 Hello everybody Hope you're all having a wonderful day. I'm back again with Stephanie from spiritual perspectives of our great awakening We've got quite a show for you guys today. How are you doing today? Stephanie doing great very weird week. Oh my god I know I just got off with Catherine Edwards and you guys You I don't know if that video will be uploaded before this video We'll see she'll probably upload it to her channel as well But we Catherine and I spoke about that as well that it's been a very um Well, you know Stephanie and I talk all the time like holy shit. I mean that's a veil is super thin I Feel like the grounds kind of are the carpets kind of been pulled out from underneath both of us in a lot of ways in different ways Yeah, and I was saying that with Catherine It's like, you know, we have this all idea this whole idea of like reality versus Expectation and most of us have these like expectations throughout life And then the reality never really meets the expectations sometimes in a lot of times The reality is better than the expectation But when you have something so you thought you had something so concrete in your life And then all of a sudden when that is not so concrete anymore it can bring up some emotions. Can't it? Yeah Yeah, and I think I think the universe is purging a lot of negative past traumas and Things that we've had to work on so that we're we're ready. Yeah Well, and that's what I told Catherine to a lot of the reactions. I over me at least like I've spent most of my whole adult life Working on this but like how much your mind plays into like your overall well-being You know and these like attachments you have that you don't even realize you have but then when it's being shown to you In such a brutal way it um it can rock your world a little bit, but oh, yeah I had um I had a family member well in law not in my husband's side my my sister one of my sisters in laws trolled my email for the grit the Amazing grace group that I run Pretending to he was under email address that is weird and Was trolling it and asking me all sorts of questions. However, he didn't realize that his name actually showed up in the email So I'm like, are you kidding and really rocked me a little bit because I'm like it you know I've lost my whole family this year and That's not easy now granted. I know why I'm pretty well aware of why I'm I'm learning to accept it and But still it kind of I think maybe it was the last branch on the tree That he needs to be shaped a little bit to get rid of the the little bit of residual damage But that makes any sense. Absolutely. It does. I know Catherine. I talked about this this morning, too Now Stephanie are lucky we live in the same country and I have talked about driving up and like doing some stuff up there after the holidays But you know the hard thing about what's going on right now is that we all have lost people in our like daily lives In wherever we're living in the world And we're meet meeting all these people online And becoming really good friends with people online, but we're so separated because we can't cross borders We can't you know, there's so much going on and it's kind of frustrating because human beings need human beings like You know to be in a place where you can't hug the friend You can't sit down at a table and share a drink with your friend like without there being a zoom without there being a Technology involved where it can just be two human beings having a heart-to-heart. We can't do that right now And and I know that that is so important to To us it's humans. We need each other. We're connected and and that's been really hard I think we're at the end of this like really long road and the battle is is we know It's been heating up and we know that stuff's happening. We know it's happening, but oh excuse me Hold on a second. My computer is Deciding to install something while I'm talking to you Not today Satan not today So so we're we're kind of in this weird kind of place and You know, I know we don't talk too too openly about stuff. We're all going through privately We're just generally speaking but Stephanie. I both have gone through a lot privately. That's very um that's kind of rocked us to our core a little bit and But we can't really do anything because we're stuck You know, it's like you're kind of you're forced to kind of deal with it You can't really go anywhere. You can't you know, there's so much going on but um, so if anybody right now is struggling I think it's very astrological. I was telling Katherine I think that astrologically the veil is just really thinning and On top of that we're being met. That's like a collision course with our own expectations and our own thoughts on things and so we're having to kind of Reorganize and and read and find new stability if that makes sense. So but Stephanie sent me a care package. It was so awesome and some of this stuff I'm going to show you guys tomorrow because we're doing around table tomorrow as well But I have to show you guys she sent me some Christmas ornaments and they're fantastic So I'm going to show you guys some of these Christmas ornaments that she sent me This is supposed to be a gift to make y'all laugh. I love it. Which is for Christ y'all can see that see my ring light If y'all know what that means a couple of weeks ago Stephanie and I were talking about being called witches and we were talking about like all this like aggressive Stuff that's happened like I got the shit scared out of me because of it because somebody was like literally threatening me I'm calling me a witch And because I was challenging I was challenging the bible and I'm challenging what we've been but we've been taught I've never challenged god. I've never I've just challenged the narrative We've gotten closer to god. Yeah, I've gotten closer to god And so I said like on that show I was like we should make teacher t-shirts just say witches for christ And so Stephanie took that and ran with it. I love it. Um, we have let's go brandon Let's go brandon. We have This is great. We have to show this to jenny the spa that bunch Dastardly plans the cure White hat card. Oh the white hat card mr. T Mr. T and the white hat card. Oh there. I see it. Okay. Yes That I just love it I could have made about 10 christmas ornaments with all of jenny's sayings on it I freaking love it like I freaking love it like years from now And I made hers like a purpley color because I don't know what it is Purple in her just I don't know go together really well. Yep We have buck constantine I mean his black for an obvious reason and y'all know why like I'm like That was the biggest like groundbreaking thing for me in my research because we've been taught that constantine's the saint when literally the dude was a Fucking saintness like literally. I mean it's there. It's all in the research. It's it's there So um, and he started our churches. He's the reason why we have churches So we have hashtag fblg which means fuck bishop and I won't say the rest of the name Y'all know what we're talking about. Y'all know the issues that have been going on Um, we have this is what my favorite one's to all I want for christmas is the ebs is my ebs All I want for christmas is the ebs is my ebs Um, let's see here. Welcome to the shit show I love it. I love it. Welcome to the shit show um We are all just walking each other home You guys know I say that all the time that was one of rom dos's quotes. It's true. We're all just walking each other home That's I just love that first time I ever heard that quote like made me emotional. I was like, he's right. We're all just walking each other home We have hashtag fgb or fjb. Excuse me. We know what all that means. Don't know what that means um Oh, I have that and then of course esoteric atlanta my channel. This is awesome stephanie and she's sending more stuff, too Which I'll show you guys tomorrow I can show your bracelet. Yeah, I'm gonna show the bracelet. Let me put all these up. So get them out of the way here Um She sent me a beautiful bracelet. As you guys know stephanie has her awesome etsy shop I'm going to put the link down in the description box below If you're looking for uh christmas presents for anybody we we want to support Other people not necessarily corporations because that's how we got in this mess to begin with Look at this beautiful bracelet guys. Look at this. It's got the tree of life on it It's Beautiful Y'all see all that And uh, thank you to wanda who sent me more beads Oh, awesome. Yep. I got a big so christin sent me a big package a couple weeks ago and