the two were men they transitioned to women and then the one was a man transitioned to a excuse me was a woman transitioned to a man the one thing I do admire and I'm gonna say this and it is what it is the LGBTQ community is the one community where you have to be very careful what you say how you say it because then you can come off as transphobic homophobic I will also want to say this I feel like some people and that community not all it's almost like walking on eggshells you know what I mean it's almost like walking on eggshells so I do admire the people and these are getting these are people in that community these are trans there they're youtubers who are saying this was the biggest mistake I've ever made of my life a lot of them are now stating that when they went to the doctors and went to people that they almost forcing to say okay you need to go ahead and have surgery since you really are supposed to be a woman but when you do that there's no going back when you when you check especially the bottom you can take off your breasts once you get implants you can take those out once you get rid of your penis that's it it's it doesn't that is why I saw a clip actually a couple of weeks ago of jazz who's a transsexual male to male to female and the TS Madison and TS Madison was basically basically like I don't want to disrespect you I don't want to you know hurt any feelings to be disrespectful but the girls that I know that did that went I think crazy meaning the ones that had the bottom surgery they turned out because you know TS Madison kept her so which is why we know her as the big you know what so she kept her bottom she kept everything down below and so I think that you know TS Madison did not get through the through to jazz she's still calling me so yeah you guys it's just very interesting to see you know so many not so many but I think that the part that I really really do agree with is that before first of all I don't think anything life-changing shit happened to someone under the age I might be bold enough to say under the age of 20 I got what's the point is that a lot of the youtubers I saw they were talking about this subject we're seeing them that instead of jumping to let's change your body let's jump into let's look into getting you some help let's look into getting you some therapy instead of doing something that is you may regret later on okay and that's advice for anything honestly let alone this so anyway you guys that is what I'm watching on YouTube my girl what I'm watching on TV so I continue with the center on Netflix and it is good it's still it has that dark so continuing with that I keep getting suggested suggestions for catching fire you know what let me tell you something I don't like Jennifer Lawrence Lawrence I don't know what it is about about her that I don't like really don't like her and I'm like there's no reason why you should not like this child she didn't do nothing to you I just don't miss something about her I don't like y'all I don't know what it is I know what it is I feel like she all of a sudden after a few movie roles she all of a sudden became big for no reason no it's not for no reason I believe she had a sponsor you know what I mean I believe she was on a casting couch for a couple of people I shouldn't say that but that's how she was able yeah she's a wonderful actress but no girl almost no fall you know what's his name Franklin this is the last season and Franklin somebody's gonna die I don't know who it's gonna be I'm scared from Franklin I'm scared for Wanda I'm scared for Franklin Mama it just makes I'm scared for Franklin's Beyonce it just makes me so this this series is giving me some anxiety so Franklin is really morphing into this drug lord who is unforgivable especially now since he's fighting with Jerome his uncle interesting now Luther is on Netflix with your man Idris Alba it's up there in the top 10 but but hear me out y'all know me I love me a good BBC movie or even a series but I just can't get over his accent and is that a cockney accent it's really hard for me I've always known that he wasn't from the States but that cockney that I can't I know a lot of people especially women they like it but I'm I'm struggling I'm struggling I go get over it I know I get over it Riddick is on Netflix I absolutely love Riddick you guys I think that your boy did a great job he produced that if I remember he produced a direct Riddick Riddick is such a great trilogy I love all three movies I rewatch stepmother with Julia Roberts and Susan Sarandon Sarandon I was trying to go back and watch these movies you guys when I watched earlier and it hits differently first of all a lot of these movies came out when I was a young adult and then sometimes I watched it again and then now I'm watching it after I've become a mother so some of these movies hit differently when you become an adult and hit differently once you become a mother or once you become a wife it's just it's different for me because when I was first watching when I first watched stepmom I thought that the Rob the Susan Sarandon's character had every right to you know act how she was acting because here comes a younger woman coming in trying to fill in the role with her husband her ex-husband it's like who are you but now that I'm an adult and I'm matured and I'm a mommy I look at it as Julia Roberts character was just not trying to help she's not a mother herself she's not used to children and small children at that so Susan Sarandon character which is being petty for no reason petty for no reason I mean of course you still hurt over some things that happened in the past but that's in the past you know what I mean so you have to learn how to be mature for the sake of your children I'm grown child so let's talk about it y'all swarm so it came up in a Facebook group that I'm that I'm in and so a woman asked oh is anyone watching swarm I like what we also got a new show so so I looked at a trailer and I'm like what the hell is this about and y'all saw I had you know as you guys if you were watching it in the community baby let me tell you something after I saw the responses I looked at a trailer again and I'm like you know what let me look and see what's on Amazon Prime because I don't have Amazon Prime video but I've already planned for who in Netflix and sling no that's too much so I saw a couple of things I was interested in addition to swarm and I'm like like wonder I think was nanny I'm gonna watch that I say okay Netflix you got me for $9 or $899 I'll go ahead and submit to this baby when I tell you I watch the first episode I was taking a nap I was on a way to take a nap I watched the first episode that nap when I the door then I was at what the hell is when I tell you this is the weirdest show I have ever seen is take you on a roller coaster of emotions I'm like was Donald Glover take an asset when he thought about you know the plot of this but it is great the main actress is great every episode has a guest story so let's talk about the first one baby I'm not gonna get I'm not gonna