 Yeah, it's been a while. Yeah Thank you. I don't know. I don't know. I have no idea. No idea. It's weird that it's a That it's been that long. It's been two years already. It's true thinking about That uh, that night when we walk and when we launched the channel um It doesn't it doesn't feel like it was two years ago. It feels like longer, honestly I don't know if it feels like it's been a short amount of time, but Eunice honest for me feels like it was like a decade ago It feels so far away So far away Do you think that with that fading that the That the way that the channel impacted you has changed like it has gone from This big thing in your mind to Something that you just did a few years ago. You know what I mean? Yeah, it doesn't The the way that it affected me hasn't changed I Think that it it hasn't faded at all. I still I Think about Eunice honest a lot not Not necessarily in like a oh, I miss it and like I do miss it, but I Think about the way that it affected me a Lot in the way that it changed me in the way that it changed The way that I operate like not only as like a person making videos or whatever, but like just day to day I feel I Feel like I I learned how to appreciate stuff a little bit more with Eunice honest, and I feel like With different things that I've worked on and different things where I'm like I want to try and appreciate this more Eunice honest taught me I Feel like how to do that because I feel like I've I've never like lived in the moment more than Then I did with Eunice honest. I'm I miss some I Miss that grind a lot like I it's different. I don't even necessarily know if I miss that grind I miss the the feeling of togetherness that that we had all three of us like I miss That feeling of being able to work With people like that, you know, because I I don't get that every day And I know that you don't get that every day and like I miss I miss that routine a lot and I think that It's very easy to feel kind of lonely And I think that despite a Lot of hard stuff that happened in that year both like Personally and obviously the world like I Think that Eunice honest In doing that was One of the times where I felt the least alone ever and I missed that a lot Mm-hmm. So it's funny because this year You know, I think there was a lot of people in the first year of it ending That there was still a lot of talk about About Eunice honest and what the channel was overall and what the channel was to people individually But now and this will continue to happen is that and I say this like almost selfishly in a way that like The channel getting further away from it being alive It's like turning it more into this legend, which is really cool Because I I've talked to so many people And seen so many people in this last year that I've that have said like oh, you know, I wasn't there for Eunice honest or I was there right at the end or like even some people like I just found out that Eunice honest was a thing and I wish that I could have been there for it But it's crazy just seeing it morph into more of this like little YouTube legend where it's like yeah not everybody got to experience it and that number of people will only Grow as time passes of more and more people being like yeah, I wasn't there like I wish that I was but I I wasn't and I'll never be able to See that and I wish that I could have been a part of that. I think there was something so So beautiful about About the willingness to let it go and that's something that made it so much more special And I know that that that's something that we've talked about a lot Which was the whole meaning behind the channel was it was special because it had to die and stuff like that but Like going day to day I don't feel as Excited as I did with stuff with Eunice honest. I still feel excited and And I still feel passion behind things But there was the certain feeling that I got with Eunice honest where every videos felt Felt special in a way and every video felt Exciting and like it had a purpose and I think a lot of that was because We knew that it was going to end and every day that we put out something no matter what it was It was okay. That's another tally mark on the wall getting closer and closer to everything going away and it just I Don't know. I I still haven't found a feeling quite like that and I can think back on times and Eunice honest and I can Feel like how I felt During that time like if you get like a weird smell and it like triggers a memory I get that a lot with thinking about Eunice honest Here's a an interesting question Just because I know you pretty well and I know the way that your brain works with certain stuff And I think that Eunice honest was also like a testament to that with the way that we were willing to let things go and How we knew the purpose of the channel and stuff like that And I know that Everything isn't hot black and white. Oh but do you Do you ever feel? sad About Eunice honest like I know that overall I think everything is kind of bittersweet and a lot of it is is pride We feel proud of the things that we made but like do you ever? Feel sad about it. That is It's it's kind of a weird thing because like the stuff that we've made since then I've I've Felt like it's always been fun and enjoyable and stuff like that but Sometimes it's like sometimes it's very hard Because Of Eunice honest, it's almost like stay with me here. It's it's almost like being good friends with an ex in a way where like We've made videos and it's been really fun and I enjoy doing it But sometimes it's just like oh man, it makes me a little sad where it's like, oh like Remember what we used to have You know what I mean, though You know what I mean, I know present for me order pops Order pops They're not melted. They're not melted. They're still very much alive and intact. Do you remember? the The video that this was from or the it was probably multiple I think it was brick soccer Cut to five seconds ago you being like you want to find true meaning Brick I think it's it's nice that You know as a whole the people who were there They all have this kind of thing in in common And I think it's nice that the community sort of lives on And that people are able to still get meaning from it Like a friend of mine who wasn't like a fan of the channel He's a good friend. He had an Eunice honest shirt on and he was walking down the street And somebody just looked at him and like gave him a knowing nod and it was like my shirt And I just think it's cool that People can have that kind of relationship with each other through the memory of the channel and people can still Like get the meaning of it, you know and still take that with them. I don't know It's nice Yeah, just pretend like it didn't exist. It's nice to It's nice to be able to come back every year and just think about it You know and to just talk about it and to remember What it was and to remember all of those times because I I think about Eunice honest a lot but not on this kind of level where I just kind of sit and think about it a little bit and Sort of allow myself to remember I guess um I don't know. It's it is really like Not as severe obviously But it is really like grieving A friend who passed away in a way, you know, because we'll never We'll never be able to get that back ever, you know, no matter What we do in the future even if we were and we won't do a too dishonest it would not be the same You know, it's not the same thing. People won't be able to relive that, you know Eunice honest will never be able to happen again because It won't ever be able to happen for the first time again and that's kind of what made it special And so it's nice to kind of Be able to remember and grieve in a way um And just be like, yeah I hope we're not doing this today. Yeah, what color do you want? Green Do you need scissors? No, no, I won't come on Mamie. How about a pop? Oh I hope it's me Yeah, I'll see you next year