then wanda Um, I don't say last names, but wanda I like to give credit to um, you know sent me she used to make her own jewelry and uh doesn't anymore And um sent a lot of stuff to me. So I've made a ton of bracelets already using the stuff I just have to post them on to my etsy. So thank you wanda And uh, great. Yeah, it's just you know, I'm finding out like How many people Are just super super generous. I'm not talking about just donating money It's it's more than that, you know, donating beating donating their time to watch our channel That too. Um Which helps us Any kind of donation, whether it's watching a channel or donating to a cause or anything to everyone who has donated to my groups or my Go fund me I'm already Well, can we talk about that? I was gonna bring up that go fund me because we haven't really had a chance to talk about that I put a little notice on the video we did with janine on saturday but um Stephanie as you guys know she has Taken it upon herself to do this She's doing the Lord's work She created this um support groups for people who are coming out of religious a b us e Which unfortunately is way more common than it should be And you don't have to be of the christian persuasion You can be coming from any type of big religious uh organization where you've been basically traumatized and is treated And I've sat in a couple of these groups and they're they're pretty they're amazing people that are coming into these groups. It's all private Nobody we're not recording anything. You're safe But you have a women's group a men's group and then a deprogramming group and and the thing about it is is Stephanie like a lot of us. I mean, I just had to have this realization as well because I can't get into my shawa in india without too so a lot of us um Our jobs that we did before this are now on rocky grounds because of our Because of us saying no basically I came out of the medical field. So we know where that goes So Stephanie has started her channel. She started these groups and a lot of people are involved and she doesn't have a laptop She's really like working off of her cell phone Occasionally she or I use my husband's laptop. However um his laptop I cannot do certain things with like I can't make my videos look Professional or anything like that. Um, and it's not and I'm gonna try to make my husband look bad or anything It's just he uses this laptop and he needs certain amount of space on it. So it's like I can't download um Software, you know certain software. Yeah and plus It's not mine and it was a gift from his um mom and his stepdad and I don't I don't want to do anything to his property. I know we're married. I know what people are going to say to that My husband is very anal retentive He's he's typo blood so, um, he he Which I'm sure you you kind of like that too brace, right? You said the o's are like that. So It's it, you know, I How do I put this? I'm not trying to make him look bad. I respect his property in other words and he has to use his laptop for certain Um things and so I just need something to call my own where I can do what I need to do on it and being able to download programs like A video program But also too if I have to run groups and he needs his laptop for something then um can't do that on the And shut out of lock. Yeah. Yeah. So and given the fact that I have you know What took me out of work wasn't illness and then um now I can't go back to it because of uh, you know The the things going, you know, so it's and and I do Odds and end jobs, you know, I you know, I work part time But it's not guaranteed pay. I take care of an elderly gentleman and it's not like Ended up in the hospital. So I can't take care of him this week. So it's very like um You're not on stable ground. It's not yeah. Yeah, it's not guaranteed. It's not guaranteed. So I you know, I still need to help out with the bills and stuff like that and um So any of the proceeds that goes through to this are so appreciated and And this is for her to get again You guys for her to get a laptop and she can get some programming so that she can run these groups better There's go find me link it will be down in the description box below And I want to I want to bring up something while you're saying this too Like this is kind of the reality of the situation I've seen a lot of people speak about like those of us who have platforms being paid off I'm not paid off. Are you paid off Stephanie? No? No, the only I'm not I'm not Looking to get rich. I don't want to be rich. I don't worship money I just need to live I need to put food on the table for my kid And the thing is too is my husband is completely asleep So it's not like he's understanding the work I'm doing. He's not getting it You know, so it's not anything that he's like, oh, you're working really hard to do this and this and this and um No, it's not like that at all If I were to tell people what's going on in my personal life right now they would Which I won't because I can't it's just something nothing horrible, but You you know what? I'm you know Bryce knows what I'm going through right now and it's a little on the complicated side. So Yeah, anytime I actually get a donation even if it's for five dollars. You can ask Bryce I literally will cry in tears of happiness because I appreciate That generosity. Yeah, and again guys like I I will say it. I mean for and Sony Catherine and we're talking about this before we started filming this morning. Um I Running these channels, it's it's a full-time job I mean, it's it's definitely um and it's something I love to do. I like I love to research I like geeking out of that stuff, but it's a lot. Isn't it you have to research for days Um all day just to put together a 20 minute video Um and and then of course sharing information on other channels and scheduling with people It's a full-time job and so for a lot of people who run these channels. There's just no way like We wouldn't be able to run the channel Without some sort of payment because we still have to pay our bills. We still have to eat We still have to have a roof overhead So like the only money that I make off of doing You esoteric Atlanta is the adsense I'm very grateful that youtube does do adsense where they do put commercials on our videos because That enables me to be able to focus more of my time on the channel and also I have my awesome patrons Which are amazing, uh, but Stephanie is at the point where she's got enough subscribers for adsense But she has to have hours watched. So at this moment Stephanie, you're not pulling really any money from your work on your channel Are you not not my channel? Just the donations I get from my groups is pretty much it and then I've had a couple people just don't need just to Don't need yeah I just wanted to like specify that with people because I have seen that on twitter In fact somebody commented on a video that I had done With a bunch of people around table and that we were all just being paid off and it's like no I'm I'm filming from my bedroom. I mean Stephanie seen my whole room like I'm up against the wall in my bedroom On a mac on an old mac book right now. I'm not in a studio. I'm in the bedroom There's no we're just human beings just like everybody else is Um, I I know that this is crazy crazy crazy times I've been going through old pictures. I'll touch on this for a second I've been going through old pictures because I'm bringing on my um My best friend's gonna come on in a couple weeks and do a show with me So I was really trying to find all of our pictures we old pictures we had together And I found some like really funny pictures like one was a monkey that stole my fanta in india And I posted it the story of that was funny Like I found an old picture from an old christmas picture of my cousin like falling off the sofa back in like the 80s And then I've posted one uh back from like to actually remember this when I took this picture It was back in like 2015 ish. I was in london. I was actually in in england for a yoga thing And uh, a couple of my friends and I decided we had it like a day off of like conferences and stuff to go to stonehenge And I used to live in in england. So I'm very familiar with england and I was like cool Let's go let's go stonehenge and we were doing the whole experience. This was before the great awakening and this was right when um Selfies were a thing and I had gotten a selfie stick Because my a couple of my friends and I after we were going to do this thing in england We were going to go to italy we then went to a girls trip on italy and you know, we