 hey y'all it is Thursday huh it is so cold like I think it was 40 in the 40s this morning and now it's it's warmed up to 54 it's 8 30 dropped off JB this morning was another one of those mornings to wear it was just horrible y'all it was just this child's got on my everlasting nerves this morning he woke up later than normal he woke up at 6 30 which is great for me because I was like good I can get some stuff done but that only left him 30 minutes for him to wake up eat breakfast you know at lounge you know at this age you gotta tell them five or six times to do stuff so like I said before I try not to let my mornings dictate the rest of the afternoon rest of the day excuse me but shoot girl and he just wasn't listening just wasn't listening so this is okay for now until I can get inside it is Thursday yeah it's been a this week has been crazy because this is still the same week of when I found out that person had been stealing my videos and you guys I had to really just stop yesterday because I I'm all about not wasting any more time on negativity especially going into 2019 I don't want to do that and I found that I spent all day yesterday checking her vault videos to see maybe she would comment maybe remove a video nothing I'm continuously continuously to check my email to see if I got any notifications or YouTube nothing and I know it's gonna take a couple of days looking at other people's videos who have had similar situation come up they can actually take almost a week for YouTube to respond I'm okay as long as they respond I mean I started crying at one minute because I found I discovered that JB was in one of the videos and that right there is like a bunch of bullshit you clearly know how to edit videos why couldn't you edit my baby out of the video and you still uploaded on your own channel but I woke up this morning was like you know I'm not gonna give this any more thoughts no more energy I prayed about it the Holy Spirit told me don't even think about it don't even let this be it even if the video stay up there still keep doing what you're doing now I'm not gonna make food videos anymore that's out of the question yeah that's going on but what what the reason why that really set me off is that can't see me I'm sorry y'all the reason why I'm on my camera as y'all know in my previous vlog my audio is screwed up on my on my camera so that's off to Canon Canon has it right now so when it gets back I will continue with my hair videos even if I have to do voiceovers on it you know which I mostly do you know 90% of the time but I just won't be able to vlog with that video I'll have to vlog excuse me with that camera I'll have to vlog with this camera which is bunch of bullshit my laptop is giving me problems or keys and so it's just all of this included with the you know issues with my camera issues with my laptop things with my videos I'm just over it I'm just over it so it's a new day it's a new day and I listen to when I have to show it play it for you guys I was listening to a song one of my favorite Christian songs on contemporary Christian songs and I was like you know what I'm not gonna allow no one no situation no thing to steal my joy this is a song I want to I know I'm gonna get flag it's by for king and country called joy I love this song choose joy I know that's right let it move you so I choose joy today let's move on today it is cold as hell like I said my hair is wrapped up because it's wet I pre-pull my hair yesterday so I'm gonna go ahead and wash my hair I do have a detailed wash video coming up in a couple more weeks on what I've been doing to wash my hair holy hell y'all I've been using the 22nd woman's shampoo bar we want to stop it the last my last wash day when I used it I accidentally got some in my eye my reaction this is not exaggerating and I know I've seen one or two you commented on not to get in your eye but my reaction was so bad that I could feel the burning sensation from my eye all the way down whatever nerve that is all the way down to my lip I'm never using that bars up again never because I'm clumsy and I can't see in the shower I always get shit in my eye is there some type of special goggles I can wear just a reaction I had a I had an adverse reaction I had to actually stop get out the shower and put water in my eye like a damn chemical reaction you know yeah but it was a it was a horrible you know how you can get shampoo in your eye and it hurts yada yada you go about not this it hurt me for a while so yeah I'm not using that bar again I still would recommend it just don't get in your eye but I like I said I'm clumsy and I'm bound to get some stuff in my eye every other wash day that she's this what it is I do apologize y'all it's kind of getting dark here so yeah shampoo my hair washing my hair today also deep conditioning and I'm trying to see what my husband wants to do in the weekend because we are busy I have stuff planned every Saturday up until Christmas I mean I love this time of year JB's gonna take pictures next weekend this weekend we have a crafts a craft activity at Michael's $2 $2 he making some crap Santa Claus shit or something so that's this Saturday next week we have pictures the following Saturday the 15th we're gonna be doing another Michael's crafts yeah we'll be busy with that I'm getting some sleep fine because for a while was waking up early girl I was waking up I was actually waking up the at the witch an hour yeah I'm superstitious I'm superstitious I'm country I'm spiritual so what I said I know scientifically it's your body but still I was working it waking up for a while at three o'clock and a couple of months ago I heard a lot bang outside my window I'm don't know why I club I heard a lot noise but it I thought it was an outside my window but I think it wasn't I think it was a dream and I heard a voice say wake up I looked at the clock it was 333 that scared the shit out of me I started googling all types of stuff don't do that don't do they don't do that so girl what's over our message I finally got my internal clock to get me to start waking back up at four and this is slowly going you know today I woke up at 340 and so it slowly get me back to four o'clock yeah that's my normal wake-up time before the longest longest hours for a couple of months I've been waking up at 3 a.m. and I can't go back to sleep but now we're getting back to it cuz girl I need I