reveal a lot but spoiler alert I'm gonna say much I'm gonna talk about bits and pieces cuz I finished it I finished that whole it okay I finished the show in like a day when I tell you this show had me the chokehold I was like and by the second episode I was like I'm gonna watch this shit this is too much for me I ain't got no more anxiety medication I can't do it but we're gonna do it so the first episode again like I said y'all was in the middle of a nap I was tired I'm watching it and it starts off with a girl named Drea or Draza Draa and she's with a roommate named Marissa and they're talking all of a sudden I'm hearing some huffing and puffing Marissa is getting her back blown out by some stately gentlemen I'm like so it goes on and then the main actress a main character Drea she has a fascination with an artist named Nigel nature Nigel I don't know her I don't know I don't that's a that's a fictional character look because at the beginning of the series is gives you a little like this is based off of fiction in this like some of this shit baby true and I'm like I pause and go to Google and try to see okay who's this person it's fictional now some of the events are based on real life which we're gonna get to later on so first episode I'm like okay why did it take me 30 30 or 40 minutes into the first episode to realize that the boyfriend of Marissa was Desmond Idris old boy from Snowfall when I found that I was like oh let me rewind back to that first five meals the first episode I didn't catch it was him until his his he does the Cali accent and I know it's him awesome awesome awesome first episode some things happen there's a lot of triggers in this in this series and you know and but it's weird as hell the main character has his weirdness awkwardness about her I'm like okay she's an introvert look I'm trying to ask the episodes go on go on I'm trying to diagnose so like my ass is a psycho therapist I'm like oh she's schizophrenic I'm like oh she's not schizophrenic I'm like oh no she doesn't have schizophrenia she has multiple personality disorder or DID this associative identity disorder is what I believe is that I'm like she's so awkward so this is the creepiest thing so I'm getting to the second of course things happen to our Buddhist and I'm like what the hell he's fine what's going on again spoiler alert she's crazy as hell I don't got told me but ma'am hadn't known by the other character Marissa who is played by Chloe Bailey if I hadn't known that there were adults I would have assumed that she was a teenager because the main character is emotionally immature she's immature all the way around but definitely emotionally immature she's awkward she's weird there's nothing wrong with that but when you mix it all together and a big bottle of DID you it's a problem it's gonna be a problem I thought she was a teenager and it was it was interesting because homegirl uses a credit card and basically her rent money to buy these nausea tickets which is like crazy like the Beyonce tickets and her her roommate Marissa's like that you said you were broke that goes on and on you guys it is she's like every episode I'm like what the hell I'm trying to figure out what the hell's going on so every episode I'm even more confused so it goes back and forth with time stamps too it's 2017 then it's 2018 okay so then it breaks out to where she's a freaking stripper I'm like okay dry okay come on through but then the other you know strippers like look you about to make some some willies in her lip ain't nobody trying to get hyped off of that mess so she ends up again whacking somebody else off and and a very like you're not expecting the shit to happen she's just just killing people left and right mopping up blood all everywhere so there's one scene where the one big body red bone stripper it's like you want to make some money and you're okay where we going they end up going to this I want to say like a frat boys house with with Caucasian men cause of Kuwait men look watch this by yourself I watched this watch it was at school all day I didn't stop cuz only seven episodes I watched it all day one sitting eating watermelon and shit so look one thing somebody's doing along the crack one scene so someone's been over one scene and what is too much for me is that the men were also naked look very rare do you have a show where you see full body nudity that that scene where the guy that she was with the night before comes up with a ball of strawberry but a ball here a bowl of strawberries and he sits down why is that bowl of strawberries clean clear and when he sits down you can see his little Peter Peter's look it was like this he's like you want some strawberries and you can see his his penis through yeah I'm all over the place because this show is all over the place again you have guest appearances by Idris album no girl this minute this man Idris what's her name what's the young white girl name Billy eyelash she's so pretty y'all I'm Chloe one of the bomber sisters girls I think she wrote one of the episode y'all y'all this show is so messed up this is the epitome of delusional I'm going to create my own world because the real world is too much for me to handle honey Leon is in this episode later on walking around with a double-gauge double-barrel shotgun with his fine ass there are some things that happen that I still don't understand I will say this though I wasn't feeling the last episode I'm not gonna give any spoilers I wasn't feeling the last episode because I thought it was going to bring some closure or understanding to the entire series and it didn't for me I don't know if it did for you overall it is good so of course with it called swarm we think of the beehive beyond say stands fans that are crazy as hell sometimes but baby the swarm is like Beyonce fans with Norman Bates Jason and Michael Myers all in one so another thing that was a bit disturbing is throughout the series you hear the sound of a hive a beehive sometimes it's a little subtle sound is very quiet and other times is loud sometimes is overlapping music sometimes it's just a sound of the hive which messes with your damn anxiety but it's nicely done it was nicely done there were some episodes that were a little bit more triggering than others overall it's a good series I'm interested if there's gonna be a season 2 I think the main actress did a phenomenal job it's hard to play a crazy person I could imagine that it was draining for her to play someone like that but she did a good job she did a really good job so yeah swarm y'all it is on Amazon Prime I got Amazon just to see this and it was worth it even though I wasn't impressed by the last episode I'm not gonna give me any spoilers but I'm so dang on confused by the whole shebang I'm gonna watch it again I sure am I'm going to watch it again because I need to get some questions answered I'm gonna watch again so I write you guys I'm gonna continue to do this last section of my hair and that is it everyone thank you so much and thank you as always to all of my new subscribers take care