wanted to be able to take Use the selfie sticks to be able to hold the camera up the phone up to get more of the city Right, it was to be able to take pictures of more of where we were And so I didn't know at that point that you could flip your camera around so you could see yourself You know That picture was that you that was what that picture was So I had it on the selfie stick and I was by stonehenge I was like trying desperately to like take a picture by stonehenge And it only I'll probably put the picture and it only caught like half of my face and like some of the rock But my eyes it was windy my eyes were squinted Well, I was like and I remember when we got back on the bus to go back to the parking lot like because they take you And I was going through my pictures I remember looking at my friends and being like this is why I suck at taking pictures And like the whole bus I held my phone up and the whole bus started laughing So I I shared that picture and everyone's like, oh my god, you're part of the because it was one eye Oh, come on. I was like stuck shut Come on And I was like, are you fucking kidding me? Like no, this is a failed attempt at me trying to take a picture of myself at stonehenge Can I just stop you there for two seconds because I need to say I just need to say this Okay, we're taking back all of the symbols as good. First of all, okay number two I honestly, I'm like a loss for words with that because that is ridiculous. I mean you've seen the picture I know I'm gonna post it. It's ridiculous. It's literally looks like I fucked up taking a selfie, doesn't it? It's so obvious that you you you backed up taking a selfie I mean come on. Okay. It whoever is is commenting like that obviously needs to work on themselves a little bit Yep, go work on yourself. I blocked a few people to be honest with you with those comments. I just went Yeah, I was like this is this is the view I'll let that one slide but I won't say that already because that's a I was like this is not this was supposed to be funny Like I'm going through old pictures and I'm being reminded of these things that stupid stuff that I did and there's actual Photographic evidence that I did this I and then people like, oh, you know, they have to tell you that they're I'm like, I am not a part of this club at all Like at all. No I'm not a part of this club That was literally me trying to take a picture of myself Who hasn't tried to take a picture of himself at some historical landmark before I'm sorry for people who think that was Some symbolism. Have you ever traveled places and taken pictures by like the Eiffel Tower or the Colosseum or Stonehenge like that's what that was Although I did I did a very poor job at at maneuvering because it was 2015. It was what almost seven years ago like Very different now. So anyway, but yeah It's yeah, so that's absolutely mind-boggling ridiculous Oh, and I talk with my hands a lot so people will come constantly comment be like, oh, you're throwing down a hand symbolism No, I'm not I talk with my hands. I'm southern Time for the human race to grow up a little bit. Let's go people grow up You want to know what southern women are like watch still magnolias? We talk with them Um, and I'm Italian I talk with my hands all the time and I also like when I am my job outside of youtube I don't teach daily mice or classes anymore, but I do teach courses And I I use my body and I use To to demo and to show things. So I'm used to being animated when I when I speak because that's how I teach Um, and so no, I'm not throwing down hand symbols. It's not happening Uh, none of that's happening if I was a part of this bunch this group I would not be filming for my bedroom It probably trolls that are in the group number one and number two There there are people that I've noticed gone to such an extreme That they have to find the the demonic symbolism in every little last Outs of life. Yep. Oh, yeah So if I post a a picture of my dog's head and one eye is not showing is my dog part of it Oh, that was blamed too because I showed a picture I had of Ravi and me that I found laying on the floor of our shawla And it like cut off it was both of my eyes But it like cut off my mouth and like he was And I'm like there people I'm like no like literally Okay, my dog. I think my dog is the most handsome boy in the whole wide world of my life But if he knows you're taking a picture of him, he will walk away And so I remember that I was like laying on the floor and I was like, I'm just gonna Because he looks so handsome. I want to take a picture of him, you know, not everything is nefarious Some most things are innocent Um, and and this whole like idea of like truthers being paid off. That's not true It's not true And not for me anyway, not for anybody that I film with anyway because all the people that I film with regularly I know them pretty well now and I'm telling you they're not being paid off Okay, yeah, so that none of us are rich That needs to stop that that is that needs to stop. That's derogatory. It's cruel um, and it needs to stop so and another thing too like um We don't know when anything's gonna happen like we're not aware of any dates or anything So we are just writing this this flow with you guys and um God that's why we donate our time to cut it's it's it's good to get We do these like little deep dives too to Get our mind off of kind of that The anticipation. Yeah It's it's it's a nice little distraction in the same time as we're we're still pouring out truth too Yeah, doesn't make sense. Yeah, that's kind of what I kind of come out the angle with on my channel It's like I don't know when anything's gonna. I don't know when things are gonna happen I don't know But I like to research and I'm kind of a weirdo so I don't mind researching strange stories And putting them together to see where we miss an interpreted history or where maybe we should have been more aware Of what was actually going on that's kind of like what you're doing Like let's deep dive into stuff while we're waiting for the military to do what they've got to do Why don't we educate ourselves so that this doesn't happen again so that we don't ever find ourselves? So our descendants don't ever find themselves in this situation Let's figure out where we went wrong and that's kind of where I'm coming from in my channel is to just go back I had no intention when I started this journey. I had absolutely no intention of ever reading the missing books of the bible No intention. Um, it was all about studying and exploring these different Topics and when I started this channel, it was mostly going to be based in the state of Georgia because that's where I'm from If you look at my earlier videos, it's all based in Atlanta and in Georgia It wasn't until I actually started having realizations about other things that I moved outside of the state of Georgia And um, I believe in the same books the bible thing was a god thing Because I was doing a show with david zoop like and it just hit me one day and I was like david Let's breathe in the books. Let's see what they say. What do they say? Like I know they're there I'm curious. What do these books say and then boom all this stuff has taken off from then and I'm very fortunate I feel very lucky and blessed that god put that in my path Um, because it has strengthened my relationship, which then brought me to constantine. Well, why did this happen? Why were these books and it's unraveled everything and then we got Stephanie here who is also like knows the bible And she's doing these incredible deep dives into some of these uh, biblical characters that might not be who we think they are You know, so all of this is just it's just us helping the matrix to crumble Because once you see it, you can't unsee it. There's nothing nefarious about what any of us are doing We're all just doing our best to try to walk each other home again as raw if it's wrong doc says that we can figure this out together And I you know, it's so in the positive thing The great thing is is like 99.9% of the people that watch our channel are awesome and understand that our know So much it's just those few people that want to You know, it's like when you point at one person You got three pink fingers pointing back at you for those people that criticize that photo calling me part of the bunch Because one of my eyes was in the photo. Let's go through looks look through some of your photos that you have from the past Do you have any photos from the past where one of your eye just happens to be seen? Are you in the club or was that