need my way I need my rest um what else is going on there was something I want to tell y'all about girl remember I told y'all that we got a new TV we bought a brand new curve Sam song I didn't my husband did Samsung 55 inch beautiful TV get rid of my direct TV let's get the sling on let's get Netflix hula-bree but my husband I tried to put it together yesterday now I let me say what I did I was like well let me go ahead and take it out the box right take it out the box my husband leaves for work at 115 tell me why at 1240 he starts opening up the box I'm like what are you what are you doing exactly he does he not say anything my husband ignores me a lot of times he hears me but he ain't responded to me because he's probably thinking about you know what the hell he would like to say to me which is okay don't don't verbalize it you can think about it just don't verbalize it so he proceeds to go ahead and put together the TV now these newer TVs don't come up hardly nothing you know if you want to put it together there's a flat screen TV right and it comes with a base a stand that you attach it to the TV tell me why he decides to follow the instructions out of order all out of order right no no out of order so I'm like I tell him I said you know what I'm looking at the diagram and I don't think he's supposed to attach the base to the TV he's supposed to attach the base in the stand together and then attach it to he's ignore me got his screwdriver bending down like an angry African and he has everything he screws everything on he said okay go in front of me lift up the TV I go in front of him I lift up the TV he brings it back crack the base cracks all the way cracks from the weight of the TV of me cracks so I'm looking at him in my head I am saying every damn thing that I wish I could say because you got to go to work and here's what you can you can you go to like best buy I'm gonna do what I know y'all the light is it what can you go to Best Buy and see if they have you know a replacement I'm like Negro you broke first of all I said let me just let's just take it out of the box you wanted to put this together 30 minutes before it's time for you to go to work and now that you broke it you want me to go I didn't say all that I said oh okay well um let me look online and see what they have and I say well yeah go online you know go through you know go through Walmart and see if Walmart you know go to see I'm a song I'm like okay I said okay you know I say well and I did say something I was like oh this is only thing I did say with an attitude I said you know what I have I'm gonna schedule today I have things to do so maybe I'll just do this tomorrow you know but I went ahead I went ahead and called Samsung they were very nice about it gave them the serial number and they're shipping out a replacement so I told y'all I can't stop laughing I'm laughing at JB took my order he took my order yeah my baby now my baby's only five years old so I'm gonna make fun of him so what what's the first thing you took I think this is salad salad then a capri son capri son water your what pie you spoke that right pie ice cream ice cream and pasta oh that's just your menu yeah JV has bad customer service because this is his restaurant we pretend playing instead of asking for a waiter instead of asking for a waiter he's at help person the person that helps you's call a server waiter they're not you don't snap your finger fingers and say hey help so precious I watched this here tonight my baby hey you guys hey y'all girl it's been one of those but you know what I got up this morning with an attitude of yet again you know okay I won't complain did not sleep well last night first of all it's Friday it's Friday and I'm ready to swing it is 9 30 JB is at school just to give you guys an update on some couple of things it has been like I had said before it's been a trying week but I'm a man I want to try not to complain about it but let you guys know what's been going on woke up in the middle of the night girl REM sleep I don't think I was really that sleep because they woke me up the garage store my husband was trying to open up the garage store it wouldn't open he couldn't get in so I was up for about 30 40 minutes figuring out what the hell it's going on you know what's going on the train is broken the chain it's broken long story short my car was trapped inside and I'm like JB has to go to school in the morning what were we going to do so my husband got up early in the morning and we were able to get it up manually but we can't put it down when you have a house you have to have extra cushion in my opinion minimum $500 extra cushion for anything that could go wrong in your household and my my thank God I have a husband who is able to save and properly take care of things I don't have to do anything but be a but be supportive and make sure my ass is here just to be here you know that's what I'm doing so I'm gonna go to the grocery store real quick and pick up some groceries because it is payday but again be in mindful how I spend just in case something else comes up it is cold y'all 50 degrees I'm gonna make chicken soup like I said cancel my doctor's one minute go ahead and go make chicken soup and good news y'all thank y'all look I got the best subscribers ever I may give y'all help for the end of the year giveaway shit I have the best subscribers I get online and I saw between yesterday and today I saw all the comments y'all were making y'all were coming through supporting me and going on that help us channel dragging her but thank y'all for that and just for your words of encouragement got up this morning saw an email from YouTube that was basically like we have removed these videos but since then there were there's still three other videos they need to be taken down with one of them being the smothered chicken video and that's the video my baby's in so that one that one definitely needs to get get down so they're taking them down y'all and it was really fast I was really surprised at how fast it's going so yeah I feel good about that even though still some bullshit going on with my camera and laptop clearly I'm on my old camera I'm good as long as one thing is good I feel like out of everything first of all even if nothing would have been fixed I still would have been in a good mood try to be in a good mood today because I woke up okay I woke up some people