 I don't feel with my hands. They're usually in a fist and I don't feel my feet and so my wife is pretty much my hands and feet. It's helping him get dressed, get the braces on. You know, as men get over they go to the washroom during the night more often. It disrupts her sleep when she has to lift my legs and put them on to the bed. The nights are rough because as he mentioned he's up a lot during the night and he walks to the bathroom and very often we have a slip and then we're down and it might take an hour or two to get us up. I'm so afraid that I'm going to have a problem myself and then once the caregiver is injured then we're in big trouble. I'm so proud that the government is giving the veterans now caregiving that they let their spouse or they get another caregiver for the home. But I do believe that all conflicts and wars the veterans should have a caregiver. I think it should be all because whether you have a spinal cord injury from Vietnam or spinal cord injury from the Gulf War you still have that injury and you still need quality care. There's so many things my wife would like to do with the neighbors and the community but she has to cancel some of those things. She doesn't go because she has to take care of me. As we get older we will need caregivers more and more. I know I can't live from day to day without my caregiver and I'm sure that's the same way that other veterans with disabilities feel. I'm not getting any younger either and sometimes I feel like I can't be lifting and doing all the things that came easier 10 years ago. God bless all the women and men who are caregivers for us veterans especially now as we're getting older it gets worse every day. Not like I'm going to be better tomorrow. I know when I wake up I'm not going to be better tomorrow. I'm going to be hopefully as I am now but I don't want to be any worse. But I know it's going to happen.