just a mistake? So yeah, we need to start using our niggans use some critical thinking skills Yeah, yeah, absolutely. All right, Stephanie. Where do you want to go from here? You want to talk about the dream or the books? first I can well We're talking about the we're talking about this We can go into the dream first and then I'll go into what our deep dive is about today So this was not supposed to be part of today's video But I wanted to share this because this was brought to my attention this morning So my son is about he's almost 15 years old He is finding his spirituality And including he actually is interested in reading tarot So that that's exciting And uh earlier this year I had uh detoxed him from heavy metals where because he he had a autism was diagnosed with autism A behavioral type of autism where his behavior would get out of control And of course all fingers pointed at those my fault is my fault. It's not my fault Well, now it's my fault that he's healed So Um, if we're going on a feisty note here, right? Uh, so anyways, he's had a lot of dreams However, this morning he woke up and gave me or told me a dream that really Really hit me So um, and I actually had to do some research into the symbology behind some of his dream because I knew it meant something And uh, and Bryce, I told you this dream already and uh Interesting, huh? so His dream started off where he was chopping down a bunch of trees So, um as he was telling me about that part of the the story of his dream I I looked into it and I went on doc doc go and I researched a little bit of what that means Now in ancient times if you had a dream about chopping down trees Um, and he said he was chopping him down with with an ax like an old-fashioned ax So I figure maybe ancient Ties to it um, but in other words in ancient times if you had a dream about chopping down trees It meant the crumbling or ending of a kingdom Which we know Is happening now. So, um anyways, he says in the dream he gets on a bus Um, and he was looking in the front window of the bus even though he wasn't the driver But still looking out the front window and this big giant satellite fell out of the sky And and then all of a sudden all these other satellites started falling out of the sky I related that to uh, probably ebs and the coming down uh, the tearing down of media So then he said he got home in the dream and my husband had gotten home, um Previously from work And he had experienced one of the satellites as well falling out of the sky and he got he found three crystals um in the satellite And the crystals there was two clear quartz crystals and one amethyst and when you put them together it made a triangle And so um, brice, what did you tell because I I didn't get into looking about the triangle thing But if the triangle is a good thing What did you tell me that mean though a lot of people believe that pyramids and triangles are bad because the bad people use it But what we have to remember is that the darkness can't create anything It can only steal from the light and invert it So a lot of people look at like pyramids like I have this the healing that I sleep beside um, according to a lot of spiritual texts Long long time ago we were shown through like the pyramids of egypt how to use this shape To enhance our own spiritual enlightenment To find god through coming you know rising up But they this group have this bunch have taken this and made it bad, but it's not itself is not bad That's why we're going to be Rebirthing these things that were once ours and so that could have been a sign of Humanity's awakening if that makes sense Yeah, um, well, I looked up even what clear quartz meaning is and One of the I hadn't gotten around to uh the mfs. I'm actually probably going to make a video on this dream because it's so interesting um But one of the things about clear quartz was awakening and what it means or uh angels angel guidance So from what I took on this dream um considering we just had the solar eclipse last saturday and uh with that video gene and now that we know what that means um or I got confirmed of what it means I think it's safe to say that You know, we're all getting signs that you know just about to hit the van I mean janine had a quite an interesting morning yesterday And i'm sure many of your followers have watched uh her She she mentions it with kathryn edwards on her video and also a jon claude and uh on their live from last night too So she talks about it. So very interesting if people haven't seen that yet to go Watch it. She says it in the beginning of both shows Um, and then I think even jon claude said he had get hurt alarms also going on um yesterday morning So a lot of a lot of weird stuff is happening. A lot of us are getting I think uh hints from the spirit realm To buckle up and get ready So I'm excited. Let's do this. Yeah, let's do this. Let's let's uh Get her done Let's go, baby. Let's do it So I had to get all southern there Bless your heart Worrying up here in the northeast. We don't say things like y'all y'all that's like the one southern thing I'm gonna hold on to the rest of y'all y'all. I love it All y'all there's y'all and there's all y'all All y'all all y'all so y'all y'all I'm doing a video. I'm doing multiple round tables tomorrow with Stephanie with all y'all It's a bunch of people all y'all all y'all. Yeah, so Yes, I like being from the south this being the south is fun It's a lot of folklore a lot of uh different different accents all over the south, but uh Well, if we're finding out that the northeast is pretty much a big portal Yeah At this point, nothing shocks me anymore. It just doesn't shocks me either It's kind of like, okay, uniform unicorns and dragons in six. Oh, great. Okay. I can't wait to see them Where are they? Let's see them. I want one. Where's the little fairies little pixie dust What are we standing on Yeah, that will be fascinating to find out so I get to the book series the left behind Oh my god, so I'm so glad we're doing this because it really led me to a rabbit hole I I didn't even have time to write everything down Um because I want I had to make this more condensed So I'm gonna so there was two people who wrote this series that was tim le hay and jerry jankins And I'm gonna start off with tim le hay. He's more of the obvious in uh Being a part of a club If you want to say that and then we're gonna head over to jerry jankins because something interesting came up When I did some research on that so Just to go into a little bit of history on mr le hay He was born on april 27th 1926 and he died on july 25th 2016 He was a minister a speaker and an author Author can't talk today He was a bachelor of arts from bob james university in greenville south carolina and Had a doctorate in ministry from the western seminary and a doctorate of literature from liberty university He was in the army at age 18 and he was uh a machine um pow powist I can't say the word Then he was a pastor in pumpkin town south carolina This sounds like a fun town creature in minneapolis until 1956 then went to san diego california And was preacher at the scott memorial baptist church Then founded the institute of creation research at christian heritage college and l Cajun, sorry if I mispronounced that california And this was like studies and creation and teaching about creation, which we know what happened to that um, he also campaigned for the presidency of uh, george lley bush That's where i'm like, okay In 2001 he wrote the left behind series and hosted a tv program the king is coming in 1947 married beverly ratcliffe And I think her family is a club family the ratcliffe Sound familiar. I didn't get a chance to look too much into her Let us know in the comment section below if you'll know of that family. Yeah here Uh four children nine grandchildren and resided in los angeles california. We know what happens in l.a And at 90 he died of a stroke That's just a little bit of history on him However, his net worth was 20 million dollars and um, I don't know if you can share a screen Um, actually I sent you some images so you might not need to share a screen You could probably just put this off as you're doing the editing. Yeah, yeah so There is evidence a lot of evidence, uh that uh, mr. Lahaye is a free mason Yeah, um, so If you go to his book the prophecy study bible There is several masonic symbols on the cover of it together. There is the star There is what the alpha and the omega but when you put them together it is the uh free mason symbol The triangle thing You know the ruler So that was um, what I found