 When I look back on my life, can I find one single day which I have devoted entirely to the service of the Lord? Can I find one single hour which I have dedicated completely to fulfilling the will of my Creator? Oh my God, I shall stand before you and before all the saints confused and embarrassed, anxiously awaiting my eternal sentence. I just find this language, Father, it's beautiful and compelling and it just stings your heart because you say, yeah, which one of us has really lived a single day or even a single hour? I mean, how many times an hour does Connor Gallagher's will insert itself and get me off track? I mean, it's embarrassing how much.