He pulled away from me and smiled
And he walked away, I opened my
door and when inside I leaned against
"Did that just happened?"
I said to myself I heard a knock on
the door I opened it and it was Ash
Ashley-Did I just see
you kiss someone that
Ashley-who is he?
Selena-yea, his brother
Selena-what is wrong
Ashley-um well nothing,
but I thought you liked
Selena-He has a girlfriend
Ashley-but he asked you
Selena-he acts like he likes
me, but then he brings Demi
around and acts all lovey
dovey with her, he is just
really confusing and complicated
I don't need that in my life....
Ashley-yea your right
and anyway Joe is
Selena-I know right
Ashley-ok then I'll
see you tomorrow
I got changed and got into bed my mind
thinking about Joe's lips and his touch
and with that I drifted of to a sleep next
thing I knew I woke up screaming Nick's
name, I settled down and took a deep
breath what a dream, It felt so real Nick
was leaving me because he said he could
hurt me and I was screaming his name to
stay I shook my head what the hell does
this mean I looked at the clock already
6a.m I got up and got dressed and headed
downstairs to the cafe
Ashley-why are you
here so early?
Selena-I just couldn't
Ashley-alright then help
me set up we are hosting
open mic night again
I wonder if Nick is coming which makes
me happy that I might get to see him, it's
like a sudden urge in a way
Ashley-and yes Jonas
is coming he always
Selena-I wasn't thinking
Ashley-sure you weren't!
I rolled my eyes and soon we were super
busy the hours seem to fly by every time
someone one would open the door I couldn't
resist but turn and look to see if it was Nick,
before I knew it we were closing already he
never showed and I actually felt sad!
Ashley-earth to Selena!
Selena-umm I'm here
Ashley-you seemed out
Selena-it's nothing I'm
going to head up stairs
I when upstairs and wonder why Nick
didn't come tonight Ash said he always
does, was it because of me!? ugh I hate
not being in control of a situation I'm in,
*beep* I opened my phone and it was
I kinda miss you...
can't wait to see you
again on Friday!
before this txt I had actually forgotten
all about Joe, my mind was stuck on
[3 days later Wednesday Night]
Nick hasn't come around since that Night
at the wedding, I've been talking to Joe
on the phone a lot I guess you could say
he helps me keep my mine of him, I like
Joe I do but it isn't the exact connection
I feel with Nick which I wish it was because
at least with him It wouldn't be so complicated..
I was falling asleep when there was a knock
on my door, I opened it to find Nick standing
there my stomach felt like it was invaded by
millions of butterflies in an instant second
He just stood there and just didn't say anything
and kept looking at me I was about to say
something else, when he grabbed me and pull
me close and kissed me!