on him Now we're going to go to jerry jenkins and I'm I didn't go into too much of his Back history because something struck me very odd about this man. He looked very familiar to me Like he was the father of somebody that i'm familiar with Um, but to go into his early history. So he was born on 9 23 49 He began his career as a sports writer. He worked with a lot of the uh sports superstars But later started to work with mr. Billy Graham. We know Billy Graham is a mason Um, and one of his quotes that struck me odd was I don't see success as a goal. I see obedience as a goal Yeah His net worth is three million dollars Now this is where it gets a little weird His son is dallas jenkins. Are you familiar with dallas jenkins brice? Are you are you familiar with the series called the chosen? That does sound familiar So the chosen is a series you could probably maybe even look it up. Um If you could just share this uh On the screen So the series the chosen is about jesus's life In ministry how he gets all of his disciples rounds them all up And lives as a nomad going from town to town preaching the good news of the gospel This was my favorite tv series for the last couple of years. It started off in night uh 2019 was the first uh Yeah, there you go Yep, so this was the next it's an excellent series Who his son was how was he involved in this? He put it together. He started in that dallas jenkins is the Writer and director of this series. Okay um So because I i i'm like this jerry jenkins looks super super familiar He looks like I know him from somewhere else and I said wait a second jenkins. He looks just like dallas jenkins so, um I'm seeing if you have a picture here of dallas jenkins Let's see here There you go There he goes. Yep So apparently dallas jenkins could not get this series uh probably uh produced by hollywood, right? um So it's become a series where you pay it forward apparently um, and so I found it very odd. I stopped watching the chosen back About I would say july because what happened was there was this huge thing where dallas jenkins and jonathan romi Who plays jesus went to go visit the pope at the vatican a couple months ago Now, how is that so when we know what happened to pope francis? Right, that's what I want to know what what on earth is going on there. So yeah, this guy who plays jesus I go right. Yeah. Yep. Yep. That's yep. There you go. That's jonathan romi They both went to go visit the pope And so I was very like taken back by that I I was questioning that I didn't look into it. I was actually be honest with you And they're in that room That room that looks like a lizard. Y'all know what i'm talking about you see that eye there I've done I've talked about this. You know what i'm talking about, right? I know what you're talking about. Yep Yeah, so I I almost feel like god led us to do this particular series for a deep dive Because this guy is still filming this he's going on to the third season That room What does that look like to you? Oh, that's a snake. That's a snake head And they have in that For the pope sets it's like horrific the uh this thing Yep, look at that In addition to everything brice, uh, the second season was all filmed in utah Really? Yeah Yeah, it was um, it was filmed in a uh Goshen, utah, I believe where they have a complete replica of the old jerusalem Wow So we know what happens in not not i'm not saying anybody from utah is part of a coal or anything I'm not saying that i'm saying that utah is a huge uh area for um, what is it? Mormonism More more the Mormons right where they the polygamy and all that kind of stuff Yeah, so You know his father worked with billy gram and worked with this tim la hay Billy gram and tim la hay Are both freemasons and we have this guy right there is billy gram. He's a scary looking dude I never liked billy ever Is that? What's that? What's that handsome bosom? Um I can't go scroll down a little bit because um our there we go. Yep Look there What's that? What kind of symbolism is that the devil horns? Mm-hmm Yeah, so yeah anyways this you know Jerry Jenkins Was um In cahoots with two freemasons and uh his net worth like I said it was uh, what three million dollars No christian That serves christ should be like not saying that if you earn the money In in a in a fashion where you are completely honest. That's that's one thing like I think um Our friend mr. T there Honestly earned his living Yeah, I do too, but do but doing a ministry And the thing is if this guy has three million dollars doing this chosen series And uh is is getting all these donations from all I mean hit the chosen is hit all over the world He's getting donations. Um From from every part of the world To pay it forward so that others can watch the uh series You know Where's that that makes me that makes me question Yeah, where's that money going? That's a lot of money to be taken. I didn't I didn't honestly think I was going to be talking about the chosen series on this video But when I started to research into Jerry Jenkins It's like god led me to that because this was my favorite series. I I binge watch it and uh Something had me stop watching it a few months ago and it was after like I said, I found that uh dallas and jonathan romney went out to visit the pope I mean, how is that so if he's gone? We see cgi all the time on him. Yes, but we know You know, they took him out what july of 2020 Yeah, I have no idea, but I know he's gone Yeah, so it's either somebody's playing a character and these these people are completely oblivious to it Which are highly doubt especially if one has direct ties to free masonry. Yeah, you know, I mean, yeah So yeah, these are these are club families. They're laughing at us all the way Yeah, well, guess what we're figuring it out Yeah, and well what for people who missed that episode we decided to do this What made do you remember what motivated us to look into the left behind series? I think we started talking about it on a video two weeks ago Because it's frightening, right? It's it's yeah, they're fine. It's uh, it's it's fear porn. It's propaganda. It's um It keeps you in that fear base foundation of of organized religion It's like that's that's the tactic that was used on me the entire time I was part of the church Was Are you going to get left behind because if you're living in sin, you're going to get left behind Well identify what the hell living in sin is number one because From what we're told we always sin every single day. Yeah Listen, I dropped f bombs like it's going out of style. So I mean apparently I'm getting left behind I'm not married. I've lived in sin Yeah, I'll probably continue to live in sin that's my business and and If you if you really start even looking into it too, I mean it's It's really ridiculous. I mean I saw that one scene from the left behind series where Suddenly the rapture happens and planes are crashing everywhere and everybody's pants are coming out of the sky like seriously Yeah, no, that's not I mean Yeah, and it's interesting. Um the original definition of the word sin meant just to miss the mark To not understand who you really are Yeah, yeah, this it's it's uh This is something that keeps people obedient and in control of the top players. Yeah scared Yeah, and when he's the changes uh Us being driven by fear. We need to be driven by our intuition And the thing is like I know I get a lot of fundamentalists that will comment on my thing about how like I'm horrible I'm a false prophet because I'm not married. I've lived in sin all this kind of bullshit and it's like You do understand that the marriage license you have Is owned by this bunch That the ritual I mean we didn't know that before now But that the ritual of marriage that is performed now at the church or in a courthouse Is part of this bunch I don't think god cares if you have a piece of fucking paper It's about it's about a um commitment that you have to do a person And treating that other person and the in the gospel of the holy 12. What did jesus say about divorce? He's that ah if two people don't love each other anymore Get divorced That's what he says in the gospel holy 12 I'll say this The god I serve doesn't want someone miserable during their life He wants us to thrive He wants us to be happy He and i'm not saying going You know Bang everybody behave, you know i'm not saying that i'm not saying go wild because that doesn't really bring happiness in all reality, but um The god I serve wants us to thrive and be happy and to be prosperous and to First of all god wants us to have lots of kids. He wants us to