didn't get a chance to wake up some people ain't got no legs like that's how you have to be y'all let me fix the camera so there's a fire truck over there at the Walmart what the hell is going on usually I'm not going over there right now then I'm gonna go over here and go ahead and go on to the Dollar Tree but I heard the alarm that means that either someone has failed someone is in danger at the Walmart oh Lord alright y'all picked up our phones he got the white I got the rose gold I know you really can't see me and some yeah did all of that compare I feel like I haven't even briefed yet and literally by the time I go home put up the groceries it'll be time to pick up JB because it's half a day day to y'all half a day and y'all I'm gonna have to do something with JB for him I'm gonna always do something together but I don't know a little bit more I don't know I felt so bad because the teacher his teacher was like have you guys done anything differently at home are you on a different schedule is anything changing at home I'm like no what's the problem she told me that JB has been crying in the morning I'm like what JB has not cried at school since he was two years old and she's like yeah like yesterday as soon as they went in he started crying and said that he wanted his mama I said oh my god y'all I almost got teary-eyed because he's only five years old so I said well I told his teacher I said well I have been a little strict on him in the mornings let him know hey we got to do this isn't that way at time be sitting laying around you won't have time for you to be looking at YouTube videos you got to get up brush your teeth you know we're on a schedule so maybe that's what it is I have no idea I don't know why my baby is crying now at school so I don't know when I pick him up today you know I'm gonna spend a little bit more time with him later on today since it is a half a day and just you know reach out to him and let him know he doesn't have to cry you know mommy will come and get you ain't like I'm gonna leave you at school baby mm-hmm what those games are looking real they were like all the games were like real mm-hmm and those games go in real life they do man coin slots my nose itches yeah we got our garage store fixed yesterday my husband said it was almost $300 I looked at the bill to 93 here's my husband you want to call him Alex I want to formally apologize I want I think I can really see me that way I want to apologize cuz I just edited the first half of this video first of all I was looking at mass secondly even though I was telling you guys I wasn't going to complain and I was gonna try and be in good spirits my energy was way off I was like this is making me depressed rewatching that so I do want to apologize for that hoping that my energy is a little bit better doing the last portion of this video so it's Saturday I need to go get some gas and then we're on our way to Michaels not sure if we're gonna go out to eat since we spent a coin on you know getting a garage store fix what is that oh inflatable job my neighborhood my neighborhood goes all out all out for the holidays literally every other house is decorated for Christmas I'm not decorating for Christmas they got a snowflake up up there I still cool over here I'm not decorating for Christmas not on the outdoors no I'm about to get some guys y'all like this lipstick you know me this is a combination of three lipsticks oh where's my debit card there she go I don't like to get gas at this gas station because I'm in a neighborhood Facebook group y'all you ain't no watch it you know you can't have a donut that's okay oh yeah you should you're not supposed to have any sugar at all you heard this child today um apparently this I'm talking have breakfast to welcome to the club apparently this gasoline station apparently this gasoline station has been still in credit card numbers and the people inside who's been doing it apparently um cuz you know I get some extensions people don't stay long they come and leave I'm going to be having lunch with a friend on Monday that I haven't seen in years my friend Sharpey y'all I was like so I was like Sharpey this is Sharpey a dog it's one of those wrinkly cute dogs my friend's ethnicity she's Chinese Jamie stop it we used to work together for Apollo group and we used to go out to eat girl she loves to eat and I used to have to pep talk my friend because she's she's a six foot tall Asian girl which is you know interesting but she was telling me that the the area where her people are from is northern China and the people tend to be very tall people unlike stereotypical we think that a Asian Chinese people are sharp but where she's from the region she said like people are five ten and over that's just the norm that's a huge take dispenser y'all we clearly we don't have a life work we're always the first people here now Michaels has birthday parties it's like literally nothing a hundred dollars for eight people but you can't do like a cake or anything it's just past so y'all I'm buying these I shouldn't but there's a long line I'm gonna say in line for this take your time honey you're excited after this we can go to Chick-fil-A I know this is why I'm always filming yeah he only has a oh okay are you cleaning it up yay today's the first you can pick up on palm now oh now it's red I don't think you have it over straight away at the back yeah wow hot mess it's okay baby it's beautiful you're doing such a good job your palm is kind of mommy has hot glue at home guys in this neighborhood they put in these tell what tell slah tell slah electric car chargers that's like 15 of them what does that do down there so cute these ornaments are so cute I'm gonna wait I'm gonna wait till everything goes 75% off oh JB look oh my gosh I may just get this this is adorable these Christmas ornaments are cute really cute hamburger this one's cute too these only three dollars look I'm gonna wait these are so adorable y'all I think I'm gonna get this I think this is adorable how much time I have on here I just have 36 minutes that's enough time 34 minutes on the SD card you yawn and that means I hope you sleep good tonight y'all JB he woke up so many times last night at least three times but I had a hunch that something was gonna happen so I went to bed at eight o'clock purposely last night are we ready this drink is so unique rosemary and fuse in the ice cube