have families and all that kind of stuff. Yes um But he doesn't want us being absolutely, uh pushed down by misery because We um Have a a flippant certificate of marriage. Yeah And we evolve and change they're they're people who had very successful marriages early on in their life and then they've evolved in age And there's other marriages, you know, it's it's our whole idea around this idea Well, I think I think a lot of this too is the reemergence again of the divine feminine You know for a lot of the age of Pisces the age we're leaving women were nothing more than cattle You know, they were nothing more than property owned by men and um and a lot of most of our historical time There has been arranged marriages even in higher upper especially in upper caste class societies Where you have fathers making deals with other families where the woman would come with a dowry And the woman would not have access to her dowry until she was married to her husband They would go in her husband's name So it was literally like women were being forced into these Situations with men that they weren't in love with You know, and it's we brought us it's brought us to this place in our lives And I I respect people who have been with the same person for their whole adult life Like that's really cool. My grandparents were like that like awesome for you But sometimes that's just not the reality and depending on what your soul's purpose is You're gonna have different people you connect with at different points of your life that are gonna, you know You know, it's it's it's um at the end of the day I guess what i'm getting at is no one should feel guilty about anything like that You know, they nothing like that Especially if it if the organization that's telling you what you're doing is bad is an organization that's involved in horrific things Also to think about it somebody who's married to somebody who beats them or mistreats them emotionally and mentally and Price and I have both been in those kind of relationships before But I can't imagine if I was actually married to that person you have to go through court they make it In the satanic world we're in they make it nearly impossible to To leave somebody in safety when you're in a situation like that and so God doesn't want us to get beaten up by our significant other I mean And if that were the case that's not that's not the same god No No, it's not You know, so that created me and you stephanie is women He put just as much thought and love and the creation of women as he does in the creation of men There's a divine masculine. There's a divine feminine and they're equal jesus christ had a very very very special place in his heart for women To he knew what we went through. Yeah, maybe that's why he came back as a girl If you don't know what we're talking about go watch her last video in tinean from saturday Yeah, well, did somebody say what if I wasn't you this what if she needs jesus though? Oh, that was that was a comment. I laughed so hard at that and i'm like Wouldn't that be a perfect person to bring back the divine feminine? I mean she really is I'm not saying she is but oh, she's she embodies the divine feminine 100 percent. Oh, absolutely absolutely Um the the comments we got from that video were they they brought me to tears On both of our channels. Yep, because I was actually finally able to post a video on my channel. What do you do? I can't believe it the moment it happened. I'm like, wait a second I just accomplished something that I've been super technologically impaired with Round of applause for stuff. I'm I'm so I'm bad at technology too Like I Catherine said someday about trying to learn twitter and also I was like girl me too I've had a twitter account for a while now and i'm trying to be better about Using twitter um In the yoga world twitter is not really that big it's more instagram for the yoga world because of the visuals Um, so I just never really messed with twitter and I still can't figure it out Like i'm trying to figure out. I don't know how to do threads like what's a thread like I have no idea I don't even have a twitter account if that makes you feel any better I don't even start on like snapchat. I have no clue what that is. I have no clue either. I um I deactivated my facebook recently because I'm just I'm done with that world. I'm just yeah I think a lot of these platforms are going to come down anyway. Oh, yeah I'll uh, I'll join mr. T's platform that that I'll join Yeah, yeah, and I like you know my in my social media accounts. Um, and I did this with my yoga as well It's not every post I make isn't just about the topic that I'm focused on like yoga or the great awakening I'll post I'll post other stuff too because That's the complexity complexity of life of who we are as human beings Sometimes it's nice to kind of laugh and take a little bit of a break, but um, yeah twitter's confusing to me I don't really I don't I'm I'm still like what is happening like trying to like scroll through I'm like I was on um at the beginning of my awakening journey I was on miwi and I could not figure that one out That is don't even know what that is. It's okay. So it's kind of like It's kind of like the patriotic Facebook in a way. There's different like groups so that you can it's okay It's almost like another maybe telegram, but it's it's set up differently. See I think telegram is super easy to use I forget I had telegram and I'm a part of the sacred blue tent and I forget that I have I I've got all these messages from people on telegram and I didn't even realize that until the other day So I apologize if you guys have been messaging them a telegram. I'm literally one of the most um illiterate human beings when it comes to technology so same I could rock I could probably still rock a do a decimal system if you drop me off at a library I could totally do a report for you. I remember how to Use it and use books and find I I probably could still write a bibliography if I needed to I don't even know how to do that with the internet, but um, but yeah I'm very so I apologize if y'all have sent me messages and I have not answered it I'm not ignoring you I just literally don't know how messages so Oh my gosh, that's so funny. I think a lot of us divine feminine are technologically impaired That's where I married somebody who is technologically Savvy and my son is too my son can tell me my son always like makes fun of me He's like really mom really mom no no no no bring bring that over here. Let me let me teach you Okay, I'm like, how is it that you who is 20 years younger than me because I don't know enough 20 Know all the stuff and I don't Because mom you're just an old soul I'm like, yeah, you are too. No, you're you're an ancient Yeah, you're a grandma in soul years I mean, I I get I get well. I'll be honest to you. I get overwhelmed with technology I'll give you guys an example here Um, you see how many text messages I still have to check Like I get overwhelmed it gets overwhelming and I don't yeah, I just um, you know, it's it's uh And I've got I just get I have you know, just then I'll get to researching I'll put my cell phone up and you know, and I just forget to like respond sometimes I'm like that too not maybe not that to that caliber, but I thought seven unanswered messages on my phone were bad yesterday I had 23 I had 42 before I started filming and now I'm okay. You made me feel much better Yeah at 42 so um and some of them I I feel bad because but if you've ever been that way where someone will like text you and Like in your head you responded. Yes, it happens to me all the time and I'm like, oh shoot So I know like sometimes people won't believe me, but no, that's the truth. Like I I I respond in my I'll be like driving. I don't text when I'm driving. I'm very careful and uh, so it's like I I go to respond in my head You know, if I'm like in the middle of shopping and stuff like that, but I'll get home and I completely just Yeah, forget. We'll see. We can't wear hands. We are in Georgia. You can't hold your cell phone in your hand when you're driving Are you gonna take it? um So same thing in Connecticut. I have bluetooth on my phone in my car So like I could talk to somebody while driving. I just won't text anybody while driving. Yeah, so I'll see a text like if I'm sitting here at my desk like researching and my phone goes off and it's a text Oh, check it And then I'll like make a mental note to like respond when I'm done But then like after I'm done, I will forget or something is you know, something else comes up that needs my attention so Yeah, I'm not good with the technology At all I actually kind of miss living in a time Where we didn't have cell phones like I kind of missed that childhood that we had where we didn't have Believe it or not boys and girls. We didn't have cell phones when we were children. We played outside with our friends You know, I made tree forts. Yeah Yeah, we uh actually that was a conversation katharine had about how like when we were kids because we didn't have cell phones We couldn't text each other So if you made if you made plans like meet your friends at the movie theater You met your friends at the movie theater. Yeah, send back out like you you didn't do that because you You couldn't you had to go meet them. And so there was um More action as a child because you didn't have You know I lived on a street with 30 plus kids on it and the street over had the same amount of kids So when we were younger we had um the boys on one baseball team and the girls on the other Baseball team and we played boys versus girls in baseball in the cul-de-sac One of my best friends growing up Um, and I'm I still actually keep in touch with her. She's like the only one I keep in touch with um from childhood Nicole she lives out in scott stale, arizona and she's a horse trainer and she's like a phenomenal person. Um her uh her father was a vietnam war vet Purple star the the work very very good family They lived on the street over I just walked into her house. Um from over the hill And uh, so I'd hang out over there all the time and honestly She her dog had a homemade Home create her father created and built a giant dog house for their dog spike big german shepherd And in the wintertime we got too cold and being outside that That dog house was so warm because it was full of hay in and hay, you know You know keeps in all the warmth and everything So we would play like house and stuff like that in the dog house And um, we'd go sledding. I lived on a house where we had a hill in the front yard. So we'd go sledding I climbed trees Us girls would get together as little girls and we pretend we're native americans playing out in the woods Like this is the stuff that I did and I'm like I used to think something's really wrong because my son wants to do none of that kind of stuff I mean my son lacked an imagination and I always blamed on the autism. I don't I think it's just literally That generation they none of them haven't um An imagination now. I think that's going to come back though. Yeah Yeah, I think you're right. I mean our parents were more hands off with us too Yeah, come home when it gets dark. Yeah We uh, they didn't know where we were half the time like you come home and you grab your bike and go play with your friends Neighborhood and you just when I got dark you came home. They weren't they weren't looking for us You know, they weren't they were we were with the neighborhood kids They know that there was one summer though We had to be extra careful because in our area there was a guy in a white van going around abducting kids so We were we were still able to go out But we were not to go near any white vans And then a year later it was the guy in the silver car So I mean there was some scary stuff that happened But we nowadays parents would just lock their kids inside Your parents are like just don't go talk to any white vans. You're fine talk to strangers Yep, just just just don't talk to anybody. You don't know just go play You'll be fine If you're on go to the nearest neighbor's house and all the neighbors were well aware of what was going on So you could just drop in at one of their houses and us kids like literally 30 kids would pile in one of the houses Yeah, get Kool-Aid Go down the street go get tacos at the next house. I mean it was like Um, we did have an issue with our street where suddenly all the adults started to fight So then there was segregation amongst the kids and there was like clicks Scandal Oh, yeah, lots of weird weird weird things Oh, welcome to the 1990s folks. Yep Yep Although but like I said, I'm I'm happy that I feel like we're the last generation to actually have a childhood Yeah, definitely soon after I mean I I was in college when um the internet got big because I was in college and um At first we were not allowed to use the internet for our research because it couldn't be trusted That was when the internet first came out. It was like it can't be trusted for resources Interesting then towards the end. That's when people started using it more but I kind of missed that Um Error of really understanding. I mean that's what I use now to research. I'm not going to the library. I'm using duck. Go But um Yeah back in those days. Yeah, my professors did not want us using the internet because it couldn't be trusted We had to go use these textbooks But I believe they were trying to get rid of textbooks like that's kind of their goal was like get slowly get rid of all these textbooks Especially the older ones that have act more accurate information about our history or where things come from so You know if you really want good To get into really some interesting stuff go to an antique store and buy books that were written before the 1950s I do that And I found medicine books. I found um books with letters from Year like thousands of years worth of letters like letters from Abraham Lincoln. Oh Yeah, I was thinking about the other day No one writes love letters anymore I used to get love letters from my boy friends and then they would fold the thing to a little football You know the little paper footballs that yeah, yeah, and and it would say to stuff with a big heart Oh, I never had love letters. So I came occur. I had a high school boyfriend Mike and I literally would get a love letter Once a week from him Well, I went through some of my stuff when I was making my studio because when I moved in I had a bunch of stuff from high school In boxes So I started going through those boxes in these huge entire box full of love letters And I'm going through them and I'm like Was I that pathetic? Was he that pathetic like oh my god. Oh my god But I wish I had that like, you know, you find it your grandpa's grandma's like attic you'll find like boxes of love letters And people could write like back then people could like really they were really You know, yeah their words and they could uh write these beautiful letters to people and uh It's just so easy now with text you text people, you know, like it was up Hey, babe What's up, you know, like we don't we don't you know, actually There's like there was an art of wooing people and those letters like a wooing like courting almost like The love woo the love woo. Yeah, I don't yeah, it's like this like juju that was like Melting off. It's not like you could like you weren't sexting. You were like You know your eyes. Let's see. It's just the way for people. I don't know It's just like the way people wrote and I'm like those That that's pretty much what the love letters entailed your beautiful eyes just Melted my heart and I'm like reading and I'm like David do my eyes still You agree with this David because this is all my high school boyfriend. This is what I went through in high school Do you come do you concur? Am I still this way? Yeah. No I yeah, I uh, no, I would love to to receive something like that like that would be like I think I could see I mean obviously back in those days. They didn't have really have cell phones They didn't have ways of like put communication but to like could you imagine just like getting that letter From that I still look forward to my weekly It would it would it would boost me up. It was very it was a very high vibrational frequency thing to read Our mixed tapes having a boy make you a mixed tape Didn't have that But then again, I was always too afraid to tell people what my favorite music is because I was a total dork What did you like? It was symphony orchestra soundtrack music from like all the action movies Yeah, oh, yeah. Well, I like I like orchestra as I have some orchestra stuff. I listened to I was a nerd I still listen to the stuff actually So when I listen to that kind of music, I didn't really realize it then but I realize it now It activates my um remote viewing Stuff that I can do Because I see I've always seen future stuff while listening to it not realizing that was what was happening And so I actually will sit down when I feel led Spiritually I get a piece of paper and I write I actually you know what? I've all I've thought about actually doing a video while listening to it and then telling everybody through The video what I'm seeing because I do I I'm able to like I've seen military stuff I some of it's symbolic and a lot of it is literal So I'm able to do both And it's weird because it's like, you know The 17th letter of the alphabet I almost said it always says, you know, we're watching a movie Well, when I put movie music in I see the movie does it make sense? Yeah, that makes sense That would be interesting like it's like the soundtrack of what is happening And then what I'll do now is I confirm it with my cards You're gonna you've gotten good at the cards Yeah, I if we do this in group now anybody want a card reading? We practice guys because listen, I've got I've got yeah, we practice a lot of times We've got three stacks of cards here These are my favorite These are the first cards I ever got and I got them long before the Great Awakening started and never used them. They're the Young Ian cards Um, apparently I was telling Stephanie apparently they're like the most advanced cards because there's nothing they don't have any They're beautiful pretty though Um, and I got an easier stack of cards thinking. Oh, I'll learn these later Actually very much these are like the ones I'm really drawn to but yeah, Stephanie's gotten pretty badass at her card reading so Late sears and the magic sear Yep, and I've got the angel cards as well. I don't use those as much though as I've been using But to Stephanie's gotten badass like she I text her all the time. I'm like, hey, check check her cards Check her cards What's this? What's this? What's going on? so It's so weird because I feel like and I'm really good at reading for people. I don't know very well Because I have no there's no ego to get in the way. Yeah I think that's true I think and I thought of that before and I guess this isn't a question asked to me like do you Is it is it customary to read on yourself? Like is that normal? Or do you go to someone else to read for you? So I think a lot of times angel cards are very good for like you could pop one card You know just let one card pop out of you know, when you're um when you're You know daily Kind of give you some words of wisdom And I I do that. I have a couple of angel card decks or oracle and then Like I have a late sears deck or not. Sorry now light sear a light worker Oracle deck and then I have a couple angel cards And uh, it's good for like a little boost And then um Sometimes when I'm doing actual readings I might ask those cards to kind of clarify the tarot or the tarot clarify The angel like I'll spread out all of my decks all at once for one question sometimes I've seen what we've watched a lot of tarot readers do that where they use multiple decks to clarify things. So Y'all it's it's fun this new world where we're uh walking into is super fun Super. Oh, yeah, yeah My friend makes fun of me because I say oh, but you but you all the time so Anyway, yeah, it's you know what if you told me I was doing going to do any of this a year ago I would have said yeah, you're smoking something really weird But girl listen so Stephanie knows what's going on with me too and if you had told me six months ago I would have told you you were crazy. So I get it I get it. Well, I think too You know, they say the the past so the solar eclipse was the closure of an 18 month period and It's the ending to old timelines and the ending to old belief systems And I will say this my belief system is not at all what it was a year ago Right. What so ever if you told me that christianity was really a made mythorism based Religion to keep you in fear I would have been like You need to read bible more And I'm like it is christianity the orthodox or not orthodox the the church based christianity is a form of satanism That's pretty sick how twisted things got but it's like and this is why we do these deep dives on people like the people who wrote the Left behind series or Constantine or any of that because We're always told no you must believe this Okay, we do have free will to think what we want But we have three we have free will to go and say okay. Well, I want proof then that this is the correct way to think And so instead of saying and complying with the obedience of an organized religion We've taken it upon ourselves to do some more digging into it like okay, but But if fear is not good if fear feeds the beast Why is something that the foundation is on a holy loving god Revolving around fear and it you know once you understand that what fear does It you know christianity makes no sense anymore. Yeah I'm not saying that there isn't truths about christianity Because like shitting god 30 percent of the bible wasn't tampered with She got about 70 percent give or take a wild 70 percent I honestly wasn't I wasn't shocked. I was actually shocked. It wasn't like 80 percent And that's just what the cards were telling here. Maybe we're not ready to hear that more is Tainted, you know what I mean because the cards are going to only tell you what you're ready to hear Yeah, but we've seen that how many times have we gotten to stop with the cards like Don't go pass go. We're not going to tell you yet. Yeah. Yeah I've gotten that quite a bit and a couple card readings that I've done Like no, no, no You need to leave this one alone. You'll you'll find out they need to leave it alone right now. Yeah You're not ready to hear Yeah, and Janine got that in one of the questions too that we prefer moses like it's not time yet Yeah, we'll reveal the truth. So yeah, I know stephanie. You have to hop on with david So if y'all aren't following along stephanie is a regular guest now with david zublik So I will put a link to the dark outpost Down below in the description box. Are you going to do left behind there with him as well today? No, I'm actually going into herbal medicine how I detox my son From heavy metals how I created my own tinctures and my healing oils and ointments Um, so we're going to be going into a lot of holistic medicine stuff, uh, you know herbal juju stuff, uh, you know the The herbal woo we're going to go to the herbal woo. I love it. That's what our that's why we were burned at stakes before Yeah, I'm you know, it's funny when I was a little girl I was all into um taking my grandmother's bath powders and All of the shampoos and mixing them together into like a potion And I never understood why Listen making tinctures is really fun. Okay. Yeah making all that kind of stuff. I love mixing stuff together So and it's all with good intentions of healing. So I know I'm not making a witches brew of bad spells So let's put that out there. No, not at all. Not at all. I'm excited about the new world and we're gonna get more like Into that side of life because that is and honestly, I think I might have said this on beyond mystic But it's like the more we go forward with this the more we realize the paranormal is actually the normal Oh, yeah, it's like You need to be in touch with the spirit realm. That's part of life So you are we're always told be afraid of ghosts, you know ghosts are scary well Actually, I had a paranormal experience this morning real quick My dogs were barking at something I couldn't see but I could feel it and then my my my uh, my The door the main door we used to the house Tried to open the door handle. Oh, I've had so many. It's just one of my friends I see spear I see ghosts too. I I I hear you. I feel people I feel them more than I see that I've seen a couple. I've seen a little boy in my house. We've all seen the little boy in my house The ghost hunters came and did an investigation. They got yes, there was something there's about three entities that we know of Yeah, it's very you know, it's just If they're not evil and they're not evil just make friends. Welcome to the south everything's haunted in the south So Same thing with the the northeast Portal, it's what it is. It is what it is. It's no big deal. So yeah, anyway, well seven I know you have to go prepare for david show um guys tomorrow again Actually, this is going to be airing on friday So I don't know when the round tables will be loaded up But we've got seven are going to be involved in two different round tables tomorrow actually three Three round tables tomorrow It's my big day So hopefully you guys will enjoy those Again, I'm going to leave all of stephanie's links down in the description box below Thank you guys so much for being with us during this episode. We hope everybody is doing well. Hold your head up high because I think we're close. I think we're close. I agree. All right guys. We'll talk to you soon. Bye